21. Hug
Wei Renwu left the hospital, it was getting late, and Wei Renwu was walking on the dim street.
The streets have become a lot less populated, which is caused by the explosion, the streets of Chengdu used to be very lively, day and night, except for the light and darkness of the sky, the number of people on the street will not increase or decrease, and now everyone is afraid to go out.
A little less people is a little less, and now Wei Renwu is not suitable for staying in a crowded place, many people want to find a way for Wei Renwu, there are fewer people on the street, and Wei Renwu can also be quieter on the street.
Wei Renwu lowered his head and walked aimlessly on the street, when suddenly a cold wind blew his face, making his expression even more numb, as if God wanted to add a little more sorrow to Wei Renwu, who was immersed in sadness.
Wei Renwu was like losing his soul, he couldn't feel the darkness, he couldn't feel the cold, he just wandered blindly on the street like a lonely ghost, without a destination, and he didn't know when he would be able to stop.
Wei Renwu has lost a lot of things, a lot of love, everyone who loves him has not ended well, Wei Renwu has even lost the motivation to live, along with his love has lost hatred, he feels that he doesn't hate Feng Ling so much, compared to Feng Ling, he hates himself more, he feels that all this is caused by himself, even if Feng Ling is responsible, but he can't blame Feng Ling completely, because he brought Feng Ling into his life, if he didn't pursue wisdom so much, He wouldn't be able to contact Feng Ling at all, and he wouldn't let Feng Ling torture him for so long.
Wei Renwu walked and walked, and he came to the Funan River, and he had an urge to jump into this river and end his life, and he didn't realize one thing until now.
Wei Renwu realized that all the reasons were caused by him, maybe only after his life was over, the whole incident would end, and Feng Ling might stop hurting other people, anyway, Wei Renwu had lost everything, and he had nothing to worry about.
The more he thought about it, the more Wei Renwu felt that he deserved to die, and even half of his feet had left the shore, and just a little more, Wei Renwu would be able to fall into the icy water.
However, it was that little bit, Wei Renwu didn't move forward that little bit, and he became hesitant in the face of death.
Does he really deserve to die? Is he really nothing in this world?
No, he can't die yet, his death won't stop Feng Ling, Feng Ling just wants to see him collapse, he can't just let Feng Ling succeed, even if he dies, he should drag Feng Ling to hell together, and he must not leave Feng Ling to harm the world again.
Moreover, Did Wei Renwu really lose all his love? The answer is also no, he hasn't completely lost his love, he still has at least a few people who love him, such as Yue Ming, such as Quankai, and then ...... Lin Xingchen.
That's right, there is also Lin Xingchen, even for Lin Xingchen, Wei Renwu should live, this is his love, this is the motivation for him to live.
Wei Renwu retracted his feet, he no longer wanted to die, he no longer wanted to be a lonely ghost on the street, he had his destination, no matter what the future holds, he had a place he had to go, and that place was Lin Xingchen's home.
As soon as he thought of this, Wei Renwu went straight to Lin Xingchen's house, he must meet Lin Xingchen, no matter what kind of state Lin Xingchen is in now, he must also meet Lin Xingchen, the reason is very simple, he just wants Lin Xingchen, love is so simple, when you love someone, you have to go to great lengths and eliminate all the difficulties to meet her.
Wei Renwu came to the downstairs of Lin Xingchen's house, he looked up at Lin Xingchen's house, the lights were on at home, it seemed that Lin Xingchen was at home, of course Lin Xingchen was at home, otherwise where could Lin Xingchen go?
Wei Renwu didn't think too much about it, he went upstairs, he didn't have any worries, love can resolve any obstacles.
Wei Renwu knocked on Lin Xingchen's door.
It didn't take long for the door of Lin Xingchen's house to open, and a Lin Xingchen wearing pink pajamas appeared in front of Wei Renwu.
Lin Xingchen looked at Wei Renwu with dull eyes, and after a long time, he said suspiciously, "Wei Renwu? ”
"Do you remember me?" Wei Renwu was very excited, Lin Xingchen finally saw that he had no rejection, and he could recognize himself, and he no longer thought that it was him.
Lin Xingchen nodded: "Yes, I remember you, but where is your beard?" ”
Wei Renwu stroked the position where he should have a mustache, but now it was very clean, and he smiled awkwardly: "I shaved my beard, isn't it much more handsome?" ”
Lin Xingchen pursed his mouth and said: "Handsome or not, I didn't feel it, but I am a lot younger." ”
"It's good if you're happy, no matter what, I'm still your Wei Renwu." Wei Renwu has been very difficult these days, he has not experienced the taste of happiness for a long time, and the re-recognition of Lin Xingchen and Wei Renwu made Wei Renwu feel happy again, he really came here, here made Wei Renwu feel the meaning of life again, which also made Wei Renwu feel that it was good to be alive.
"Come in and talk, I don't want the neighbors to see you standing at my door, you know that you are now a figure that everyone deserves." Although Lin Xingchen's tone was very cold, she still cared about Wei Renwu very much, especially considering Wei Renwu's current situation.
"Yes, yes, it's so cold, I'm afraid I'll catch you a cold if I leave the door open." With that, Wei Renwu entered the house and closed the door, his whole state was sluggish, as if Lin Xingchen had robbed him of his IQ.
Wei Renwu and Lin Xingchen sat opposite each other on the sofa, Wei Renwu felt that he had a lot to say to Lin Xingchen, and he didn't know where to start, Wei Renwu didn't want him to be embarrassed in chatting with Lin Xingchen, so he found a topic for himself: "You've recovered, right?" ”
Lin Xingchen's answer was very simple, she just nodded.
"No wonder Quan Kai was able to put you down to help the police, it turned out that it was because you were already well, I thought that kid would dare to abandon you." Wei Renwu complained about Quankai.
"You shouldn't blame him, it's not right for you to keep him by my side, Quan Kai is a detective, his ability should be used to deal with bad guys, not to be a nanny for me, I dragged him down, you dragged him down even more." Lin Xingchen threw the responsibility to Wei Renwu again.
"yes, I shouldn't have let him take care of you." Wei Renwu sighed lightly, "But, apart from him, I don't know who to trust, after all, you ...... at the time"
Wei Renwu didn't continue to speak, he couldn't say that Lin Xingchen went crazy, Lin Xingchen finally recovered, he didn't want Lin Xingchen to be like that again, he couldn't even mention it, he was afraid of touching Lin Xingchen's point again, so he spoke carefully.
"After all, what? After all, I was crazy? Lin Xingchen now understands very well in her heart, she remembers what kind of state she was in at that time, and she also remembers how she came out of it, so she doesn't shy away from that topic now.
"You said it yourself, I didn't say it." Wei Renwu was afraid that Lin Xingchen would blame himself again.
Lin Xingchen covered his mouth and snickered, and then said: "Okay, okay, I won't blame you, it's not your fault, it's the 'Satan' who is to blame, he made me like that." Lin Xingchen was very clear, she would not easily blame Wei Renwu, after all, the current situation still had to be supported by Wei Renwu, and she didn't want to hit Wei Renwu's confidence.
"I'm not afraid of your blame, I want to thank Quan Kai, it's his efforts that allow you to recover, if I do it, I can't do it so delicately." Wei Renwu's gratitude to Quankai is sincere, although he used to often ridicule Quankai, but in the face of great rights and wrongs, he still knows the importance of Quankai.
"I can figure it out, yes, I mainly figured out whose fault it was for Wen Er and Ronghua's death, it wasn't my fault, I always felt that it was my fault, so I got entangled like that, if I have full efforts to recover, then you have a lot of efforts." Lin Xingchen looked at Wei Renwu affectionately, "I fell into self-blame and couldn't extricate myself, when I looked at you, you were also like me, taking responsibility for everything, and going out alone to fight against 'Satan', I knew that I had a very bad influence, I influenced you, and added a lot of pressure to you for no reason, I knew that I should be like this, I can't drag you and Ah Quan anymore, so I let Ah Quan go, I need you to defeat 'Satan' and end everything this demon has done and will do." ”
Lin Xingchen could see that Wei Renwu had lost confidence, she wanted to help Wei Renwu regain his confidence, she wanted Wei Renwu to become a real hero, the criminal investigation consultant who had been helping her.
Wei Renwu also looked at Lin Xingchen, his eyes were full of tears, he couldn't speak, when Wei Renwu had lost all his motivation, and even lost his hatred for Feng Ling, Lin Xingchen gave Wei Renwu motivation and confidence again.
Wei Renwu suddenly hugged Lin Xingchen, he held back his tears, but he hugged Lin Xingchen tightly like this, without any words, this hug had already said everything for him.
Lin Xingchen didn't push Wei Renwu away, she also hugged Wei Renwu, this was the first time they had hugged since they knew each other for more than ten years, and this hug contained all their feelings, all the feelings that should happen.
At this moment, it was as if time had stopped, and the whole world was only the two of them, and their feelings were incarnated into eternity.
I don't know how long it took, Wei Renwu finally let go of Lin Xingchen, and Lin Xingchen also let go of Wei Renwu.
"I'm leaving." Wei Renwu also left Lin Xingchen with one last word before leaving, "I will end this, and from now on, you will never be hurt again." ”