It's seven o'clock in the morning, I have a little low-grade fever, I didn't sleep all night last night, and I took advantage of my family to sleep and wrote a chapter.

After thinking about it, I decided to type the following words, and let my family open a single chapter during the day and pass it on, I guess I will be scolded very badly, hehe.

Yesterday, I was contacted by the staff of the website and sent me a contract to sign the novel. At that time, I was having a high fever and couldn't get out of bed, and when I received this surprise, I jumped out of bed at once, and even the fever quickly subsided. I never thought that I would receive this kind of affirmation when this novel had only been circulating for three days and only 30,000 words. At that time, I cried, and the great happiness of being recognized was something I had not experienced in the two years since I lost my sight.

However, after the initial agitation, I hesitated. It stands to reason that it should be the author's honor for a novel to sign a contract with a website. However, thinking about my original intention for writing this novel, I discussed it with my family and almost decided to give up on signing it.

I don't want to write a novel that has a lot of subscriptions and tips, I just want to tell you a story distilled from my own real experiences and real emotions. Yes, that's right, every major character in my novel has a part of who they are, maybe the psychology of a certain period of my life, or some reality that I have really experienced. It includes the kindness, innocence and beauty of the positive characters, as well as the psychological distortions and destructive desires caused by the tragic experiences of the negative characters. I see this novel as another continuation of my life, and sometimes I even feel that if my life hadn't changed significantly before the end of this novel, I would have collapsed with the end of the story. This topic is too heavy to talk about.

The second reason why I didn't want to sign was that my health was too poor. Due to complications caused by severe chronic diseases, I have different degrees of lesions in various organs of my body, except for blindness in my eyes. Several netizens with whom I communicate regularly know that I am either sick at home or on the way to the hospital.

I'm afraid I won't be able to support this contract.

Also, because of my terrible body, money means almost nothing to me. In addition to being able to get me to the hospital a few more times of torture. The last few times I went to the hospital, I left a little organ as a memorial to the hospital. That's why I'm writing about a zombie hospital, fantasizing about whether or not those things are being eaten, hehe.

I don't need to look in the mirror now, so naturally I don't have the needs of a normal woman. I don't need cosmetics and skincare products, I don't need new clothes, only old clothes that I knew the style before I went blind can give me a sense of security. My diet needs to be strictly controlled, eating less and more will cause severe pain and vomiting throughout the day. The autonomic nerves in many parts of my body were diseased, and there were always all kinds of inexplicable pains, which tortured me and I couldn't sleep all night.

The most serious thing is my psychological problems, depression and anxiety, and when the so-called hypothesis attacks, not only I am in pain, but also my family members are not able to live in peace. And when I'm in a normal mood, I will change my cute painting style and mutate into a funny aunt, so if you see in my novels that I have symptoms of schizophrenia, don't be surprised, hehe.

Having said all that, it's all nonsense. Because I finally decided to sign a contract.

Because there will be some promotion and so on, so that more people can see my story. It's just too much for me.

So, on this night when I was coding all night, I made a decision behind my family's back. If these texts are successfully published during the day, it means that he agrees, hehe.

Here I make a guarantee to you, if after my novel is officially put on the shelves, if a subscribed relative is disgusted with this story, you can contact me and give me a reasonable reason, I will return half of the income I received to this relative in full.

Set up a single chapter as proof, thank you.

A few words at the end. Thank you very much to the relatives who have been giving me recommendation votes these days, and I am dizzy with a few friends who have smashed more than a dozen recommendation votes every day. There are some of these people who I know are my friends, but there are also strangers I don't know at all, thank you for affirming me. In addition, I would like to thank a few friends who have been helping me forward propaganda in the circle of blind friends, and thank you to the blind friends for overcoming all kinds of difficulties and coming to the starting point to open my article. Every encouragement from you has given me the motivation to move forward.

Of course, there is also the group of lovely book friends who love reading and have always released kindness like me.

Bow ninety degrees again and thank you sincerely.