Chapter 41: She, She
This night, Su Xiaoran saw the most tears in history.
Qiqi didn't say anything, just shrunk in the sofa of Su Xiaoran's house, trembling in fear and bursting into tears. Su Xiaoran once thought that if a good friend was sad, then her first reaction was to comfort her and do her best to comfort her. But now, when he saw Qiqi grief-stricken, Su Xiaoran just stood aside quietly, not daring to speak, unable to speak. Su Xiaoran hopes that she can have the ability to transfer emotions, she hopes that all the pain on Qiqi's body will come to her, so that Qiqi will not be sad and will not cry.
After a long time, Su Xiaoran's body became numb, and Qiqi's crying voice began to become smaller. Su Xiaoran slowly approached Qiqi and gently touched her shoulder: "Qiqi, shall we go take a bath?" ā
Qiqi's head moved slightly, and then when he raised it, Su Xiaoran saw a pair of red and swollen eyes.
"Fool!"
"Su Xiaoran."
"Huh?"
"Do you think I'm stupid?"
"Of course you're stupid, you're not only stupid, you're stupid. Qiqi, I order you to immediately go take a hot shower now, and then hide in the bed to sleep, do you hear? ā
Su Xiaoran forcibly pushed Qiqi up, pushed her to the bathroom, and then closed the door, and the moment the door closed, she squatted on the ground.
Inside, the sound of spraying water gradually entered her ears, and this sparse sound brought Su Xiaoran's memories into more than a year ago, at that time, she had just broken up with Ji Ren, and she had no other feeling every day except wanting to die. It's as if the heart has been hollowed out and can't beat anymore. In many difficult times, Qiqi has always been by Su Xiaoran's side, and Qiqi said the most at that time was:
"Su Xiaoran, you have to learn to love yourself, although Ji Ren is gone, there will be another Ji Ren coming, you have to keep your best state to meet the next Ji Ren, you know?"
Hehe.
Su Xiaoran covered her face and couldn't stop crying, just now she had been watching Qiqi shed tears, she was stunned and looked at Qiqi silently, but now, when Qiqi couldn't see it, her tears couldn't be stopped as if she had lost her spell.
Qiqi didn't explain why she quarreled with Wan Lei, and Su Xiaoran didn't want to ask. At four o'clock in the morning, Qiqi finally fell asleep, Su Xiaoran helped Qiqi cover the quilt, and then curled up on the sofa and fell asleep.
At half past six in the morning, Su Xiaoran was woken up by the alarm clock, she struggled to get up, quietly entered the room and looked at Qiqi, Qiqi was still asleep, looking at Qiqi who was asleep, Su Xiaoran showed a comfortable smile.
She wrote a note to Qiqi, and then hurried to the company.
The bus stop, as always, was packed.
Su Xiaoran stood in the crowd, looking at the passing buses with longing eyes. The early morning sun shone on her, and Su Xiaoran took out a tissue to wipe the sweat on her forehead.
A Porsche flashed and stopped in front of the platform, and as the horn sounded, Su Xiaoran bent down and saw Qiao Xiaoyan with exquisite makeup.
"Xiaoran? Get in the car, I'll send you! Qiao Xiaoyan said and unlocked the car door, Su Xiaoran got into the car in embarrassment, and the smell of Chanel in the car came to her nose again.
"You take the bus to work every day?" Qiao Xiaoyan smiled and talked.
"Hmm." Su Xiaoran smiled awkwardly.
"No, the salary of translators in our company is very high, and you can buy a car with your ability."
"IāI don't want to drive." Su Xiaoran twisted her head out of the window and looked at the fleeting scenery in a daze.
Qiao Xiaoyan saw that she didn't want to continue the topic, so she asked instead, "Were you okay yesterday?" Suddenly fainted in the conference room and scared us to death, I didn't accompany you to the hospital when the time was urgent, Chenxi sent you there, right? ā
"Yes, Manager Chen sent me there."
"You, you're so lucky, you don't know how many girls dream of being held by Chenxi, you're good, yesterday he took you out of the company in front of everyone, Xiaoran, I guess you will be blinded when you go to the company today."
Qiao Xiaoyan smiled, Su Xiaoran knew that she was joking, and by the way, she eased the atmosphere, but Su Xiaoran also knew that what Qiao Xiaoyan said was very reasonable, and she was destined to face a lot of misunderstandings when she went to the company today.
Coming to the company, Su Xiaoran walked behind Qiao Xiaoyan, she knew very well what would happen if others found out that they were so close to the company's new vice president, and it was not a good thing to be too prominent in the workplace.
When I walked into the door of the translation department, I happened to bump into Chenxi coming out of the office, the two of them looked at each other, Chenxi walked towards her slowly, and Su Xiaoran was stupid in place.
"Sort out yesterday's translations and send them to my office."
In a word, Chenxi walked away and walked past Su Xiaoran, Su Xiaoran looked back at him, his back was firm and indifferent, and the Chenxi just now didn't seem to be the Chenxi she knew last night.
"What, nymphomaniac? You did it on purpose yesterday, right? ā
Lia didn't know when she was standing beside Su Xiaoran, watching Chenxi's distant back squeeze over. Su Xiaoran looked at her coldly: "Lia, if you have the ability, you pretend to be sick and show me?" ā
"You? Su Xiaoran, don't think that if you pretend to be pitiful, Manager Chen will like you, let me tell you, I saw Vice President Qiao come to Manager Chen's office to find him yesterday, and the two of them are still talking and laughing. ā
"That's good, I'm not sad, are you sad?" Su Xiaoran didn't want to waste any more time arguing with Lia, she returned to her place, only to feel sleepy and depressed.
Spread out the information and had no intention of working, Su Xiaoran simply closed the information, took out his mobile phone and rummaged through Wan Lei's number and called directly.
"Wan Lei, I don't care what happened to you and Qiqi, in short, I warn you, if you dare to make Qiqi sad again, I won't let you go!"
Su Xiaoran hung up the phone angrily, and May poked her head out: "What's wrong?" Got a fight with your boyfriend? ā
"I don't have a boyfriend." Su Xiaoran was still angry, and she realized that she forgot to be angry last night because she was sad.
"Don't have a boyfriend? So who did you just call? Still so angry? Seriously, Su Xiaoran, you have had good peach blossom luck recently, who was the man who came to our company to find you last time? It's very handsome! ā
Su Xiaoran knew that May was talking about Ji Ren, but the last thing she wanted to remember now was Ji Ren. Su Xiaoran searched on the table, and finally found the materials translated from yesterday's meeting.
"Where are you going?"
"Submit the information!" Su Xiaoran came to Chenxi's office, she knocked on the door, but there was no response. Chenxi shouldn't have come back yet. Thinking of this, Su Xiaoran pushed the door and went in, she put the information on the table, and suddenly her eyes stayed on a photo placed on the table.
It should be an old photo, the edges of the photo have faded, Su Xiaoran couldn't help but pick up the photo, it was a girl about seventeen or eighteen years old, wearing a white down jacket, standing in the snow and smiling. When she saw that face, Su Xiaoran was surprised, it was simply another self. Big eyes, small mouths, and even eyebrows look similar, and there is an obvious pear vortex when you smile.
This should be a little dream, right? Qiao Xiaoyan said that Su Xiaoran and Xiaomeng look quite similar.
Thinking of this, Su Xiaoran's hands trembled. She was just about to put down the photo, when the door suddenly opened, and Chen Xi and Qiao Xiaoyan stood at the door.
"What are you doing?!"
Chen Xi's tone was extremely indifferent, even a little angry, he walked in quickly, snatched the photo in Su Xiaoran's hand and put it in his wallet.
Qiao Xiaoyan also walked over: "Xiaoran, why are you here?" ā
"IāI'm here to deliver the papers." Su Xiaoran was speechless. She secretly looked at Chenxi with her spare eyes, he was really angry, his face was ugly, and the melancholy in his eyes was about to spread to the corners of his eyes.
"Manager Chen, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to."
"You go out, don't come into my office without my permission in the future!"
Su Xiaoran pursed her lips, she really couldn't imagine that the person who was talking to her in this tone now was the person who cared about her last night.
Perhaps, is it really just thinking too much?
When Su Xiaoran walked out of Chenxi's office, Qiao Xiaoyan glanced back at her, but didn't stop her.
"Why are you so angry?" Qiao Xiaoyan sat down and looked at Chenxi incredulously.
"I'm not angry, I just don't like people messing with my things."
"I don't think you want Xiaoran to see Xiaomeng, right?"
Qiao Xiaoyan smiled, and then said, "Chenxi, you shouldn't like Xiaoran, right?" ā
"Nope."
"But your behavior is obviously very strange, or do you think she is a little dream?"
The movements in Chenxi's hand stopped, and after looking at Qiao Xiaoyan for a while, he cleaned up the tabletop, and then asked: "Today is Xiaomeng's death day, I want to go and see her, you ask Xiaoyan if you want to come along." ā
"Xiaomeng is Xiao Yan's sister, do you think he can't come? Chenxi, you are too deep, Xiao Yan has already come out, why can't you? ā
"Alright, if there's nothing to do, please go out, I'm going to work."
"You're running away again, you're always making a fool of yourself and escaping reality. Chenxi, accept the reality, Xiaomeng is no longer there, and if you treat Xiaoran as Xiaomeng because you can't forget Xiaomeng, then you are hurting Xiaoran! ā
Chen Xi didn't speak, and Qiao Xiaoyan rushed out of the door. She didn't expect that she would come back from afar, but she just saw such a Chenxi. The current Chenxi is far from the Chenxi in her memory.
"Vice President Qiao, here's a document that you need to sign." As soon as Qiao Xiaoyan walked out, the secretary Lia walked up, Qiao Xiaoyan had no intention of working, and pushed away: "You take it to my office and put it, by the way, ask Su Xiaoran to come to my office!" ā