One day, my father found me, and he already knew everything from Hades, and the address was also told to him by Hades. My father didn't blame me, but comforted me.

"Ruolan, my father really hopes that it was himself who died at the beginning, not your husband. In this way, you have a person who can share the pain."

From childhood to adulthood, my father strictly required me to study medicine, and everything else followed my choice, so I learned to understand a lot.

"Father, don't say that, you haven't repaid me for raising me, and now I'm still letting you break my heart for me, I'm really unfilial" I looked at my gray-haired father and was ashamed.

"Ruolan, let's not talk about this, you can tell me about Liujun's situation" My father was sad when he saw me, so he had to change the topic.

"There is no longer the poison of the immortal curse in Liujun's body, but there is still a possibility of recurrence," I replied seriously, this is also a question that I am still concerned about.

"Relapse?"

"Yes, Liujun can't get angry until the immortality curse is completely removed, and he can't learn any spiritual power. I've forbade him to steal spiritual power, but I can't control him to meditate" How to control Liujun's temperament, I really don't have any way.

"I'll teach Liujun to write, first, I can calm down, and second, I can accompany my grandson by the way. At my age, I've been thinking about others all my life, and now, it's time to think about my grandson," said the father, his eyes full of pain.

"Well, there is Father Lao. The daughter is not filial, and the father is worried. Liujun is not filial, so I can't call you grandfather. ”

I nodded again and again, and my father's longing for my grandson made me feel even more guilty. But this love can only be repaid in the next life.

"It's okay, it's okay. As long as you are safe, I will be the greatest filial piety," my father patted me on the shoulder and said kindly.

I lowered my head and said nothing, as a mother, I can understand my father's heart, as a child, I really can't forgive myself, I hope that one day, Liujun can do his filial piety for his father.

Within a few days, his father appeared in front of Liujun as an old man who traveled the mountains and rivers, and successfully let Liujun learn to practice calligraphy.

"Ruolan, Liujun is smart and writes very well" My father came to me while Liujun was practicing writing at the inn, and he was full of praise when he met, and his face was full of pride.

"That must have been taught well by my father"

"Where, Ruolan, do you know that this child's original intention to learn to practice calligraphy is because of you, and he hopes that you can be proud of him" The father's tone was full of distress.

"Father, my daughter has something to ask for, I hope my father will be fulfilled" I knelt down in front of my father, and it was better to say some things earlier.

"What are you doing, you can just say something, get up" My father hurriedly helped me up, but I still chose to continue to kneel.

"Presumably Hades has already told you how to remove the 'Eternal Life Curse', and I can't let this child suffer the pain of the past. Therefore, I hope that my father will not tell Liujun about my concern for him, and I will not let him depend on you."

"Alas, does it have to be so? Doing so will make Liujun's child sad, he is still so young" Father Jun looked at me and said helplessly and distressedly.

"This is also for his good, I hope my father will help me" I stubbornly insisted that Liujun should have a life that belongs to him and does not bear any debts.

"Okay"

Seeing me like this, my father had no choice but to agree, and after agreeing, he turned around and left, I knew that my father felt sorry for me and Liujun. But there is no choice, for the sake of Liujun, no matter how hard it is, he has to go on.

It's just that it didn't take long for Liujun to hold the written words in front of me, "Mother, mother, look, this is what I wrote, how is it?" ”

I took a look at it, and I was really happy in my heart, this character is beautifully written, at such a young age, with such talent, no wonder my father is full of praise, but I can't show any of it.

"It's just a bit of a mimicry"

As he spoke, he threw away the words, and couldn't bear to see Liujun's sad appearance, so he quickly got up and left quickly, and then cried alone in the house for a long, long time.

Because of my words, Liujun has been practicing crazy and desperately since that day, and he has made rapid progress, I don't dare to speak anymore to hurt him, so I can only put the food hot over and over again, and wait for the child to eat when he is hungry. Liujun, please forgive me, I may never have the opportunity to say the words "You are awesome, my mother is very proud" in front of you.

On weekdays, I am treating Nanxun, although he is a little honest, slow to react, not too stupid, the disease is slowly getting better, the poison of the immortal spell is constantly weakened, I secretly teach him medical skills, is to hope that in the future Nanxun can feed himself, can take care of himself, this child and Liujun are as sensible, a master, let me be very relieved, if not forced to, I should be able to listen to Nanxun call a "mother".

Every time Nanxun came to me, Liujun would hide unhappily, proud of him never eavesdropping on what Nanxun and I were doing, just sulking alone. I see the pain in my eyes and heart, what can I do, child, your safety is the last line that my mother dares to cross. I had to educate Nanxun, hoping that he could take good care of you in the future, like an older brother.

Fluttershy, the maid, is Nanxun's adoptive mother, Liujun's aunt, she is really a very good person, giving up everything to take care of Liujun and Nanxun, and in the end, because Nanxun contracted a serious illness, she is also the person I owe the most. She gave Liujun too much care and love on my behalf, to be honest, I really envy her.

Fluttershy casually talks about her love for medicine, but she doesn't expect Liujun to hear it. I began to concentrate on medical skills, but unfortunately I found out too late, when I saw the records written by Liujun in the room, I couldn't help but feel shocked, because Liujun is the same as his father, he is serious and responsible, and the way of recording medical skills is very similar.

"Fluttershy, did you tell Liujun about healing?" I asked Fluttershy, who was embroidering, who had never been exposed to medicine before, so it wasn't a whim.

"Doctor, I"

"Don't be so polite, we're like relatives, you just call me Sister Ruolan" Over the years, Fluttershy has indeed taken care of me and my two children like her own relatives.

"Okay, Sister Ruolan, the matter of medical skills is indeed what I told Liujun, this kid has been depressed, so I hope to help you do something. I couldn't help but tell him, it shouldn't have any effect, right? Fluttershy gets nervous because I've told her not to tell Liujun about me.

"It's okay, it's just Fluttershy, I have a request, just don't tell me about medicine anymore, he can't study medicine, it's a burden for him"

"Got it, Sister Ruolan. It's just that Fluttershy has something to say to you, "Fluttershy puts the embroidery down and looks at me earnestly."

"It's all a family, you can say anything"

"Sister Ruolan, I already regard Nanxun and Liujun as my own children, and I know that you are for their good. But. Liujun really needs your mother's love, every time I see you hurt him by duplicity, he hides alone and is sad, seeing his sad appearance, my heart hurts. Over the years, he has grown up slowly, and everything he does wants to be recognized by you and want you to be happy, can't you be a little nicer to him? Fluttershy tears welled up in her eyes as she spoke.

"Fluttershy, I may not be able to explain some of my hardships to you in my life, I know that this kid has been working hard, and I know that he needs me very much, but I have my concerns, and I can't hurt him by relenting for a while."

"Okay, Sister Ruolan, there are some things you don't say and I won't ask, I hope this kind of love you give can make Liujun really happy" Fluttershy struggles to retract her tears and continues to embroider.

Seeing this, I got up and left, my father's helplessness, and Fluttershy's heartache, all of which made my heart hurt more and more. However, there is no choice, no matter how painful it is, I have to grit my teeth and go on, and soon, all this will be over.

But as I walked, I fainted, because as Nanxun became better little by little, there were more and more diseases attached to my body, and this time it came too suddenly.

"Sister Ruolan, Sister Ruolan, wake up, wake up" Fluttershy quickly ran over to help me up when she heard me fall.

"Auntie, Auntie, why are you here?" Liujun, who went to the mountains to collect medicine, returned home with a basket on his back.

"Liujun, are you back, your mother is sick, and Nanxun has not come back for so long to ask for a doctor?" Fluttershy says anxiously.

"Auntie, the doctors have all gone to Wushan Town to participate in the medical meeting today, not to mention that it is so late, it is too late," Liujun said seriously.

"What should I do?"

"Auntie, let me come, you go pick up Brother Nanxun and see if you can invite a doctor, I will take care of my mother" Liujun said confidently.

"This? Will it work? I'll stay with you until Nanxun goes and asks the doctor," Fluttershy said hesitantly.

"Don't worry, I've learned a lot, I'll take care of it first, so it's good to wait for the doctor to come," Liujun said calmly, as if he liked this moment.

"Okay then, Auntie will go back when she goes"

Liujun nodded, and when Fluttershy left, he fetched water, wiped my face, and took my pulse.

"Mother, you're so strangely sick, but I'm sure I'll cure you."

"Mother, you are so beautiful, you wait for me, I'll be back soon"

Liujun looked for medicinal materials one by one, boiled the medicine by himself, and then fed me little by little. I vaguely felt a little, in fact, I was really happy, for the first time in these years, I was so close to my children.

Liujun, it's not that my mother doesn't want you to learn medical skills, your serious efforts make my mother afraid, I am afraid that one day you will know that you have this disease, know all this, my mother doesn't want you to know this, my mother hopes that you will look forward, don't be firmly trapped by these pasts.

"Liujun, the doctor is not here, what should I do?" Fluttershy gasps and says worriedly.

"Auntie, my mother is much better now, and I have also fed her medicine, don't worry." Liujun smiled and comforted.

"Really?" Fluttershy sees that I look a little better, and she slowly relaxes.

"Well, Auntie, go and rest, I'll take care of my mother."

"Okay, you can rest early, if you have any situation, remember to call Auntie" Fluttershy sees Liujun's appearance and has to leave, this kid is still very reliable.

"Mother, are you okay if you have been sick, so that Liujun can accompany you, and you can not be cold to me"

"Mother, why can't you be nice to me? It's good to be better than Brother Nanxun."

"Mother, mother, father......"

Liujun was beside me like this, chattering, and then slowly fell asleep, but when I woke up, tears flowed down, I got up slightly, and looked at Liujun, child, my mother is sorry for you, sorry for you.

This kind of untouchable, unspeakable, and unaccompanied days is more uncomfortable than the pain in the body, and more afraid than death.

For a night, I didn't dare to move, for fear of waking up Liujun, so I watched him like this, listening to his breathing, and feeling his pulse with my hands. Husband, Liujun has grown up, between his eyebrows and eyes he looks like you, and now he is also very tall, even taller than his husband, more than ten years is really fast, the child is older, it is time to go out and have a look, as you said......