"Now, I will send the admission ticket to everyone, and after you get it, you will go to the small whiteboard behind the classroom to take a look at the corresponding classroom of the examination room where you are located. After each exam, go back to the classroom and hand me the admission ticket first, so that you don't lose it. Finally, let's confirm again, do you have your ID card, 2B pencil, and black signature pen all with you? If you have any loss, tell me immediately. Teacher Xie, the head teacher, said on the podium.

"Hey, are you panicking?"

The two boys sitting in front of me whispered.

"Can you not! Fortunately, I took a reassuring medicine when I studied early, and I shouldn't be so nervous when I get to the exam room. ”

"Why don't we do divination, and we can take 94 branches when my bottle is erected?"

His tablemate frowned, hesitated, and said, "Okay, steady!" ”

He threw the bottle into the sky, muttering "please, please", his eyes moving closely with the movement of the bottle, for fear that the bottle would not stand up.

"Ahh

He smiled bitterly and said, "I forgot to tell you, let's come to three games, and two of the three games will be count......ed."

"I think it's better to forget it......"

In the face of the first part we have to face in the college entrance examination - the selection of the exam, the students are naturally very nervous: it is now 45 minutes before the exam, some are comforting each other, some are telling jokes to soothe the atmosphere, some are emptying their minds, and some are doing the last temporary cramming.

I suddenly remembered her, so I turned my attention to Yirui, who was sitting at the front of the classroom—she was talking and laughing with the classmates around her, as if to comfort everyone not to be nervous.

"Sure enough, why should I worry about such an excellent guy as her, I'm so self-inflicted now!" I whispered to myself.

My situation is different, Yirui has set me such an unattainable goal, I am naturally more nervous than everyone else, I want to read the book one last time, but I can't read it at all, I want to find someone to talk to, but I don't have the same table, so I just sit in the position, shaking my legs, looking up at the ceiling blankly, so that my tense muscles can relax to the maximum.

In the last few weeks, Yirui has told me more than once, "believe in yourself, believe in her, and believe in the progress brought by this period of hard work", but the embarrassing thing is that since the provincial simulation in September, the school has not organized other serious tests, if you take the results of the September simulation as a reference, there is absolutely no way to achieve Yirui's goal, but I want to have a chance to test the recent results, but I have never found a chance.

"Whew—" I let out a long, suppressed breath.

"Everyone who wants to read a book at the end can read a book, and if you want to go to the toilet, you can go to the toilet, relax a little, and wait until eight o'clock and ten o'clock to go to the examination room where you are and wait." Teacher Xie said from the podium.

I thought the atmosphere in the classroom was very depressing, so I wanted to go out and breathe fresh air in the name of going to the toilet, so that I could relax and relax.

"Ah, Yujie!" As soon as I stepped out of the bathroom, I heard a familiar girl's voice.

"Irrey."

"Did you rest yesterday?"

"Well, I went to bed early, although I couldn't sleep nervously."

She looked me from head to toe and said, "Are you that nervous?" Look at your legs, they're shaking right now! ”

I really hadn't noticed it before, but when I said that, I really felt my legs trembling a little violently, and the more they trembled, the more they trembled.

"I can't help it, but ...... But you're really nervous, right? ”

"It's okay, it's normal to be nervous before the exam, but when you take the exam, believe in yourself! Believe in your efforts during this time! With a good tutor like me, you don't have to worry too much! ”

Sure enough, it was another sentence, I nodded and said, "I know, with your help during this time, I may be able to ......"

said this, but his heart became more and more unconfident.

"What maybe, it must be possible!"

"Don't say that," I shook my head, "and some things can't be done with words, so it's better to be realistic." ”

"Well, now, how about ......"

Before I could react, Yirui stepped forward and hugged me gently.

"Feel, is it a little easier?"

I didn't react at all, and asked at a loss, "Yirui-san, what is this for?" ”

"You said you wanted me to hug you again, but now, do you feel better?"

Yirui's thin body leaned slightly against my body, although there was still a little gap, but I could feel her rhythmic breathing, and the warmth she exuded gradually soaked my chest. "What is this, what are you doing......

She buried her head in my chest, her slender arms tighter.

Exhale, inhale, exhale, inhale, inhale......

I couldn't help but put my arm on top of her.

Gradually, my body followed her, slowly relaxing and stabilizing.

I felt the rhythmic rise and fall of her chest, and before I knew it, my shoulders relaxed, and I leaned myself against her, and slowly, my rapid breathing eased, and the chaotic tremors of the moment gradually disappeared.

"How's it going, are you feeling better?" She asked quietly.

"Hmm......" I replied.

"That's right." I couldn't see her cheek buried in my chest, but listening to her faint voice, she should be smiling.

"Yirui, it's almost, I don't think it's good, if some classmates see it, it's embarrassing, and the impact is not good......"

"Alright!" She slowly let go of me and said, "I just want to use my body temperature to make you relax a little, nothing else, I hope this hug will be useful!." ”

"Eri ......"

"Anyway, let's do it for the exam! If you still want me to hug you, do what I set for you! She said mischievously and hopped back to the classroom.

"Please, am I such a person?" I muttered.

There is still her body temperature and her fragrance left on her body. I stood there, watching her back in the distance, and I don't know when, the corners of my mouth were slightly raised.

"Well, come on, too......"

With a silent thought in my mind, I walked back to the classroom.

"Ding-ding-" The bell rang over the radio.

Although a series of processes before the big exam have been experienced in the previous semesters of the academic proficiency test, but after all, the academic proficiency test is only difficult to graduate, and it is not decisive for my personal fate, so I have not taken it seriously before, the college entrance examination is different, the same process, I feel that the wait is so long for the first time. Even if I have rehearsed many times in the previous exams, I think there are still students who will leave a pencil or ID card or admission ticket before the exam, after all, when the big exam is headed, everyone is the same at a loss!

"Brother, I'm going!"

"Hmmm! I wait for your good news! ”

The first two boys made it as if they were going to separate, and told each other the final declaration sadly. The two of them hugged affectionately, and then confided their last words to each other.

"Alright, students, let's go!" Teacher Xie sat up from his seat and said, "Everyone works hard, and in the examination room, the students in our class have no problems!" ”

"Good!" The students unanimously responded to the Tao.

Yi Rui smiled at me from a distance in front of me and gave me a thumbs up, as if to say to me, "You can absolutely do it!" ”

I nodded at her, took care of the collar of my uniform, put my admission ticket and ID card in my pocket, and then picked up my pencil case and walked out of the classroom.

"Please do not bring electronic devices with communication functions into the test room, if you accidentally bring them in, please notify them immediately and hand them over to the invigilator......" The radio continued to broadcast the content of the test instructions.

Am I really working hard this month?

Countless times I slept lazily in the morning, and I arrived at Yirui's classmate's house late.

Countless times said that he wanted to take a break, so he ran to the sofa and lay down and played with his mobile phone, and finally was pulled by Yirui's ears before going back to study.

Countless times pestered Yirui's classmates to eat delicious things, but they didn't read the knowledge in the books.

Countless times I fell asleep early at the end of the day.

Can I really believe in myself and the so-called "progress" I've worked so hard for this month?

Sitting in my seat in the exam room, watching the invigilator pacing back and forth in the classroom, and watching my classmates nervously bow their heads one by one, I fell into deep thought once again.

"Let's start handing out answer sheets, let's start distributing answer sheets." The radio continued.

This strange atmosphere came again, and my heart, which I had finally relaxed, began to fluctuate again.

"If you still want me to hug you, first achieve the goal I set for you!" My blank mind suddenly echoed Yirui's words.

Two months ago, it was Yirui's hug that relieved me from the pain of being beaten; Twenty minutes ago, it was Yirui's hug that slowly relaxed my previously nervous heart; At this moment, it was the hug that Yirui had just given that made my heart throb.

I'm sorry Yirui, in order to let you hug me again and satisfy my dirty wish, I let it go!

The invigilator gently handed the exam paper to me.

I remember that before the exam, Mr. Xie emphasized that when the invigilator handed me the test papers, scratch paper and answer sheet, I should remember to say "thank you", although what he just said was "this way you can accumulate some virtue and save some luck", in other words, I absolutely disdain it, but in front of the exam, I believe everything!

"Thank you, teacher!" I took the paper and put it on the table.

"Oh," he didn't seem to react yet, "no thanks, good luck!" ”

When you get the test paper, although you can't start answering the questions right away, according to the exam answering skills that Yirui told me before, you should immediately read and finish the previous simple questions before the exam starts, which not only saves time, but also increases morale. After thinking clearly, I immediately filled in the information, put down the pen, and picked up the test paper with both hands to read the questions.

"The types of questions have changed! Is the elective part starting to appear in the fifth question? ”

I looked at this unfamiliar and very familiar topic, and said silently.

"mdv=mgdt+μmgdt-B2L2vdt/2R, that's right!" I kept deducing the process of solving the problem in my head, "No, the friction in this place is resistance, it should be mdv=mgdt-μmgdt-B2L2vdt/2R, so it should be right!" ”

No matter how familiar this formula is, I can't help but play in my mind what Yirui once said to me: "Look at this place, the result after vdt summation is Δx, and in this way, the result of Δt is about to come out!" ”

So, now that Δt is known here, looking at this problem in reverse, the result of Δx is simply imminent!

Thank you, Yirui-san. Even if I can't fully believe in myself today, I've decided to believe you!

"Ding-ding-"

"Okay, let's start answering the questions!" The invigilator said.

"Yirui-san, I will do it!" I cried out in my heart.

"Ah, it's finally over!" I stretched and leaned back lazily.

"How's that, do you feel like you're going to do it?" Yi Rui said that she took out a bottle of ice drink from the shopping agent, helped me unscrew the cap, and handed it to me.

As soon as the exams for Physics, Chemistry, and Biology were over, and as soon as the cordon to prevent arbitrary entry and exit from the examination room was removed, Yirui and I made an appointment to come to the garden where we had been separated for a long time.

To be honest, it's almost winter, and even Yirui's classmates have begun to wear school uniforms, long skirts and winter coats to school, and now the two of us are still drinking cold drinks, and the moment we enter, we still feel shivering and feeling cold.

"Well, the physics feels smooth, except for the last pace method I forgot how to do it, other than the inevitable calculation errors, there should be no big problem!" I replied.

"If only the pace method is not written, it should still be very good!" She took up her little hand and seemed to want to applaud me, "What about chemistry and biology?" ”

"Creature, I feel average, but you memorized my basic knowledge so much before the exam, I feel that many things are quite familiar after seeing them!" I took a sip of the iced drink and replied cheerfully.

"That's great!" A smile gradually appeared on her face.

"In chemistry, I feel that there are a lot of questions that are half-guessed and half-guessed, and I am not sure."

When she heard this, she tilted her head and said, "Hmm, really? ”

"Really," I sighed, "but trust me! I really did my best when I took the exam! ”

"Haha," she said with a squint, smiling, "it's okay, trust your abilities and luck!" ”

"And how do you think you did on the test?"

I thought about it for a long time, but finally I decided to ask Yirui.

"As usual, there was a small mistake in the middle that shouldn't have been made, but there should still be three more than 97 points!" She looked at the ceiling of the pavilion and said.

"Ah," I put down my drink, "you're so satisfied with three 97s, I knew I would set you a goal of three perfect scores or something." ”

She covered her mouth and laughed: "Full score or something, it still depends on fate, I didn't say that I would definitely get a full score when I took the mock exam, in short, as long as you work hard!" ”

"Hmph, you are really strict with others and lenient with yourself!"

"When did you start to be so humorous," she said with a smile on her face, "You can come to my house tonight, and I'll make you whatever you want to eat!" ”

A few nights before the exam, my mother said that she wanted to make up for my body, so she asked me to go back to my house every night to have a "big meal", so I haven't been to Yirui's house for almost a week.

"Okay!" Although the dishes made by Yirui are not as exquisite as those made by my mother, after all, my life experience is no match for my mother, but I can share dinner with girls alone and face to face, so I naturally will not refuse.

"Then you can talk to your mother."

"Well, let's go home first, I'll put something in the house, take a shower and change clothes."

"Okay, now ......"

"Let's go home together."

"Uh......-huh," she whispered, slowly walking out of the pavilion, "we haven't walked home together for almost a week." ”

The chilly autumn breeze gently brushed her long dress, lifted her coat, blew her long hair, and sent a delicate fragrance.

"Hurry up! If you don't walk back, it's going to be dark. With that, she took my hand and quickened her pace.

"Don't forget, it's still in school, pay attention!"

She stopped, turned around, and gently let go of my hand, "Okay, just now is your last chance to walk hand in hand with me!" ”

"Don't be kidding, okay, holding hands or something, you ......" Before I knew it, my face was already hot, making my facial muscles gradually uncontrollable, and even speaking became stuttering, "You better do it with your boyfriend!" Such...... If you go down, your classmates will misunderstand you......"

She was stunned and said, "Understood, I'll pay more attention to it in the future!" ”

In the golden sunset, she once again showed her sweet smile.

"If you beg me, I can still think again."

"I'm not that kind of person......"

"Mom, I'm back!"

I changed into my slippers and almost threw my bag right onto the couch.

"Son, you're back!" Listening to this voice, Mom was putting clothes in the room.

"Mom, I'm going to eat at Yirui's house today."

"Oh, okay!" She responded loudly in the room, "By the way, how did you do on today's exam?" Is the topic difficult? Is the answer still good? Will they all do it again? ”

"It's all good! I should have done a pretty good job! ”

"That's good," Mom came out of the room and helped me put my bag on the small table on the side, "since you said it felt good, it should be pretty good." Sure enough, you studied with Yirui, a good child, and you didn't suffer any losses......"

"But no, if she hadn't been urging me, I guess I would still be wasting time in bed and doing nothing all day!"

Mom smiled with relief and said, "Well, that's great...... When, let Yirui come to play with us, it has always been Yirui's classmate who is urging you, and we as parents should also thank her......"

"Our house is like this, can it be used to entertain guests?" I shook my head.

"It's okay, my mother's cooking is delicious, next time you must let her come, my mother will cook some dishes to entertain her, if we have such an excellent daughter in our family, it would be great!"

"Then I'll ask next time......"

Mom walked up to me and patted me on the shoulder.

"Look at this kid, he looks a lot more energetic." She said to herself, "I've got the clothes ready for you, you can go straight to the shower!" Don't keep that kid waiting too long. ”

When I came to the mirror, I took a good look at myself.

Sure enough, have I become more energetic?

The messy, long hair, and the dense pimples all over my face disappeared from me at some point. I don't know when I started to hunch over anymore, but I got used to raising my head, straightening my back, tucking my stomach away, and looking forward with my eyes. All of this seems to have changed since I got to know Yirui.

"By the way, Mom, can I take a shower today?"

Suddenly I remembered that I hadn't immersed myself in the bathtub for a long time, so I could relax my muscles and wash away the distractions in my mind.

Mom came over and leaned against the door and asked, "Isn't it too late to get over there?" ”

"I just finished the exam, I want to relax, I will move faster."

"Okay, but remember to take a shower before soaking, so that the water can be left for your dad." Mom advised, "Also, don't let the little girl wait too long!" ”

"yes, got it!"

"Chen Yirui, what a good little girl...... "My mother helped me close the door and muttered to the kitchen, "We Yujie are really blessed!" Hahaha-"

After a simple bath, I let myself sink into the bathtub at will. It was a wonderful feeling to be soaked in warm water, and if I didn't need to breathe, I would have buried my whole body in the water, closed my eyes, and let everything in my brain spread freely.

The door was locked, and my mom couldn't see me with the golden bath bomb lights on.

I let my eyes get soaked in water, and my vision was filled with brilliant golden light.

Today, the first hurdle in my life has been successfully crossed!

It's great that this month, we can finally slow down our pace......

Gradually, my vision became more and more blurred, and before I knew it, I had come to that familiar place, the water-flooded steppe......