Chapter Twenty-Six: After Twelve O'Clock, the Princess Will Return to Her Shape
Jiangbei City did not disappear, but came to the hospital alone.
The huge sound of kicking the door made Cheng Yu startled, and when he turned around, he saw that Jiangbei City was quiet. Fang Yuan smiled and said, "Chengyu, you go back first." ”
Jiang Beicheng didn't sit, but stood there like a bamboo pole, his eyes were cold, and his tone was stiff, "How can you let Xixi go?" ”
"Sissy? Yo, is it already so close? ”
"You don't care about this, I just ask you, what are the conditions?"
"Unless you break up with her."
"Impossible."
"Then there's no need to talk about it." Fang Yuan pretended to be uncomfortable, "Go back, thank you for coming to see me today." ”
Jiang Beicheng stood there, looking at the girl in front of her, her memory seemed to be shuttled to ten years ago, she stretched out her immature little hand to pinch his face, and said childishly, "Mom, this little brother is so beautiful!" ”
It was ten years ago, and Yuan's family had just moved to Jiangbei City's house, no more, no less, and they had been neighbors for ten years.
"Yuanyuan." His tone softened, and since when did their relationship start to get tense, and he couldn't remember, "You weren't like that when you were a kid." ”
"Then you weren't like this when you were a child, you said you would marry me when you grew up, you have so many girls who like it, I only have you." She began to shed tears as she spoke.
"How can you take what you said when you were a child seriously?"
"Why can't you take it seriously? What you said when you were a child, you said it! ”
"Yuanyuan, listen to me, I'm just a bastard, I don't understand anything fucking, nonsense, do you believe it?"
"I believe it, I believe everything you say." As soon as she was excited, she sat up from the bed, the needle in her hand was almost torn off by her violent movements, she screamed "whoa" and began to cry whining, "My parents are divorced, none of them care about me, I only have you, Brother Cheng." ”
Brother Cheng.
He remembered the first time he saw her, he didn't remember exactly what day, only vaguely remembered that it seemed to be evening, Dad was cooking in the kitchen, he was playing alone in the living room after he came home from school, there was a knock on the door, Dad opened the door, he followed behind him, what they talked about, he didn't have an impression, he only remembered that the bold little girl pinched his face as soon as she entered the door and said, "Mom, this little brother is so beautiful!" ”
From that day on, the little girl completely broke into his life.
Starting with the same elementary school, all the way to the same junior high school, and even now the same high school.
She has always been his follower, following him wherever she goes, from calling him "Brother Cheng" in a milky voice to later calling him "Jiangbei City" by name and surname, and she has been intimate for many years.
But in the third year of junior high school, all this changed, Fang Yuan's parents divorced, she began to become silent, and even every time she saw a girl close to Jiangbei City, she cursed the girl viciously, which made Jiangbei City, who was in adolescence, furious, and the two of them were estranged from each other. If the mirror is broken, it is broken, and there are cracks when it is put together. In the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, Fang Yuan's mother left Xia Yuan and moved out of that home completely, so far, Fang Yuan began to live in the school, and her personality became more and more eccentric.
The distance between them is getting farther and farther away.
Jiang Beicheng knew the pain in her heart, they shared the same disease, the difference was that Jiang Beicheng didn't know what it was like to have a mother from the beginning, and Fang Yuan was from possession to loss, it would hurt even more.
He stood for a while before finding a chair to sit down, and the ward was very quiet, and after a long time, Jiang Beicheng said, "Yuanyuan." His voice was hoarse and low, "If you want, we can still be like in the past, I can still be your city brother, and I can only be your city brother." ”
"What's the use of being willing? Everything has changed. ”
"Anything will change, in this world, there is nothing eternal?"
"What about Shen Muxi?" Fang Yuan was aggressive, "Don't you like her?" ”
"She's different."
"What's the difference? Pretty, or pure? Brother Cheng? What the hell am I worse than her? ”
Jiang Beicheng had a headache, and he didn't know how to explain this feeling, he could talk to anyone frankly about who he liked before, talk loudly about who he admired, and even join them in arguing. But Shen Muxi can't, he wanted to have her domineeringly from the first time he saw her, and hid it, but Shen Muxi was alone, and even he was jealous and angry when she just took Xu Fei's milk tea. It was a weird feeling, and he would even toss and turn because she ignored him.
The book says, "My Fair Lady, Gentleman." I can't ask for it, but I can't think about it. Leisurely wandering, tossing and turning. ”
That's what it means, it's different from liking other girls before.
To like is to be happy, while to love is to be selfish.
The smell of disinfectant in the ward could be smelled everywhere, and Fang Yuan was finally defeated, "You go, just because we have never known each other." "The argument exhausted her.
"Yuanyuan."
Jiang Beicheng said dejectedly, "You are a very good girl, you deserve to be a better person, what is so good about someone like me?" He suddenly softened, and his tone slowly softened, "Didn't you keep asking where my mother was?" ”
The girl on the hospital bed looked at him curiously.
He lowered his eyes and said calmly, "We have never met, the day I was born, there was a lot of bleeding, and as soon as I was carried out, she closed her eyes forever." ”
"When I was a kid, I practiced secretly many times, but none of them worked. Do you know? At that time, I was very envious of you, as soon as you called your mother, your mother appeared. You are held in the palm of your mother's hand like a princess. Yuanyuan, you should always live like a princess, you know? ”
"But after twelve o'clock, the princess will be beaten back to her original form and become Cinderella." Fang Yuan was very depressed, the question that had plagued her for ten years had finally found an answer. But she wasn't happy at all. She used to pester him and ask, "Why have I never met your mother?" At first, he would tell her that her mother was away from home, and then when she grew up a little more, she would ask again, and he would talk about everything else, and his words flickered.
"But Cinderella will meet her Prince Charming one day, and that person is not me, I am nothing more than a habitual dependence on you, do you understand?" He kept trying to convince her.