Chapter 388: Don't Cry Later
Stretched out his hand and hugged him, Lin Lichen hugged her tightly, as if holding her could be integrated into the body, Le Xiang Wan was a little painful, but he didn't speak.
"Later, take care of yourself. lowered his head and said softly in Xiang Wan's ear, Xiang Wan still didn't dare to accept the fact that he would never see him again, in fact, it was possible, but ...... She has never regretted her choice.
There was a sound prompting to board the plane, Lin Lichen let go of Xiang Wan, as if a century had passed, even if he was unwilling, facts are facts, he could only feel Xiang Wan's existence in this way, he remembered that he hugged him when he was drunk, but he still cherished her temperature.
"I'm leaving." Lin Lichen waved his hand to Yixue and Yuan Shiyun, took the luggage and turned to leave, with loneliness and determination, no matter what the result is, once he leaves, it will be forever.
Lin Lichen usually doesn't communicate much with everyone, but a lot, sometimes he mingles with everyone, and sometimes he is maverick and busy with his own things, this is most people's impression of him, at least Yu Yixue and Yuan Shiyun think so.
watched Lin Lichen leave, and only then did a few people return to the car until they couldn't see his figure.
On the road, the eyes of Yu Yixue and Yuan Shiyun kept glancing at each other, and they wanted to stop talking, but Xiang Wan ignored it, if she was usually in the same days, she would definitely make fun of the eye contact between the two people, but now she is not in the mood.
She blamed herself a little, because of her own reasons, Lin Lichen left, left forever, fell into the whirlpool, if it wasn't for her appearance, Lin Lichen wouldn't have left at all, it was still her problem.
Before he could react when he got home, Xiang Wan was dragged to Yu Yixue's room and sat on the bed.
"What are you doing?" Xiang Wan asked in a daze, and when she didn't react, she didn't know when she came in.
"Do you honestly tell me if you and Lin Lichen have something?" The two of them crossed their waists and looked at Xiang Wan fiercely, which made her confused for a while, and she didn't know what was going on.
"What?" Xiang Wan didn't know what to answer, and asked subconsciously.
"You and Lin Lichen ......" The ambiguous eyes of both of them made Xiang Wan feel a little weak, she didn't plan to let others know about this, their eyes made her very insecure, as if they could see her through.
"Nothing?" Xiang Wan denied it quickly, but he didn't know that this reaction made people feel that there was a story, and he hadn't taken two steps yet. The two of them directly pressed Xiang Wan back to the bed with a big move, examining her, not giving her a chance to react at all.
"Really? We don't believe it? The two of them said in unison, a rare tacit understanding, staring at Xiang Wan, as if not giving them an accurate answer, today Xiang Wan didn't want to walk out of this door safely.
"There's really nothing to lie to you that you're a puppy." Xiang Elegy was ruthless, she was comforting herself in her heart without gestures, swearing doesn't count, it doesn't matter, she won't become a puppy.
"I don't believe it, Lin Lichen only hugged you." Yu Yixue's eyes were full of disbelief.
"Didn't he repay your brother and your partner." Xiang Wan protested, whether there is a relationship can not be judged by hugging, he also hugged Yu Yifeng and Xiang Yuge.
"But he only hugged you for the three of us, and I wanted to give him a hug when he left, but he refused me." Yu Yixue talked about this point that was what she really doubted, and he only hugged Xiang Wan of the three of them, and the affection in his eyes could be seen by anyone.
The three of them are not love idiots anymore, they can't see this situation, they are really blind, and they have been holding for so long, and they are reluctant to let go, who believes in nothing?
"He's running out of time." Xiang Wan tried everything he could think of to explain to himself, but they could be suspicious with just a hug, which was too sensitive.
"I don't believe it, Xiang Wan really doesn't treat us as good sisters, and you don't tell us anything." Yu Yixue and Yuan Shiyun tilted their heads and didn't look at Wan, as if they were angry.
………
"I really didn't, okay, I said, he confessed to me." Xiang Wan finally compromised, she didn't think there was any need to say this matter, but now that she ...... it, she still said it.
"Confession." The expressions of the two were synchronized, and they looked at Xiang Wan incredulously, completely unclear about the situation.
"Hmm." Xiang Wan nodded.
Then he continued: "I feel that his departure is because of me, if it weren't for my appearance, he would still be living a good life, and now it's all because of me." ”
Xiang Wan's original emotions were already close to collapse, and he had been holding back, but now he finally had a window to vent, covering his head and breaking down a little.
The two didn't expect Xiang Wan to be in such an emotional situation, and he fell into such a strange circle.
"I don't blame you, don't think about it." Yu Yixue took the lead in sitting down and comforting her.
"But he is friends with Cui Zhenzhi and Xiang Yuge, if it weren't for my appearance, he wouldn't have been able to leave, never see each other, and all because of me." Xiang Wan shook his head, his eyes couldn't help but redden, and tears swirled in his eyes.
"Xiang Wan, why don't you think about it? If it weren't for you, he wouldn't have come to Kyoto at all, without your presence and without his persistence, because of your refusal, he chose a better path, everyone has their own life, you don't have to think too much. Yu Yixue enlightened Xiang Wan.
But Xiang Wan couldn't listen at all, and he was still blaming himself.
Wei Yin pushed the door in, closed the door, and stood at the door, and the exit interrupted: "Xiang Wan, you may think that you are too important to yourself, do you think you can easily influence the fate of others?" ”
There was sarcasm in her tone, and Xiang Wan didn't want to admit it, but the truth was that she really that important?
Probably not, after all, she is just a person, a person who can't see herself too important.
Just like Yu Yixue said, if it weren't for her, Lin Lichen might not have gone to the Xiang Group, let alone come to Kyoto together, maybe he would have left according to his family's arrangement.
Maybe everything is too much to think about yourself.
"I'll go back to my room first." Xiang Wan stood up, she thought that she might need to be quiet, she didn't know what she should do, and she would still feel sad after thinking about it for a while.
"Well, you must not overthink it." Yuan Shiyun looked at Xiang Wan with some concern, they had never seen such a Xiang Wan, and they didn't expect Xiang Wan to be like this.
Although there was a lot of anxiety, I still watched her go downstairs, locked the room, no one bothered, Xiang Wancong came back and sat until the evening, even if someone knocked on the door, he didn't pay attention.
In the end, Yu Yixue took the key and opened the door of Xiang Wan's room directly, she was already lying on the bed and falling asleep, and several people silently closed the door again.
The pillow that Xiang was holding was still wet, but a few people looked at it, but they didn't look closely, and they didn't notice the wetness under the pillow.
The next day, Xiang Wan repeated yesterday's actions again, and ran downstairs secretly, this time the aunt was there, but what remained unchanged was that Yu Yifeng was still sitting downstairs.
As for whether to wait for her, who knows, Xiang Wan didn't know, and sat on the sofa with an ice pack to put it on, but she was really guilty in the winter, and she was also tormenting herself, and the ice was unconscious for a while, so she still had to insist on applying it.
If it were yesterday, she might have secretly taken the ice pack upstairs, but she was found yesterday, and it would be too contrived to take it up today.
"Here you go." The ice pack in his hand was snatched away at once, and the temperature of his fingertips gradually warmed up, and even the temperature of his eye sockets became much warmer.
Immediately afterwards, the ice pack in his hand was replaced with a hot towel, one ice and one hot, and Xiang Wan was a little unaccustomed to it for a while.
"Alternate hot and cold." Regardless of whether she agreed or not, she just put the ice pack next to her, and then turned around and walked away.
Xiang Wan was stunned in place, still obediently put it in front of him, and he couldn't see anything, the warm temperature relieved a lot of fatigue, and he didn't know if there was too much effect.
After a while, the temperature gradually dropped, and the towel on Xiang Wan's eyes was taken away, followed by an ice pack on his eye sockets, Xiang Wan wanted to take it off and see what was going on, but the sound in her ears was surrounding, and she could only put down the movements in her hand.
"I'll put it on you." Xiang Wan wanted to refuse, but he didn't know how to refuse.
"I'll do it myself." Xiang Wan hesitated for a moment, but still wanted to take over the action.
The ice pack has been moving around Xiang Wan's eye sockets, and it has not been placed in one place like Xiang Wan, which can freeze people's skin.
After a while, it was changed to a hot towel, and Xiang Wan only needed to close his eyes the whole time, but Xiang Wan still decided to be a little awkward.
"Don't cry anymore." Yu Yifeng's voice was low, Xiang Wan had a feeling of being caught, she was like this yesterday, but Yu Yifeng didn't remind her, so she thought ...... In short, now I don't know what to say.
"It's not good for your eyes, crying once is to vent your emotions, but it's not two or three times." Regardless of whether Xiang Wan answered or not, he continued to take care of himself.
"Hmm." Xiang Wan still nodded, and she didn't say anything if she cried, but she didn't want to get up every morning to apply compresses to her eyes to reduce swelling, which was really uncomfortable.
"Just be obedient." Yu Yifeng kept moving, and he didn't know if it was Xiang Wan's illusion, but he always felt that his tone was doting, as if it was the same as that
"Aren't you alright?" The time Xiang Wan closed her eyes always felt like a century had passed, and she didn't have this illusion before, but now she always felt that a long time had passed.
"You cried for a long time yesterday, right?" Yu Yifeng did not answer Xiang Wan's question directly, but asked rhetorically.
"Hmm." Xiang Wan is a little lacking in confidence, she should have cried for a long time yesterday, right?