In this world, there is one less person who loves me like life.

When I chose to write such an article, I was actually quite calm inside. For a person born in 1988, it seems a bit mysterious to say that he has seen through life and death, but in fact, it is true.

It's a pity that the mortal self can't escape the heart-rending pain caused by the death of his relatives after all.

In this world, there was an old Chen who came.

She has gone from a girl with two braids to an old man who is dying on the hospital bed now, and I don't know if Lao Chen has regrets in her life. When Lao Chen was lying on the hospital bed, I was actually very afraid to see her helpless and empty expression when she looked at the ceiling, I was afraid that I could read her anxious desire to survive buried in the bottom of my heart, I was afraid that I could guess that she was reminiscing about her life, and I was even more afraid that my Lao Chen would really leave just like that.

When I was a child, my parents were busy with work, and I was brought up by Lao Chen. Lao Chen loves me like life, and although my stubbornness has brought her troubles and worries, Lao Chen has always been my strong backing.

Lao Chen is a glorious people's teacher, who writes well and has brought out many outstanding students. Since the death of her grandfather, Lao Chen's personality has become strong and sharp, and she is not to blame. God made Lao Chen's life incomplete, and it would be unfair to ask her to be gentle as spring.

Lao Chen especially liked to take me everywhere to visit my colleagues' houses when I was young, and at that time I was very much like Lao Chen's little tail, inseparably following behind her, watching the sunset together, and watching a few grasshoppers fly over under the dim eaves.

Later, when I was older, I was Lao Chen's little ear, and I was keen to tell her what I saw and heard, and I especially liked to see her laugh.

When I was in elementary school, Lao Chen would bring me my favorite little master every time I went to the street, and at that time, while chewing, while drawing a few homework, it was the happiest time in my childhood.

When I felt old, it was when I left home in college and returned to my hometown. Lao Chen took out the delicious food that was specially kept for me, and the things that were left and right were all full of love from Lao Chen!

Later, when I got married, I saw that Lao Chen barely slept the night before sending her relatives, and I knew what she was thinking. Her doll is about to leave her, but what can she do but bless?

After giving birth to a baby, half of the time was spent by Lao Chen's side. Every time Lao Chen sees my daughter, she can smile and bloom, she said, this child is very similar to me when I was a child, she can always remember how I played with green-skinned frogs when I was a child.

Time is really fast, just a few lines of words, it is my 30 years, the second half of Lao Chen's life.

Lao Chen was very sick in the later period, and when my family asked me if Lao Chen had lost a lot of weight, I always answered no. Actually, I don't want to admit that dear Lao Chen has reached the end of his fate.

Lao Chen was in the later stage of hospitalization, and every time I accompanied him, my heart was actually painful. Although birth, old age, sickness and death are indisputable facts, no matter how much you can see it, you will always have red eyes when you see that loved one who used to laugh and play is about to no longer be able to touch his cheeks with his hands.

I once begged heaven and earth for mercy to let Lao Chen live a few more years, and I also begged for mercy from the years to let Lao Chen have no regrets. But life is a set line, and while illness takes away your loved ones, it also tells you the truth in the face of death, without exception.

After Lao Chen left, I felt that I might be negative for a while.

The mountain behind me was flattened, and the old Chen, who used to say that he would always stand behind me, lost his words. She's an untrustworthy person, and she doesn't know if I'll miss her immensely after she's gone?

Things are always very sudden, a few days ago she told me not to be afraid, and when she was discharged from the hospital to stand out for me, Lao Chen, after lying down, would no longer be able to put wings on me to watch me take off.

Lao Chen, you haven't seen me happy, we have pulled the days of Gougou, do you remember whether it was sunny and cloudy or rainy?

Lao Chen, I guess, you have become a child again now, and you don't remember the naughty child who only knows how to play and joke.

Lao Chen, I have already called the please recital, God promises me, you will always be my favorite Lao Chen. After reincarnation, I am still your granddaughter, and I always will be.

Lao Chen, a life is very long, and a life is also very short. I don't know if I should thank God for giving you my short-term kinship, or if I am annoyed that God let the years go away and took away my old Chen in a hurry?

Lao Chen, you have changed the space to live, right? It must be so. You've been playful again lately, and you want to go and play with your friends, right? It must be so.

I can always see you walking around me, just like you did when you were healthy, and tell me, don't be afraid, everything is with you.

Lao Chen, you see, the moon is cloudy tonight, isn't it cute? It's like your crooked eyes when you laugh.

I love you, Lao Chen. A lifetime of nostalgia.

Lao Chen, my grandmother.

Lao Chen, 1941-2019.