Text Chapter 91: Long Love and Cold Heart
Song Jinyao tried her best to suppress her collapse and slowly said this passage.
Huo Shaoting just looked at her deeply, and only after a long time did he come up with a sentence, "I let you go, who will let me go?" ”
Song Jinyao frowned and was a little surprised, but fortunately he followed up and said again: "If you can't forget a day, I will accompany you for a day, and I will not forget it for a year, I will accompany you for a year, and if you can't forget it for ten years, I will accompany you for ten years." If you can't forget it for the rest of your life, then I'll be with you for the rest of your life...... Until you are willing to believe again, and I tell you again, how much I love you......"
To say that it is not shocked is false. She frowned deeply, staring at him as if she knew him for the first time, "Huo Shaoting, I haven't understood what you love about me?" If it weren't for Fang Zhirou, why did she agree to get married so happily in the first place? ”
"This is kind of curiosity," Song Jinyao was noncommittal.
Huo Shaoting was finally a little relieved, moved his stiff body, changed to a comfortable shape and leaned on the head of the bed, and said slowly: "At that time, my parents were urging marriage, and it happened that you appeared again, and it happened that we crossed paths again when we were children." The time and place are right, why not agree? ”
Song Jinyao glared at him suspiciously, as if he wanted to find clues from those subtle movements. "That's it"
"It's not!"
"Hmm"
Huo Shaoting smiled, "Actually, it's all excuses, there is only one reason for agreeing to marry you, I want to see how much I love you." As it turned out, I was indeed a long-term lover. ”
Song Jinyao was ignorant, and suddenly seemed to understand something, but after thinking about it carefully, she couldn't grasp it. I stood there for a long time, until a sudden Jinxi glutinous voice came from the door: "Mom, Tutu is sleepy." ”
Huo Shaoting and Song Jinyao looked back at him at that time, and saw that little Jinxi was holding a little gray rabbit in his arms, and now the little rabbit was wilting and his eyes were closed, and it looked as if he had ......
"Jinxi, what's wrong with the rabbit?" Song Jinyao walked over a few steps. I poked my finger, but there was no response.
Huo Shaoting also got up, clapped his hands and greeted: "Come here, baby, dad take a look." ”
Jin Xi ran over on her short legs. A minute later, Huo Shaoting said decisively: "The rabbit is dead." It's strange, it's fine at noon, how can it be dead"
"Dad, what do you mean to die?"
Huo Shaoting, who was studying the cause of the rabbit's death, was suddenly stunned, and even Song Jinyao, who was about to leave, had to turn back. Only then did she remember that Jinxi didn't seem to have really faced the problem of death.
"Dad, what does it mean to be dead, the baby still wants to play with Tutu, and Dad told Tutu to wake up."
That ignorant innocence made Huo Shaoting and Song Jinyao a little embarrassed. The topic of death is both ancient and esoteric, and it is not easy to explain. And they obviously don't want to be perfunctory......
"Mom, what does it mean to be dead, Mom's name is Tutu."
Jinxi was a little anxious. Holding the rabbit and approaching Song Jinyao again. At this time, she had to speak, "Jinxi, Tutu...... It can't wake up. Tomorrow let Dad catch you a few more bunnies."
"Don't. I just want this bunny. Jin Xi said stubbornly, and the tears suddenly fell down. The baby wants this bunny, Dad, you wake up the bunny. ”
Huo Shaoting was helpless, and comforted lightly: "Tutu said that he was sleepy, and now he wants to sleep, and he will ......play with Jinxi when he wakes up."
"Dad lied, Jinxi wants Tutu." Jinxi cried even harder. But it's not like other children who cry loudly, or are coquettish. He held the rabbit at Huo Shaoting, silently shedding tears, his words were very calm, but his expression looked extremely sad.
Song Jinyao couldn't stand his appearance, came over a few steps, suddenly snatched the rabbit from his hand, and said angrily: "Didn't you hear what the adults said?" The rabbit is dead, dead, and just can't wake up again! If you are so unreasonable, your mother won't like Jinxi! ”
After saying that, he turned around and walked towards the courtyard. Jinxi screamed: "Mom! Chasing after him with his little short legs, Huo Shaoting was startled and followed closely. At this time, Song Jinyao stood at the corner of the yard rummaging for a shovel, intending to bury the rabbit. As soon as she turned around, Jinxi hugged her thighs.
"Mommy, don't eat bunnies."
Song Jinyao suddenly cried and laughed, "Who wants to eat rabbits?" It's dead, and mom is going to bury it in the ground. ”
"Don't, don't, don't." Jinxi cried breathlessly, hugging Song Jinyao's thighs tightly and not letting go. Jinxi was obedient. Jinxi is no longer naughty, don't eat rabbits. ”
"I ......" Song Jinyao was so angry that she was speechless. What a stupid son, does she look like such a hungry person?
Huo Shaoting's expression was heavy, and he took a few steps over and said seriously: "Jinxi doesn't cry." Mom liked Bunny very much, but Bunny was dead...... Dad knows that you are very sad, and you don't want the little rabbit to die, but death is not something that Mom and Dad can control...... Dad promises you, tomorrow, tomorrow we'll catch a few more rabbits. This time we will protect them well and not let the little rabbit die again, is that okay?"
Jinxi sobbed so hard that tears rolled down like broken threads. Song Jinyao was about to go crazy for a long time before he heard him whisper sadly: "I don't want a rabbit anymore...... Babies don't want rabbits to die...... Jinxi doesn't want his father to die......"
"Poof...... How could Dad die" Huo Shaoting was also made crying and laughing.
Jin Xi looked at him with teary eyes and said, "Because Dad was bitten by a snake and Dad is sick, Dad won't be able to wake up from sleep." I can't believe it anymore......"
Although he spoke incoherently, it was rare for the Huo couple to understand it at the same time.
Especially Huo Shaoting, he was deeply pleased, "Jinxi is not afraid, Dad will not die." ”
"Daddy is not allowed to lie." As he spoke, he held Huo Shaoting's hand and ran to hold Song Jinyao's hand, "Mom and Dad sleep together, Mom protects Dad." Jinxi doesn't want her father to die. ”
Song Jinyao suddenly cried and laughed, and just about to break free, Huo Shaoting had already held her hand and said: "He is facing life and death for the first time, why do you want to make him so sad and not afraid of leaving sequelae"
"You ......" knew that what he said was a bit exaggerated, but when he touched Jinxi's sad eyes full of tears, Song Jinyao's heart still softened. Ban Yan sighed, "Okay, mom just protects dad." Let's bury the rabbit together, maybe a little rabbit will grow in the ground this time next year. ”
Huo Shaoting laughed, but he didn't dismantle the nonsensical jokes. Jinxi was really serious, "Really? Do baby rabbits grow too? It's like the fruits in the greenhouse."
Song Jinyao laughed lightly, "Fake." ”
Jinxi was immediately disappointed, but did not pursue it. Probably subconsciously understood the meaning of death. Then the family went to the outside yard and dug a pit near the bushes to bury the rabbits. After some tossing, when he returned to the bedroom, Huo Shaoting's cheeks were already crimson.
Jinxi reminded loudly, "Mom, Dad is so hot." Song Jinyao suddenly remembered that she had to quickly take his temperature.
Fifteen minutes later, it turned out to be 40 degrees. But he still talked to Jinxi with the corners of his lips like he was nothing. She couldn't look at him and let him take the medicine, but he didn't stubbornly wait for Jinxi to fall asleep before he moved.
After taking the medicine, the whole person seemed to be deflated and weak.
"It's starting to feel uncomfortable if you don't pretend" Song Jinyao was speechless and poured him another glass of warm water. Sit on the edge of the bed and watch him drink little by little. "If you can't get rid of your fever tomorrow morning, you have to go to the hospital. Some people have sensitive bodies that are more affected by snake venom. Especially the internal organs......"
"Okay." Huo Shaoting responded decisively, interrupting her chatter. Song Jinyao pursed her lips in embarrassment, got up in disguise, fetched a basin of water, and put out a hot towel and gently placed it on his forehead. "Close your eyes and sleep. I'll be watching you. ”
I don't know if it was starting to feel uncomfortable, or the gentle words comforting, after a few minutes, Huo Shaoting really closed his eyes. And Song Jinyao didn't break his promise, just sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, letting the time pass little by little, until he began to tremble slightly......
Sensing that something was wrong, Song Jinyao subconsciously touched him, and the hot touch startled her. Hurriedly looking for the thermometer, an adult turned out to be 41 degrees. Now she had to get serious. Softly shouted: "Huo Shaoting, you burned too much, go take a hot bath......"
"Hmm......" he replied sullenly, and opened his eyes weakly. It took a lot of effort for Song Jinyao to get him out of bed, and stumbled into the bathroom. But how can he wash himself like this
She didn't care about anything else, she could only do it herself. took the small bench where Jinxi took a bath, came in, pulled his clothes to settle him, turned on the shower and let the warm water blow by......
"It's so cold......" The water flowed by, but Huo Shaoting shivered. Song Jinyao was surprised, "This is hot water......
"Do you feel so cold...... Jin Yao, hug me. Song Jinyao was stunned, and saw that he shrunk his shoulders and closed his eyes in pain. The resistance in her heart vanished.
"Are you better" Half-kneeling beside him, she hugged him hard in her arms. Huo Shaoting leaned on his shoulder weakly like a child, and whispered weakly: "It's not good...... It's very uncomfortable. I should have known that I should have changed my game......"
Song Jinyao was surprised, "What to play"
Huo Shaoting frowned tightly and whispered stupidly: "I shouldn't let the snake bite me...... Actually, the stalk of poisonous weeds is not bad......"
The speculation in my mind about these two stupid injuries suddenly had an answer.
Song Jinyao was stunned, and her body was flooded with indescribable emotions. "You, you deliberately let the snake bite...... So, cannibal flowers...... You also did it on purpose...... Why would you do that?"
Huo Shaoting shook his head and muttered in a daze: "Because you ignore me......"
What a simple reason. It's simple, she wants to cry. also said that Jinxi was a fool, and it was his father who was obviously a fool. How could there be such stupid people. Use your life to please others?