Chapter 164 In the days to come, I will accompany you

Tang Qianyu's heart ached and suffocated. It was as if a boulder was pressing down on her chest, making her gasp for breath.

But apart from holding Yan Mofeng's hand, she didn't know what else she could do?

Yan Mofeng said: "My mother found out about picking up mineral water bottles, she was very angry, she beat me, she scolded me for not doing my job, if I don't study hard, don't cherish the only opportunity to change my fate, I will live like her in the future, being insulted and trampled on at will." She refused to eat, I begged her to eat, she said she said that I just want my mother to be healthy and safe, I just want my mother to see a doctor and take care of her body, I just want my mother to live with me forever and not leave me. ”

Tang Qianyu couldn't hold back any longer, tears rained down.

Yan Mofeng continued: "Mom hugged me and cried, I can still feel the warmth of my mother's embrace, she hugged me tightly, eager to insert me into her body, I know, she is afraid to leave me." We are poor, but we are deeply attached to each other, and we are dependent on each other. ”

"Yan Mofeng, it's all over." Tang Qianyu clenched Yan Mofeng's hand.

It was the first time she had heard Yan Mofeng talk about these things.

Yan Mofeng said again: "My mother went to the doctor to prescribe medicine, and I saw that my mother took the medicine, and my heart was full of hope. At that time, I naively thought that as long as I took medicine, all diseases could be treated, but as I grew up, I gradually understood that those hurtful words were the most poisonous knife in the world, stabbing my mother's heart one by one, piercing my mother with thousands of holes, and no matter how much medicine I ate, there was no way to cure it. ”

Tang Qianyu leaned into Yan Mofeng's arms and hugged him tightly, she felt that his whole body was trembling slightly.

Yan Mofeng said: "When I was very young, my mother told me that people live in this world, and only the truly strong can transcend. Either strong enough to have the world's material wealth, and can arbitrarily decide the way of life you like. Either you have a diamond-like heart, and you can stand still no matter how others make waves.

She is a weak person, she has neither the world's material wealth, nor a heart as hard as a diamond, she can't give her children a rich and affordable life, and she can't make her children have a tough heart, everything depends on the child herself, she can't give anything to the child, she is a failed mother. ”

"No, Yan Mofeng, it's not like this, you are good enough, your mother has educated you well enough, she is not a failed mother!" Tang Qianyu hugged Yan Mofeng and wanted to warm him. She knew he was sad at the moment, and she wanted to comfort him.

Yan Mofeng said: "Because we live too hard, those poisonous knives easily cut into my mother's deepest heart, so that she has been living in shackles for a long time, and at the age of sixteen, she finally couldn't stand it, and she left me." ”

Tang Qianyu's heart was clenched, and tears rained down.

Yan Mofeng said: "Tang Qianyu, don't cry!" ”

And he said, "Crying doesn't solve anything." That day, I cried to death, but my mother would never come back, and I knew that it was useless to cry. ”

"Woo woo......" Tang Qianyu couldn't control herself.

Yan Mofeng's hand put on Tang Qianyu's back, patted her back, and whispered: "At that time, I also knew that crying was useless, but I couldn't control myself and cried like a woman." ”

"Woo woo......" Tang Qianyu cried even more.

Yan Mofeng said: "My always cheerful personality has begun to become cold, I hate this ruthless world, I hate those ruthless people in this world. As I grew up, I began to understand that the world was far more ruthless than I imagined, and everywhere was filled with the smell of reality.

You don't have to climb, but others will come to you, unless you leave the hustle and bustle of the world and live a life of true isolation. Otherwise, you will not be exempt from vulgarity after all. You want to avoid trouble unless someone else is better off.

People are like this, when you have no money, you live in a mountain village, and the world despises you, ridicules you, scolds you for being incompetent, and says you deserve to be like this.

When you were rich, you lived in a mountain village, and the world admired you and said that you were low-key and connotative.

Nothing has changed in your life, but you find that the whole world seems to have changed, because all the people around you have changed because of your change.

When I was high, I started to try to start a business, I registered a company, and after less than a month of operation, I died, because some people thought that I was embarrassed to go out as the illegitimate son of the Yan family. ”

Tang Qianyu's eyes were full of fire, anger and hatred.

Yan Mofeng said: "At that time, my eyes were the same as yours. But it's useless, your eyes can't kill people, you will only expose your incompetent heart. Gradually, I learned to hide my emotions. ”

Tang Qianyu suddenly felt that he understood Yan Mofeng, and understood why he always had a cold face, because he was used to hiding his emotions, because he had experienced too much life, bit by bit, it was all the imprint of life.

She felt sorry for this man.

With her, he experienced her more.

She had also experienced the loss of a loved one, but she had not grown up with verbal abuse like he had since childhood.

Yan Mofeng said: "From high school to university, I didn't succeed once, I found that I was too radical, I decided to sink down and accumulate experience, I began to go in and out of the library, all kinds of books." At that time, Li Manqing appeared in my world, and we met in the reading hall, and it was a beautiful encounter. ”

Tang Qianyu's heart suddenly tightened when he heard this.

Yan Mofeng said: "At that time, she was very simple, shining into my cold and dark world like sunshine. She believes that there is love in this world, that there are many good and bad people in this world, and that most people are affectionate, loving and righteous. I like her, I like the way she believes everything, that's what I'm missing. ”

Tang Qianyu felt extremely uncomfortable when she heard this, on the one hand, she felt sorry for Yan Mofeng's experience, and on the other hand, she was sad that Yan Mofeng did not shy away from saying that she liked another woman in front of her. And this woman is still his first love, the woman he once loved the most.

Yan Mofeng moved his body slightly, hugged Tang Qianyu tightly, and he said in her ear: "For the rest of my life, I only like you, I only love you!" ”

Tang Qianyu was so moved that she couldn't speak, and she found that all her emotions would change with him. She has sunk in his world.

"Yan Mofeng, you have to talk and count." She heard her own voice ringing low.

"Yan Mofeng is a man of his word." Yan Mofeng said.

"Hmm." Tang Qianyu responded.

With a sniff, she made a promise to him: "I will accompany you in the coming days." ”