The inexplicable iron ball, the smoke of the war, the teammates in battle uniforms, the picture turns, the crashed plane, the disappeared people......

"Don't... No, no..."The person on the bed struggled, his closed eyes did not open, the things in the dream seemed to torment her, and the cold sweat on her head slipped drop by drop onto the pillow.

It seems that something bad happened in the dream, and the girl's emotions became more and more excited, "Don't... Please... Please don't go... Can you... Can you hug me again..."The girl's sobs grew louder and louder, and her trembling voice was filled with desperation, and tears flowed out in large gulps, sliding across her temples and into the pillow.

Qin Zhongshang woke up crying in a sob, she lay on the bed to calm down, touched the pillow, and sure enough, it was soaked again. The mobile phone shows that the time is more than three o'clock in the morning, and I don't know how many times it has been. Qin Zhongshang often dreamed of this kind of thing, and every time he woke up crying from the dream, he couldn't remember what happened, he remembered some bits and pieces, planes, wars, and a heart-wrenching person.

Qin Zhongshang also wanted to treat this as a simple dream, but she was really sad in her heart, her heart was empty, as if she had forgotten something important, but what was it.

Qin Zhongshang sighed, went to the toilet to wash his face and lay back on the bed, tossing and turning and not falling asleep. This situation has lasted for more than a year, and Qin Zhongshang will still have that sad feeling at the beginning, and she even wonders if she has lost her memory. She went to the family to ask about it, but as soon as she mentioned it to her father, her brother touched her head distressedly, and said sadly, "How can a good sister say that she is stupid?" Qin Zhongshang smiled and picked up the pillow next to him and slammed it on his brother's head.

At this time, Qin Zhongshang didn't even dare to mention the only memory she had later, otherwise the family would put her in a mental hospital even if she risked financial constraints.

Slowly, after a long time, Qin Zhongshang became numb in his dreams, even if he woke up from crying in the dream, he would not have too many mood swings, and the memory in the dream became more and more blurred. With the passage of time, Qin Zhongshang's memories and subtle emotions in his heart seemed to slowly disappear with time.

On August 9, 2019, this is the second year of Qin Zhongshang's graduation.

As usual, she got off work at five or six o'clock and went straight back to the dormitory, she had just arrived in a strange place from her comfortable hometown. The new environment, new job, new colleagues, new address, everything around her made her feel very uncomfortable, crowded buildings, traffic jams, and the fast pace of life made Qin Zhongshang often have the idea of returning to his hometown. She is at school every day, the dormitory is two o'clock and one line, and on the weekend, she will go to have a meal with her father.

Why did she come here, Qin Zhongshang also couldn't figure it out, she is a person who likes comfort very much, likes the kind of life that ends at a glance, before graduation, she swore that I won't go outside, I am not familiar with life, where is there a comfortable home.

Qin Zhongshang was lying on the bed in the dormitory, touching his face with his right hand, alas, it really hurt. The hot mind at the beginning made her regret it now, but she has come here, how can there be any reason to go back, even if she returns, she will have to wait for a while.

She is the only one in Qin Zhongshang's dormitory, and she has also moved in two groups of people before. But it's strange that everyone who moves into this dormitory ends up leaving for various reasons. Lonely, Qin Zhongshang was lying on the bed, stuffing snacks into his mouth, sighing, thinking how much she couldn't bear to be a lonely person, she actually stayed alone in the empty room every day after work, when would she be able to end this lonely life.

Today is Thursday, and the original plan made by the school is that there will be activities on Friday and Saturday, and Qin Zhongshang is ready to become a tired dog, who knows that the typhoon will hit suddenly, so he will be off guard by the holiday.

"It's a holiday, it's a holiday, I don't know how to get by......" Qin Zhongshang sang her tune to find pajamas, there was no sound in the corridor, everyone else should have been washed, and she should also wash the stinky sweat on her body.

Qin Zhongshang stayed up all night satisfied, and woke up at noon the next day, the curtains were drawn tightly, and there was no light in the room at all, Qin Zhongshang squinted on the bed for a while, and then felt hungry, she ordered a takeout for herself, and saw that it would take more than forty minutes to arrive, and then lay down and fell asleep.

Woken up by the phone call of the takeaway brother, Qin Zhongshang went out and went downstairs in a daze, and as soon as he went out, he was woken up by the whirring wind. It was the first time that Qin Zhongshang had experienced a typhoon, and the fierce wind passed through her ears, as if to say to her, "Lao Tzu screwed your head off." ”

As soon as Qin Zhongshang returned to the dormitory, it was raining heavily, the wind chasing the rain, and the rain chasing the wind. The wind swept the raindrops and crashed into the windows, and the windows rattled. Qin Zhongshang likes rainy days very much, she always feels that rainy days can give her a sense of security, but her father said that she hated rain before, and she didn't even want to go to bed when it rained. Qin Zhongshang is used to this kind of small reversal from time to time, she knows that the current Qin Zhongshang is a little different from the Qin Zhongshang in her father's memory, but she doesn't care too much, which little girl doesn't have two faces.

As soon as she woke up in the morning, Qin Zhongshang didn't feel sleepy at all, she was lying on the bed in a daze, and she didn't want to play with her mobile phone. Next Saturday, the school organized some teachers to travel to Xiamen, Qin Zhongshang didn't want to go at first, but the head teacher she just met told her several times to persuade her to go, and said that while everyone was in touch with the feelings, Qin Zhongshang was right when he thought about it, so he agreed.

Alas, the mouth promised so refreshingly, but the body was very honest and didn't want to go at all. Qin Zhongshang resigned himself to his fate and got up to pack his luggage, and it was only three days and two nights, just pack two clothes casually. She opened the suitcase, and all the clothes stuffed inside were squeezed out, and Qin Zhongshang sat on the floor slumped and struggled with the woman's uniform.

In the corner of the suitcase, there seemed to be a hard thing, Qin Zhongshang dug into it, and took out a notebook, which should be the notes from the previous school training, she didn't pay much attention to it, and was about to put it aside, when a note fell from the notebook. Qin Zhongshang opened it with his hand, and there were a few words written on the note that did not match the preface.

"You have to remember that you like the man with long hair on the plane who loves to eat pineapple buns, after getting off the plane, he will watch you chase and fight with others, will let you hide behind him, will use his broad arms and the last trace of strength to protect you, you don't believe his words, you must not forget him, no." Date: April 30, 2018.

The emotions that had disappeared before returned to Qin Zhongshang's body after reading the note, pain, anxiety, anger, and longing were all mixed together and drilled into her heart.

Qin Zhongshang seemed to have returned to her first dream, and that indescribable emotion, like countless spider webs, dragged her back to her dream.