Chapter 273: Can You Go Back to the Past?
Song Jinyao wants to have a child, just to use this child to forget the pain of losing Tangtang. If that's all there is to it, then even if the child really comes, it will become a substitute for sugar candy, which is not fair to the child.
For him, it's not fair either. It's utilization, it's not love.
At the thought of this, the enthusiasm that was about to erupt was instantly extinguished, and all desires disappeared in an instant.
"Husband......" Song Jinyao called softly, not noticing the change in Huo Shaoting's face at all.
This husband's call is very tempting, Huo Shaoting never expected that Song Jinyao would always call him by his name, and he would hardly call his husband, but when he opened his mouth to call his husband, it turned out to be the current situation.
I have mixed feelings in my heart, and I can't tell what it feels like.
Song Jinyao, who was drunk, was much bolder than usual, and took the initiative to climb Huo Shaoting's neck and give a fragrant kiss, her eyes were blurred, and her red lips were slightly open.
Huo Shaoting's throat rolled, forcibly suppressed the rising desire, and gently pulled Song Jinyao away.
He didn't want to take advantage of others, and if Song Jinyao didn't have a relationship with him because he loved him, he didn't want to.
Song Jinyao was a little unhappy after being pulled away, waving her little hand to get closer again, Huo Shaoting took a deep breath, stopped her waist and picked her up and put her on the big bed.
"Yaoyao, not today."
"Why?" Song Jinyao heard Huo Shaoting's voice in a daze, so she muttered puzzled.
"It's nothing, you're tired, rest early." Huo Shaoting took away Song Jinyao's little hand that kept trying to climb his neck, and dropped a kiss on her hot forehead, "I love you." ”
Song Jinyao vaguely heard this sentence I love you, and suddenly giggled: "What is love?" Huo Shaoting, do you understand? Do you know what love is? ”
"Yaoyao?" Huo Shaoting's eyebrows tightened, and he looked down at the person on the bed, was she drunk or not?
"If you know what love is, why did we get to where we are today. All the past that happened between you and Fang Zhirou is because of your bullshit past, which led to everything today. ”
Song Jinyao's tears flowed down as she spoke, she laughed with tears, and her emotions were out of control.
Huo Shaoting's eyes were lowered, he couldn't see what expression was on his face, he stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Song Jinyao's eyes, but was slapped away by Song Jinyao.
"Huo Shaoting, I hate you, do you know? Have you really loved me? You were willing to marry me in the first place, just because I and Fang Zhirou have exactly the same face. ”
Taking advantage of the strength of the wine, Song Jinyao vented all her grievances and unhappiness, she didn't know what Huo Shaoting was thinking now, and she didn't want to know. She just wants to spit out everything she has endured these days now.
Huo Shaoting's eyes were slightly gloomy, and Song Jinyao's words were like a sharp blade stabbing his heart. He wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to explain.
There was a long silence before he spoke slowly.
"Yaoyao, I'm sorry." He didn't want to refute, and he didn't want to excuse himself. Song Jinyao is right, if it weren't for him, maybe many things wouldn't have happened.
They have come to this point, and the field is the fruit of the cause he sowed.
"Shaoting, I really want to forgive you. Really, I want to forgive you again and again, but there is always a thorn in my heart that I will never let go of if I don't pull it out. ”
Song Jinyao cried and grabbed Huo Shaoting's sleeve, and looked at him with hazy teary eyes: "Shaoting, can we still go back to the past?" Just, is that what we used to be? ”
Is it still possible?
The tip of Huo Shaoting's nose was slightly sour, his dark eyes flashed with crystal tears, he leaned over and hugged Song Jinyao into his arms, and choked up: "Yaoyao, all this is my fault, I admit it." But I hope you don't deny our past, the person I love has always been you, and you are not a stand-in for anyone. ”
"Really?" Song Jinyao raised the corners of her lips and hooked a self-deprecating smile, should she believe it?
"Whether you believe it or not, I will prove it to you with practical actions." Huo Shaoting didn't ask for anything else, he only hoped that Song Jinyao could give him a chance to prove himself.
Huo Shaoting didn't wait for Song Jinyao's answer, and when he got up, he saw that the little woman who was crying just now was already asleep at the moment.
There were still a little teardrops on the thick eyelashes on her eyes, and her little face was crimson because she was drunk, which added a bit of agility to her. This face is indeed exactly the same as Fang Zhirou, but as soon as she opens her eyes, Huo Shaoting knows that she is completely different from Fang Zhirou.
After covering the quilt for Song Jinyao, Huo Shaoting did not lie down together.
After getting up, I walked out of the room and made a phone call.
Wei Qingyun, who was taking a bath at home, heard the phone ringing, and hurriedly dried his body and ran out to answer the phone.
When I looked at the caller ID, I couldn't help but sigh. Huo Shaoting usually doesn't call him, and when he does, there must be something.
As Wei Qingyun expected, Huo Shaoting was not polite, and said: "Fang Zhirou's side has been keeping an eye on it recently, I don't want to make any more moths while Yaoyao has not fully recovered." ”
"Don't worry, I'll let people watch Fang Zhirou over there. It's just that Fang Tianhou is there, if he has the heart to help Fang Zhirou, it may not be so easy to solve Fang She. Wei Qingyun frowned, after all, Fang Tianhou's identity was there, and it was not so easy for people who wanted to move the national army.
"If she dares to be unfavorable to Yaoyao again, even if it costs anything, I want her life!" Huo Shaoting is serious about spoiling Song Jinyao, Fang Zhirou has repeatedly challenged his bottom line, how can he endure it again and again?
Wei Qingyun wiped his hair and agreed: "Fang Zhirou, this woman is indeed quite capable of being a demon, if she doesn't solve it sooner, I'm afraid there will be a lot of changes." I hope Fang Tianhou thinks of your Yaoyao, don't be too favoritistic. ”
"Don't cut off contact with Gao Yuan, she's still useful." Gao Yuan is not a good chess piece, if it weren't for Gao Yuan's chess, they wouldn't have been able to make SY deflated so smoothly last time.
"I see." Wei Qingyun bowed slightly.
After Huo Shaoting hung up the phone, he had no sleep all night.
After Song Jinyao got up, she rubbed her swollen temples, don't look over and saw that the pillow next to her didn't even have a trace of wrinkles, and suddenly understood that Huo Shaoting didn't sleep at all last night.
I drank too much alcohol in one go yesterday, and now I'm dizzy.
As for what happened last night, she actually can't remember it exactly. In a daze, I remembered that I seemed to have said something to Huo Shaoting, but I couldn't remember it anymore.
After thinking about it for a while, she decided to give up.
Just as she was rubbing her head and getting out of bed, there was a knock on the door outside.
In the next second, Cui Yali's voice came in: "Yaoyao, are you up?" It's time to eat. ”
"Mom, you eat first, I'll come right away." Song Jinyao patted her groggy head and got out of bed slowly.
After dressing and washing, Song Jinyao cheered up and went to the restaurant.
As soon as she sat down, Cui Yali came over with a bowl of soup: "Shaoting said that you drank some wine last night, and I was afraid that you would be uncomfortable, so I asked me to prepare a sobering soup for you, and I will drink it soon." ”
Song Jinyao was slightly stunned, and hurriedly stretched out her hand to take it: "Thank you, Mom, what about Shaoting?" ”
"Said that something went out, leave him alone, let's eat." Cui Yali smiled softly at Song Jinyao, and served porridge for her and put it in front of her.
Cui Yali's care for Song Jinyao can be said to be meticulous, for fear that she will be wronged in the Huo family.
Song Jinyao is actually very embarrassed, but it feels really good to have a mother-in-law to take care of this feeling. She is willing to live in the Huo family all the time, in fact, it is also related to Huo Jinchuan Cui Yali.
If it weren't for the fear of breaking the second elder's heart, maybe after Tangtang's accident, she would have moved out of the Huo family long ago.
After breakfast, Song Jinyao insisted on going to the flower shop, and the opening of the branch was already being prepared, and she couldn't slack off.
Cui Yali and Huo Jinchuan didn't agree to her going out when they saw that she was in a bad state, and let her rest and rest, and the affairs of the flower shop couldn't delay anything for a day.
Under the strong request of the second elder, Song Jinyao had no choice but to obediently go back to the room to rest.
She didn't know how long it had been since she had lived a peaceful life, and she had been tense all these days, and she didn't dare to relax for a moment. Only by keeping yourself busy will you put some things down for a while.
When she returned to the room, she was bored flipping through the book, and she didn't read a word for a long time.
Song Jinyao couldn't help laughing at herself, she couldn't even get used to a stable life now, and she didn't let herself get busy, and she was uncomfortable.
Just as I was thinking about it, the phone suddenly vibrated violently.
"What's wrong?" Seeing that it was the flower shop's landline, she immediately answered it.
"Sister Yaoyao, it's not good, something happened." As soon as I picked up the phone, Lilac's eager voice came from the other end.
Song Jinyao said indifferently: "Don't worry, talk about something slowly." ”
"The wedding list we received last time was the one with artificial flowers. They said that after our flowers were arranged, they all withered the next day, and the wedding could not be held as scheduled, so now they are bringing a group of people to our flower shop to make trouble. ”
Lilac was in a hurry, and she was about to do it, and she really didn't know what to do.
Song Jinyao's expression was grim, and her voice was as calm as ever: "Try to appease them, I'll come over immediately." ”
"Okay, I'll do my best."
After hanging up the phone, Song Jinyao hurriedly changed her clothes and went out with the car keys.
Seeing her anxious appearance, Cui Yali asked, "Yaoyao, where are you going?" ”
"Mom, there's an accident at the flower shop, I'll go over." Song Jinyao ran outside as she spoke, and the speed didn't give Cui Yali a chance to ask questions.
"This kid is in such a hurry, shouldn't something big happen?" Cui Yali was really relieved, and pushed Huo Jinchuan's shoulder worriedly, "You go and take a look, if there is something, you can help." ”
Huo Jinchuan gave Cui Yali a reassuring look: "Don't worry, Yaoyao was able to manage the entire Song family before, but now it is just a small flower shop, she can handle it." ”