04: The passage of time in the dark night
He was gone, like a ghost looming in the night. It's like he's not part of this world......
He and she met on a gathering of fate. He and she are like parallel lines, but they intersect for the first time.
He brought her a boxed lunch, gave her a pink bear, gave her a dog, and gave her what he thought was love and touch; She gave him a cactus, gave him an embroidered pillow, and gave him the only gift. They loved each other, were moved, cried and laughed together. That's how they spent their relationship. They love hopelessly.
Maybe it's really time-watching. He's just a kid who doesn't grow up. I like to play, like to surf the Internet, and like to be jealous. He is not generous, does not think about her, loves to play with his temper, and likes himself. She said he didn't know how to love her. Actually, that's what he told her. It's not that he doesn't know how to love, it's just that his love is the kind of love that the slight old man said. As long as she's happy. But this kind of love is not what she expects, she wants love. Ordinary love experienced. But he was used to that kind of letting go of love. He knew that talking to her would make her think too much, but he didn't want to hide too many secrets. He just wanted to share his secret with her. Let her know that he doesn't hide his heart from her.
Perhaps love is a test, a test of the heart, a test of people. Love is like tarot cards, everything is predestined.
The moment he left, she said she didn't like him like a man, and he went and went to another world. In fact, he wanted her to stay, just a word, an action, and a look. But it didn't. Because she had despaired of him. He had no choice but to leave, because leaving was the so-called right choice.
Doesn't he want to be nice to her? Doesn't he want to be nice to the girl he loves? The answer is definitely yes, very much, very much. But he thought about their future. He was confused. So he tried to change for her. She didn't understand him. So almost every time they quarreled. Because he cares about her too much, when she wears very sexy clothes, he is stingy and deliberately angry. In fact, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold her, because he did not want to lose her. She loves to cry, so he wants her to grow up and be strong. He didn't want her to feel lonely when he wasn't there. He didn't want her to be like that.
He didn't mean to be a temperant. Because he doesn't want to pretend anymore, pretend to be so serious and dull. He's good and strong. But I'm so tired, so tired. He just wanted to be his true self in front of her, a child who didn't grow up. Sometimes, he is in a bad mood at every turn. Because he kept wondering whether he should leave him or not. Because there are many good boys, at least many better than him. He wanted to give up, he just wanted her to get the best; Meanwhile. He wanted to form a family with her because he loved her. So he was not happy.
If you don't love her, will you be so entangled? Who doesn't want to be with the person they love, but they also want the person they love to live better. This is love.
Maybe he can only be a good friend and not a good boyfriend, because she says he won't love.
The moment he left, he knew that going back was not so simple.
Wishing you happiness and happiness!