"I didn't want to shed a tear for my mom."

"Lie, it's your mother who made you cry!"

Xia Miao was angry and funny, pillowed on his shoulder, and muttered, "Are you scolding me, one bite at a time." ”

"But, I hate my mom too."

Too sensible, too good in front of others, will make him feel distressed, his heart is really hurt to the bones, why is he obsessed with a stubborn woman who is stubborn to death, and still resists, sometimes hateful to the extreme, Huo Shenyu hugged her tightly, just wanted to give her enough strength, because not everyone can resist hard.

"Why doesn't my mom like me?" Xia Miao doesn't understand, what she desires most will always be the hardest to get, she wants to ask others, is she not good enough, hard enough, not worry-free enough?

"If you don't like it, you don't like it, some people like it, it's not rare!"

Xia Miao shook her head: "You don't understand, you haven't been abandoned, you don't understand me." ”

Huo Shenyu froze, his eyes became dark, and he said coldly: "Once some people are abandoned, they don't need these anymore, and they don't understand why you human beings should be entangled in such emotions. ”

"Because I get less." Xia Miao said: "Too spoiled to grow up, someone around to take care of it will become a matter of course, they will not feel that family affection is precious, if they have not been hugged by their parents since childhood, have not been cared for, and no one to protect, they will envy others to have parents, there are many people who care, someone loves and protects, isn't it a matter of course?" ”

Huo Shenyu looked at Xia Miao's face, paused for a few seconds, seemed to be thinking about the meaning of her words, and hesitated for a moment, but in the end he still gave the answer: "If you are not loved and understood by others since you were a child, then you don't need to be loved, you don't need to be understood, you don't need to love others, you don't need to understand others." ”

It turns out that there are still people like this.

Then she didn't learn.

Reading a parent-teacher conference, the classroom was full of people, each student sat next to her parents, only her seat was empty, the teacher praised her, awarded her a certificate, she reached over with empty hands to catch the prize, but forgot that there was no one behind her, no matter how much applause was empty, no one would be happy for her.

After a long time, she will feel that she is different, not obedient enough, not good enough, not hard enough, so that no one loves her.

When I grow up, it turns out that I don't, and if I don't love it, I don't love it.

Her body shook slightly, and she buried her head in Huo Shenyu's suit weakly.

With a sinking of her shoulders, Huo Shenyu's originally fierce eyes became gentle, her fingers inserted into her soft hair, and she patted it unskillfully to show comfort.

The hair is very soft, very thin, and very dark, quietly draped over the shoulders, I don't know how well-behaved and lovely.

He felt that this girl was shining brightly, but there was a trace of inferiority in her bones, maybe she had been suppressed for too long, too sensitive, looking at him with a cowardly and cold look, humility came from her broken life experience, indifferent to her attitude towards the world, sandwiched between high and arrogant, and disdainful of being in the company of others.

Perhaps, pride and inferiority are combined, and they are afraid of being looked down upon, so they are alienated enough.

"I'm hungry." Xia Miao rubbed his shoulder: "I don't like to eat, I don't eat much." ”

"Don't say it earlier, don't eat that kind of leftovers, so as not to eat bad stomach, I'll take you to eat delicious food!" Huo Shenyu took her hand and led her away.

Xia Miao lowered his eyes and looked at his big palm, it would be good for others to hold hands and grab it, but he clasped his five fingers tightly and carried it in his pocket impermeable.

So naïve!!