"I Am Not the God of Medicine" shows the embarrassing situation that it is difficult for ordinary people to see a doctor and treat diseases, while "I Am the Great God of Sanhe" tells the sad tragedy of the first generation of left-behind children who live by eating "hanging noodles", drinking "hanging forced water", and living in "Hisense Hotel", which is really thought-provoking and shocking......

It is said that it is a big country, the lights are bright, and it is not extravagant.

But under the seemingly beautiful appearance, it is difficult to hide the dark inside.

Many times, I can catch glimpses of the pickled and unkempt homeless sleeping in front of the corner vendors in the middle of the night;

Many times, I can reach the melancholy and tired people who hang out in Internet cafes or cheap hostels, and they have many deep stories that are difficult to tell;

Many times, it can be found that those in front of the train station to deceive the hopeful migrant workers' medical trust, wine trust, tea saucer, black intermediaries, etc., these black-hearted people in order to recruit one more pit one more "broiler", they talk wildly, as if they are lighting a beacon of hope for the lost people. But under their "earnest persuasion", they revealed a rancid stench, for money, they sold their souls, lost their only remaining conscience, and stabbed the hearts of those innocent and kind people.

But it can't be said that this society is ruined by the outside, after all, where there are people, there are rivers and lakes, and the rivers and lakes are a place where people cry and some people are worried, but who can have the last laugh?

In fact, sometimes I envy the "outside world", after all, the "outside world" dares to face the existing problems, and also dares to formulate a set of solutions for the existing problems, instead of often covering up and avoiding people's vision like the places I love, and even blocking the whole network "[NHK] [Documentary] Sanhe Youth Cruel Story ~ Shenzhen Gig Worker Record~", a documentary that reflects the truth of the real life of some people at the bottom of society. Sometimes, it's not that we, the low-level "waste people", are unwilling to change, but where to change, and who will give us the opportunity to change?

Since people are born as human beings, they always have to encounter many difficulties and suffer many troubles. In the past, my biggest worry was my studies, and I had to be admitted to university to honor my ancestors; Now my biggest worry is life, I want to have a successful career, marry a wife and have children, but I haven't done any of it. Watching this time pass more and more, it seems to pass quickly, it will not wait for me to wake up, I am getting older...... The once possessed has become a bitter memory of the present, the people I love are far away from me, they are disappointed in me, and now I am the only one left lost in this rolling red dust, are you okay? I seem to be living the life I hated the most. The ancients said that "if you know your mistakes, you will change them, and you will be good", and you can also say that "the prodigal son will not change his money when he turns back", but many times, if he knows his mistakes, he should be able to go back? Today's reality has left me in deep doubt.....

I think that at the beginning, when I was filling in the college entrance examination, I chose medicine for two reasons, one is good employment, and the other is that saving lives and helping the injured is very great. But when I actually went to study medicine, I found that medicine was really boring, and I seemed to be on a thief ship. Thinking about it now, I was so stupid and naïve at that time, if I could have consulted a real doctor and learned about the path of doctors, maybe I wouldn't be now.... However, there is no if, after all, I am not a relative or friend of the doctor.

Now I deeply realize that once a person learns the wrong major, it can really affect the rest of his life. But no matter how much of a bastard I was at the beginning, now I want to change, and I am changing, but I find that I can't change, as if there are two invisible hands that are blocking me from moving forward, preventing me from realizing my ideals, and as if these hands are pushing me forward, to the path it has set for me that I don't want to do. If I had to go against the will of these invisible hands, it would seem that all that was waiting for me was unemployment, lovelornness, or even disappearance. If there are more places in this society where skills can be really trained, the price is preferential, and the average person can afford it, unlike some Q birds, some garbage training institutions such as N, under the slogan of high salary, let students spend huge tuition fees or trick students into borrowing huge sums of money to study, only learn the fur in the skin, and finally can't find the matching ideal job, and are also burdened with huge debts......

Obviously, there are these problems, but there are no relevant organs and units to solve them, and these "unmotivated" people seem to have become the scum that drags down social progress, but if they can choose, who is not willing to be motivated? Sometimes, the social system is incomplete, so that the people who are hanging are self-motivated, but they are not motivated, how sad and sad, whose fault is this, whose fault is it?

Two years ago, the Wei Zexi incident revealed that Baidu Medical Bidding, which eats human flesh and drinks human blood, and Putian Hospital, which seeks money and kills people, made people know the greatest evil of human nature, but the related follow-up was covered by some people with one hand, and they couldn't give it away. So far, these tragedies have been staged, but no relevant personnel have come to give a real explanation, and no relevant institutions have really banned these irregular hospitals......

Cui Yongyuan and a certain bigwig who directed "Mobile Phone" tore each other apart, only to let me know about the yin and yang contract, the big and small contracts, only to know that I can earn tens of millions in 4 days, and only then did I know that tax evasion and tax evasion can be done so "just and awe-inspiring", so the relevant reports on the Internet gradually disappeared and died down, which is really good.

Some people say that laws are made for the poor, and some people say that the way to make money is in the criminal law, and sometimes when you think about it, this makes sense, and it seems that this is really the case. Propaganda is that there are laws that must be followed, and those who violate the law must be prosecuted, but the reality is that power can lead to heaven, money can lead to ghosts, and money and power can really do nonsense.

But if someone has money, then there must be someone who has no money and is a poor patient. This kind of person's life is always surviving, or going to the black factory to waste their youth, or going to the city to sell barbecue under the neon lights, fighting wits and courage with the city management, or going back to their hometown to gnaw the old, or to be a soldier, or farming, or to become a seemingly chic but lost the aura of life...... Survival is always difficult for people at the bottom.

Sometimes, hard work will be lucky, provided that fate does not play so tricks on you, you are lucky enough, you still have the opportunity to choose, and there are nobles who can help you, you are not so miserable. In this world, it is said that hard work will not necessarily be rewarded, but if you don't work hard, you will not be rewarded, so what about the direction, sometimes the direction is more important than the effort. However, when a person is subjectively or passively reduced to the bottom of society, he will find that "effort" has little effect and the "direction" is ethereal, will he still be positive? It's hard, it's hard. Is it because people want to do this, no, it's social persecution. People who think they are successful criticize these "wastes" one after another, or smug or carried away, just like looking at ants, like looking at cattle and sheep to be slaughtered, without the slightest warmth and kindness as a human being. But when did they ever think that the people at the bottom today may be their tomorrow, who can guarantee that they will not encounter obstacles in their lifetime? Moreover, who of these self-proclaimed upper and middle class people are willing to give these so-called "waste people" who are actually "angels with broken wings" a chance to start over?

It is said that "the scenery should be long-sighted", but such a heroic mind and such a surging temperament can only be possessed in contemporary society if you are full of food and drink, food and clothing, right? After eating the last meal and not the next meal, who can still be spiritually rich, with poetry and distance, they can only have the tragic ending of "hard and bitter hatred of frosty sideburns".

It is said that people who do not want to make progress are very hateful, but the most hateful thing is the hateful liars who deceive the people at the bottom, give them great hope, but make them very disappointed, and send money with a bad conscience, which makes the people who have a bleak life even worse, the Buddha said karma, maybe one day these people will also repay in other ways......

O O Nation, in the pursuit of prosperity, do not forget thy people. After all, it is your countless people who dedicate their youth and labor to build skyscrapers, attract prosperity, and attract proud GDP values. While they don't necessarily need your nuanced care, don't turn a blind eye, don't rub salt on your wounds, but don't give up on them, because they want to embrace the light too...... I love my country, and please love my country too, okay?