Chapter 103: Not admitted
The sudden kiss caught me off guard, I didn't react at once, he had already hugged me and pressed on the bed and kissed deeply, his kiss was domineering, warm and close, I could feel his eagerness and missing, it was so restrained and impatient.
I was stunned for a while before I realized, my brain was still blank, this was the first time I had intimate contact with him since I was discharged from the hospital, and I was very eager and even a little addicted.
I like his taste, I like his kissing domineering, I like his lingering.
I have to admit that in fact, Zhan Yunting and I already have a kind of attachment subtly.
But in the depths of my mind, there is a kind of forced rejection of him, as well as a pseudo-rejection of reason.
I want his kisses and love me, but the false ego reminds me that he doesn't belong to me and that I have to stay away from him. The feeling was extremely painful, and I had to keep a distance while I was addicted to this handsome and domineering man.
Also, I always feel that there is a woman around him, or in his heart, deep down, and his sixth sense tells me that he has.
He kissed passionately, and his hands were busy, and he was very greedy.
I sobered up and struggled to open my mouth, "Don't ...... When the child wakes up, don't do this in front of the child. ”
I didn't want to do that, but he misunderstood the information, and one of them stood up, bent over, picked me up, and walked to his room.
"Don't, Zhan Yunting, I don't want to ......"
"Women say no, yes! Don't you just respond to my kiss, your body is much more honest than yours. He replied domineeringly, and walked to his room without hesitation.
When I heard this, I was anxious and struggled vigorously, "I just don't want to, don't play your scoundrel...... Big bastard! ”
He smiled and bit my hand to push him, "Little thing, you have learned to scold...... It's a shame that your son is by your side. ”
Before I could finish what was in my heart, he threw me into the large, soft bed in his room, and then pressed me greedily again, like a hungry beast.
"No...... Hmm...... "I'm completely deprived of oxygen."
I let him kiss him so darkly that he was about to suffocate, and he let go of my lips and moved down, his hands grabbing my nightgown and trying to pull it down.
"Don't, Zhan Yunting, I'm not kidding you....... Don't touch me......" I roared.
He stopped his movements, and looked at me with a pair of eyes that had been dyed with tenderness and sweetness, and there was a hint of surprise on his face.
I pushed him away, sat up, tidied up my messy clothes, and threw out a sentence to him angrily, "Don't go outside and come back and relive my old dreams after the romance is over, I'm not your tool, I said, I don't sell it!" ”
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Zhan Yunting stared at me and whispered.
"I'm not you or anything, just a passer-by in this courtyard, I understand your arrogance, since you look down on me in your bones, then don't touch me, I don't make tools, I know I'm not worthy of you, and it won't be me who will join hands with you in the future, so don't continue this game! I'm not that cheap! ”
I looked at him with a cold face and said cold words.
"Tan Xiaoyue, you are really a pig! Stupid ......"
After saying that, I got up and got out of bed, and I saw that somewhere he was still ...... He angrily rushed into the bathroom, slamming the door, and I knew he was angry.
I quickly rolled over and got out of bed, and ran away, I couldn't wait here for him to finish his shower and start the beast's heart.
Ran back to my son's room, closed the door and leaned on it, my heart was 'plopping', and the next second I was infinitely stunned, in fact, I wanted, I already understood at the moment that I had fallen in love with this man on top.
But I can't, he doesn't love me, I'm just a strong mother in his eyes.
I slowly hugged myself and squatted down, the pseudo-refusal made me regret it, the kind of loss that left his arms was so lonely.
Suddenly I heard a loud knock on the door from the direction of his room, and it seemed that he was really angry.
I gritted my teeth, I persevered, and I held on to the belief that I was going to hold on to my self-esteem.
Suddenly, I heard the sound of the car starting downstairs, and I really regretted it, so I got up and ran to the balcony of the room, looked at the shadow of the car, and drove out of the Dragon Park and down the hill.
I rolled over and ran out, and slammed open his door, it was empty, and he was gone, and he was indeed gone.
I walked slowly to the big dress, picked up the pajamas he had discarded on the floor, carefully folded them, and laid them there, and sat on his bed, feeling very remorseful.
Why should I be like this, since I love him, then why should I reject him and thousands of miles away, even if I leave this yard one day, I have always loved, why not take this wonderful once had?
In fact, he is really terrible, his heart and body yearn for him, so what, at least the moment he wants himself is love, it is restricted, and it is what many women dream of.
But when he was at his fingertips, he pretended to be high and pushed him away.
Is this the pure high that I am pursuing? Does this preserve your self-esteem?
Tan Xiaoyue is indeed stupid, stupid, just a pig.
Even if you defend yourself, when you leave this courtyard, no one believes that you are high, and what you refuse is Zhan Yunting, which all women want.
I lay on his bed little by little, and his breath was still on the pillow, and his smell fascinated me and I couldn't leave.
Tan Xiaoyue, you are sick.
I silently scolded myself.
The emptiness of my mind and body is unbearable.
I even shouted in my heart, you come back, I want you!
Unconsciously, I slept in his bed, and I wanted to wait for him to come back and give it to him, not in refusal.
I didn't sleep well at all, and I dreamed of that handsome young man, who took me by the hand and ran to the golden sun, and his eyes were so bright, his hands were so gentle, and his voice was so beautiful.
I woke up suddenly, a new ray of sunshine pierced my eyes, I dodged, reacted, and quickly got up in shock, I slept in Zhan Yunting's room this night, my father's pajamas were still in bed, didn't he come back yesterday?
I sat on the bed for a long time before I slowly got up and cleaned up his bed, leaving no trace of me here.
Then he walked out of his room and went to the strong room, and he seemed to be waking up.
I hurriedly went into the bathroom, and while washing, I thought, did Zhan Yunting not return last night? Where did he go? Is there really a woman waiting for him?
I couldn't help but think about it, and I was very annoyed that if I didn't refuse him, he wouldn't have left me, and he would have hugged me all night until dawn.
But so what, he still has a woman, that's a fact.
I spit out the toothpaste foam in my mouth, took a deep breath, and gave myself a firm belief that Tan Xiaoyue is right, what she lives is a breath of ambition.
After washing his face, he heard Zhuangzhuang's soft milk shouting, "Mom...... ...... pee"
I quickly ran out and picked him up to the bathroom, and when he finished peeing, he yawned and asked me, "I want Daddy!" Where's Daddy? ”
"He's gone to the company, is it okay for mom to send you to kindergarten!" I explained to him softly.
"No, I want my dad to send it." He was guilty of screwing.
When I washed his face, he resisted, "I want my dad to wash it!" Don't mom wash it, dad wash it well! ”
I was angry, "Dad, Dad, I know Dad, without him, is Mom bad?" ”
"I want Daddy!" He's on the same side as me.
Angry, I picked him up and threw him on the bed, and went to myself, he cried and muttered to his father, and I ignored him.
Habitual!
It seems that what people said is right, this child is really unaccustomed to it, just a show of clouds, and the little rabbit cub is fascinated, this is worth it, if one day in the future, we are kicked out, I see that you are not a father!
I didn't think about it angrily, my heart was very sour, didn't I want him to be at home, but he slammed the door and left without saying a word, and he didn't return at night.
"Daddy...... I want daddy...... Yes....... Where are you going? Mom hit ......"
I was startled, and when I turned around, I saw the little bunny on the phone......