『Chapter error, click here to report』

Chapter 63: God owes you

"Why?"

Wei Luan didn't like to ask why.

There are many things that cannot be explained at all, and some harm, after it has been caused, no matter how much explanation there is, it can only be sophistry.

It has been irreparable, and even the black hands behind the scenes have never been willing to make up for it.

If you ask too much why, you will always be embarrassed by yourself.

But at this moment, she desperately wanted to know what happened a few years ago that she didn't know, or what she had long forgotten in the long years, left an indelible scar in the heart of Song Ning, who was still young, so that after all the years, Song Ning had to try her best to make her ugly.

Song Ning's emotions seemed to have calmed down in Wei Luan's calm inquiry, and there was not a single bag of tears in his slightly reddened eyes.

Her eyes were scorching, and she stared at Wei Luan desperately: "You will never know what kind of life I lived before you arrived in Qizhou City." ”

Wei Luan's eyebrows moved: "What do you mean?" ”

"The second girl of the Song family, the girl from the son-in-law, doesn't it sound very delicate?" Song Ning's eyes were unwilling, mixed with a little heaviness, "I think so too." But you know, I'm not the eldest daughter, my father, uncle, and even my brother, all told me not to fight for the rest of my life, not to rob, although I am a concubine, I will never be able to compare to Song Yi. ”

She straightened her waist and looked up at the sky, the light was dazzling, just like Wei Luan's complexion.

The country is overwhelmed, but it can't warm anyone.

Song Ning hugged his arms tightly and shuddered suddenly: "I don't want to accept my fate." Song Yi has no place to do better than me. Reading, Female Workers, Reading Books...... I worked hard for everything, and I did everything better than her, but it didn't work. ”

"Because of her eldest daughter, she will always receive more attention than you, no matter how good you do, no one will take it to heart, but will blame you for scheming and trying to steal the limelight from the eldest sister." Wei Luan took her words over at the right time, "So what? It's your life, am I the one who caused it? ”

"Of course you didn't do it." Song Ning glared at him viciously, and that glance almost stabbed Wei Luan, "But in fact, not long after, I accepted my fate" She dragged out a long tail note, and in Wei Luan's puzzled eyes, she opened her lips again, "The big families in Qizhou City are like this, even the prefect's family." I don't know when this is a habit that was passed down, it's actually very unfair, but the second daughter will never be as good as the eldest daughter, not just me, everyone is the same. ”

Yes.

When what you think is unfair is actually the same for everyone, you will start to get used to it and start accepting your fate.

Such strange habits slowly devour your mind.

In the beginning, Song Ning should have been strong.

She didn't admit defeat, and she was even more unconvinced, Song Yi's talent ...... Her talent is really limited, and her brain really doesn't have the same brilliance as Song Ning, Song Ning wants to do better than her, it's as easy as a finger.

But slowly, Song Ning found that others would not do this, others would be obedient, and obedience would bring more benefits.

So she took away her edge and began to learn to be an obedient second daughter, and no longer worked hard to steal Song Yi's limelight.

So all this...... And her......

Wei Luan frowned: "Are you angry with me? ”

"Shouldn't I be angry with you?" A blank light crossed Song Ning's face, fleeting, and so fast that it was difficult to capture, "You are only a second daughter, your biological mother, and even died in childbirth in order to give birth to you, but what about you?" Everything you get, it's the best! Your father loves you so much, you still have a big brother who protects you everywhere, and he is as noble as His Royal Highness the King of Qi, and he is willing to pick the stars and hold the moon for you. Wei Luan, I have known the old grudge between you and the county lord of Yuanle for a long time, I know it clearly, and you yourself know that the jokes that seem to be slapstick between those children have spread, and no one will take it seriously. But I'm different, I'm all serious. ”

Later, she really gritted her teeth.

Wei Luan even felt that Song Ning might be imagining that her closed teeth were biting one of her hands.

Song Ning was really full of hatred for her.

One bite down, even the belt meat, is to vent anger and vent years of grudges.

She didn't say anything, she stood there motionless, quietly waiting for Song Ning's words, but when Song Ning didn't pay attention, Wei Luan turned her head slightly, and her eyes swept over the red lacquered column not far from the door of the Moon Cave, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a touch of red.

It seems that Song Ning is really angry, Qin Lingxin's skirt is not hidden......

Wei Luan thought about it carefully, Qin Lingxin wouldn't be so careless, this person, Fang Cai didn't want to run out, so he would reveal the corner of his skirt, he didn't pay attention at this time, didn't he find out?

She frowned more and more, and fell in Song Ning's eyes, but she was all dissatisfied.

"Why are you dissatisfied? What are you dissatisfied with? Song Ning's tone was a little strange, "You think all this has nothing to do with you, do you?" When I knew that the county lord of Yuanle was from such a background, and I was helpless against you, I was envious, and even more jealous. I was already discouraged, but suddenly there was a moment when I was not reconciled. ”

Wei Luan understood.

Song Ning's almost perverted madness in her heart, she probably understood.

Originally, she was desperate, because all the people around her were like this, and they all told her that as the second daughter, obedience is her duty.

But when Song Ning knew that she was far away in the capital and dared to steal the limelight with the county lord of Yuanle like this, Song Ning's heart gave birth to a trace of envy and jealousy, as well as a resurgence of competitiveness.

If he hadn't returned to Qizhou back then and never seen each other for the rest of his life, Song Ning might just be living in pain and struggle.

But the things of the world are always so unpredictable.

She returned to Qizhou, stayed for a long time, and took root in this city, but Li Yan left the capital soon after and chased to the fiefdom of Qizhou.

All this fell in Song Ning's eyes, which made her more and more impatient and unable to hold her breath, and that little envy turned into jealousy in the long years.

"All your jealousy has nothing to do with me, it's not caused by me, it's your own demons." Wei Luan didn't know what to say, Song Ning's words were seamless, and they became the perfect excuse, she couldn't mention Li Yan's matter anymore, but she felt that Song Ning's reason for seeing it as a success was actually ridiculous, "I said, everyone has their own life, you see me proud, but you don't know that I also have troubles and troubles." You know that I steal the limelight with the lord of Yuanle County, but I don't know how many times she has beaten me behind my back Song Ning, all kinds of past years, you are only willing to see my scenery, because that is what you are missing, and you don't want to see my embarrassment, because that is what you think is sympathy. Why do you hate me and calculate against me in this way? Am I indebted to you? You might as well say that God owes you Song Ning. ”

"Bookmark for easy reading"