Brother Xiao Ran really didn't know Zhuo Ou's whereabouts, in order to show that he didn't know about his transfer, he also took me to the teacher to ask Zhuo Ou about the situation.

I returned to the classroom dejected, and I listlessly handed him the exercise book in my hand, and was depressed for a whole month.

Although he still picked vegetables in my bowl like he took care of me before, and asked his father to take me to eat fried chicken burgers during the holidays that finally appeared, but I was as uninterested as losing my soul, I lost nearly ten pounds in a month, and I finally became as thin as Barbie doll, all of which I owe to Zhuo Ou's departure.

I can't tell what kind of feelings I have for Zhuo Ou, I just feel as if a piece of life is missing, maybe it's his warm smile, maybe it's the loss that can't be realized when I grow up to marry him, maybe it's just that I can't show off the pride of someone who loves me with Barbie, and also, how can a child understand something that adults can't understand?

One month after the start of school, it ushered in the National Day, the day of the whole country's celebration, my father and mother came to pick me up in advance, I dragged the small box to the door, and then my mother took the box, my father picked me up and waved at Brother Xiao Ran, and asked him with a smile: "Xiao Ran, you have time to let your father take you to our house to play, our Xiaoli still likes you!" ”

I suddenly stared at my father and asked curiously, "Dad, what do you mean by liking?" ”

After watching so many idol dramas, I roughly concluded that a boy likes a girl very much, and will do anything for her that makes her happy. But my attitude towards Brother Xiao Ran is obviously not to the extent that I will do whatever he wants me to do, why does my father say that I like him?

Dad coughed awkwardly twice, and looked at me with a kind smile, "If you like it, you like it, just like Mom and Dad like you, you will eat and play with delicious and fun things." ”

I sighed, and then said suspiciously: "But I'm not like this to Brother Xiao Ran!" I want to eat and play by myself. ”

At that time, I didn't remember the snack I gave Zhuo Ou, and I didn't remember until I went to bed at night, and I cried while covering the quilt, and my father ran to my room anxiously and asked me what was wrong, and I cried and said, Dad, I like Zhuo Ou, and I gave him my best food.

Dad took me in his arms, patted my back gently, I took advantage of the situation to hug his neck, still crying heartbroken, and then heard my dad describe, at that time I was snot and tears grabbed on his shoulder and rubbed it for a long time, crying so that my voice was hoarse, and I kept clamoring to see Zhuo Ou, and then finally fell asleep, crying while sleeping, and my dad who provoked a lot of kindness called Xiao Ran's brother home early the next morning to ask Zhuo Ou's situation.

At that time, I didn't know the relationship between Zhuo Ou and Brother Xiao Ran, I just felt that their relationship was very close, and many times it was like an elder brother and a younger brother.

I asked Brother Xiao Ran why I didn't ask why, but my father was more capable than me, and the father of Brother Xiao Ran who he asked came to see me sadly when he asked the result, and then couldn't lie when he met my dark eyes, and honestly told me that Zhuo Ou went to school abroad.

I stared at a pair of big eyes and started another hundred thousand whys, but there were too many questions that my father couldn't answer, I lost interest when I asked, turned my head to stare at the big military parade on TV, and my dad saw that I was back to normal, and went to the kitchen to cook with confidence.

Before my mother came back from the lunch table, my father told me to sit at home and not run around, and then under my sincere eyes and repeated reassurances, he finally did not carry me to the smoky chess and card room.

That day, my father went out to find my mother, I saw the kind of delicious snacks in the second grid next to the TV cabinet, I put the stool on the TV cabinet, and then leaned against the wall, the height was still not enough, I could only outline in my mind the fancy gymnastics movements of jumping into the air to get the snack and then landing steadily, however, the truth is usually unsatisfactory, I successfully got the dim sum, but because I did not stand firmly on the side of the coffee table, the moment the corner of my eyebrows knocked up, my left eye was black, I thought I was going blind, Then as soon as I opened my eyes, I was scared and cried on the ground, and when my parents came back, I had been howling for about ten minutes, and my throat was hoarse because of the heartbreak of the previous night, and today I howled, only the sound of intermittent coughing remained.

Dad didn't take anything, he rushed out of the house with me in his arms, and I saw my mom running quickly with her bag in the scarlet patch......

I fell off the bench at home and hit the coffee table and knocked the corners of my eyebrows bloody, which made my dad regret it until I was older, and he wanted to pay me to get this little mark off because he thought I didn't have a boyfriend because of that! But with my insistence, this little mark will stay with me for the rest of my life.

Because of the injury at the corner of my eye, I was lying at home for seven days on the National Day, and even my movement was restricted, drinking Chinese medicine that was so bitter that I wanted to vomit every day, and I was so aggrieved that I didn't dare to cry, I was afraid that after crying, it would really be the same as the doctor said, and I would be blind forever. Later, I met a good friend studying medicine, and I asked her such a question, but she told me that this kind of thing could not happen, and then gave a bunch of boring examples, and I realized how authoritative the words of the doctors at that time were, and how I was afraid of death.

When my mother forcibly instilled in me many dangerous stories that I had long been familiar with for seven days, I was so obedient that I even went back to the garden and let my father hold and put him down when I got out of the car, instead of jumping out of the car as I used to.

Brother Xiao Ran stood at the door of the kindergarten and waited for me, his parents were also there, I saw his mother looking at me with a sympathetic face, I grinned politely at her but pulled the wound and grinned, and then I heard the adults laughing ill-willedly, I lowered my head in shame, pulled the corner of Brother Xiao Ran's clothes and did not speak, Brother Xiao Ran sighed lightly and took my hand up, and took me to the classroom, and the garden door closed behind us.

I sat sullenly beside Brother Xiao Ran, watching him indifferently do the never-ending workbook, without showing the slightest concern for my injury, and unmoved by Zhuo Ou's departure.

I nudged him lightly, blinked at my other still intact eye and asked him, "Eh, did you know that Zhuo Ou went abroad?" ”

Brother Xiao Ran didn't say that he didn't know this time, he nodded, "I heard it when your dad and my dad were on the phone a few days ago. ”

I was disappointed, I thought that he had such a close relationship with Zhuo Ou, Zhuo Ou should have told him about it in advance, and then let him relay it to me on his behalf! It can be seen how narcissistic I am, how much I like to be self-inflicted!

After the National Day holiday, the weather gradually cooled, bleak autumn, the fallen leaves were flying all over the sky, I stood on the edge of the playground and looked at the group of boys playing football and shuttlecock, suddenly I thought of the angry expression of Zhuo Ou standing there when I went to top the bag, I felt uncomfortable, turned around and ran back to the classroom.

Brother Xiao Ran has always disliked physical education class, so it is impossible for me to be idle alone when I go back, so I went to trouble him again.

I held my small water cup and propped my chin on the top of the cup and asked him, "Brother Xiao Ran, can you help me find Zhuo Ou?" ”

Brother Xiao Ran's hand that was calculating the problem was suddenly stunned, turned his head and looked at me strangely, and then put his attention on the practice problem again, as if I said something boring.

I'm very persistent, he doesn't care, I have to keep talking until he cares.

I pulled his workbook over and pressed it under my arm, forcing him to look me in the eye and listen to me.

I asked him again, "Aren't you good friends with Zhuo Ou?" Has he contacted you? Did he tell you why he went abroad? Where is it abroad? ”

Brother Xiao Ran sighed helplessly: "Do you know that we are here in China?" ”

I nodded, "I still know about the little Japanese devils!" ”

Brother Xiao Ran rolled his eyes, "Going to Japan is considered a foreign country." ”

I suddenly got angry, "Isn't he a Japanese devil?" ”

"No, he is still Chinese, he just went abroad to study." Brother Xiao Ran propped his head and squinted at me.

I asked curiously, "Did he really go to Japan?" ”

Brother Xiao Ran knocked my head with his other free hand, "I just gave an example, and I didn't say that he really went to Japan!" ”

"So where did he go? You can help me find him! I said anxiously.

"What are you looking for him? Don't you hate him very much? Now that he's gone, can't you swagger and be your hero, isn't it good for no one to care about you? ”

Brother Xiao Ran's tone was light, but the questions he asked were like a series of cannons that I couldn't answer, I scratched my itchy scalp, and replied: "His medicine is still with me, I want to return it to him!" ”

Brother Xiao Ran suddenly smiled, "Then why didn't you pay it back when he came back?" ”

"I ......" I was speechless, because I choked up, and my face was hot as if my blood vessels had burst.

Brother Xiao Ran pulled the exercise book from under my hand and shook his head helplessly, "He may not need this medicine, you can just throw it away if you are fine." ”

I asked curiously, "Why?" For his tone was low, as if to say that Zoor was going to die, and that the medicine would not help him.

Brother Xiao Ran smiled and twisted my face, with great force, I think my face must have been twisted a little blue by him, he said: "The girl's family is sad every day, and there are scars in the corners of her eyes, and I am not afraid that I will not be able to marry in the future!" ”

I was very dissatisfied with the fact that he didn't answer my question, glared at him angrily and snorted, turned my head and ignored him, but heard him say lightly: "If you see him again, the medicine may have expired, and the useless things will be lost, lest you have to go to the stomach lavage one day when you eat it yourself." ”

Then I grabbed him and asked him what gastric lavage was, and then he ignored me completely......