During the period of pregnancy, their relationship was actually relatively relaxed.

At that time, Yang Jingqiu and Yanran were already dead, Zhao Yancheng was nowhere to be found, and the relationship between her and Huo Jingchen was completely freezing.

She is not a person who is particularly good at quarreling and arguing, not to mention that she can't fight him at all.

So what she did was more silence and indifference.

It wasn't until the arrival of the child that their relationship eased again.

It's just that I didn't expect that in the end, the child was gone.

This incident became the last straw that overwhelmed her, and it also made her completely disappointed in him.

She no longer has relatives and friends to use as a threat to her, she has lost the whole world, and she has nothing to be nostalgic for.

She hated him, hated him for ruining her life, hated him for hurting everyone she loved.

So later, she began to plot revenge.

She wanted him to hurt, she wanted him to hurt, she wanted him to understand his despair.

But in the past ten years, she has long understood his obsession with herself, so she asked Xie Yumian for help and helped her bring a gun in.

Xie Yumian is a member of the Huo family, and she has hardly seen the elders of the Huo family in those years.

She knew that they didn't agree with her existence, but Huo Jingchen still insisted on going his own way.

She was like a canary he had secretly raised, even if she wasn't recognized, but she still existed.

Huo Jingchen protected her very well, and the Huo family did not hurt her in the slightest.

And the only person in the Huo family who has intersections with her is Xie Yumian.

Because she is often injured, Xie Yumian lives in the Huo family, so they get acquainted with each other as soon as they come and go.

Xie Yumian is a very quiet and gentle person, she can see her distress in her eyes, and she is also the only person who can have a few exchanges with herself.

Because he did not show his closeness to her, Huo Jingchen has always let Xie Yumian be her doctor.

decided to take revenge on Huo Jingchen, and Zhao Siqing thought about what to do.

Ten years later, she knew how much he loved her.

But this love is too heavy, too repressive, and deformed, and the feelings will only evolve into pain and hatred in the end.

She was so tired that she no longer had the courage and patience to persevere.

So from the day she decided, she thought about how she wanted to die in front of him, and she wanted him to taste the loss of his beloved, otherwise he would never understand.

Later, Huo Jingchen was afraid that she would harm herself and couldn't think about it, so he already looked at her very closely.

She was like a walking dead every day, without saying a word and without any anger.

So even death seems to have become a luxury for her.

She begged Xie Yumian to bring her a gun, Xie Yumian stared at her for a long time, and finally agreed without asking anything.

Zhao Siqing thought that at that time, she probably saw her pain clearly and saw her determination.

Soon after the gun was in his hands, it was Huo Jingchen's birthday.

Zhao Siqing prepared it for him, and even felt a little excited and happy, she thought about ten years of light and shadow, she could finally be freed.

"Qingqing ......"

When Huo Jingchen woke up, he saw Zhao Siqing looking out the window and lost his mind, and he only felt a little uneasy.

She's like... It's not the same as before.

There is a kind of indifference that only existed in previous lives.

Huo Jingchen knew that she must have remembered everything.

Hearing him speak, Zhao Siqing retracted his gaze and lowered his eyes and said softly: "In those ten years, I didn't want to be with you well, and I didn't try to learn to love you......"