Chapter 115: Resentment
On the way to Mr. Fang's house, Chenxi's mobile phone kept ringing, and every time the bell rang, Chenxi hung up, rang again, and hung up again. After a few cycles like this, Su Xiaoran finally couldn't help but speak:
"Why don't you pick it up?"
"It doesn't matter."
Chen Xi said with red eyes, it's late, this point has passed, I don't know if Teacher Hou has fallen asleep?
Su Xiaoran thought that it had been a long time since she had visited her old man's house, and when she thought that Teacher Hou would definitely mention Ji Ren's matter when they met, Su Xiaoran felt in a trance.
At half past eight in the evening, the two arrived at Teacher Fang's house, it was the nanny Xiang'er who opened the door, Xiang'er was the nanny invited by Su Xiaoran to take care of Teacher Hou, in her early twenties, coming out of a remote mountainous area, looking very handsome, and the person was quite diligent.
As soon as she saw Su Xiaoran, Xiang'er hurriedly greeted her sister warmly several times, and hurriedly invited them in.
Teacher Fang and Teacher Hou, who heard the sound, were overjoyed, grinning vigorously, and the wrinkles at the corners of their eyes had already hooked to the root of their ears.
"I always hope you can come, you can't be empty!"
Teacher Fang took Chenxi's hand and got carried away with joy. Su Xiaoran squatted down and looked at Teacher Hou, who seemed to be haggard than before, and was very distressed: "Is there any difficulty in life?" Why does it seem to have lost a lot of weight? ”
"It's been hot lately, and I can't eat." Teacher Hou also smiled, but he was not as energetic as he used to be.
Xiang'er went to wash the fruit and came over, and after greeting everyone, she went into the kitchen, and Su Xiaoran pointed to her back: "Are you still satisfied with Xiang'er?" ”
"There's nothing dissatisfied, I just feel that I don't need a nanny now, you have to find it for me, or I'll quit Xiang'er."
Su Xiaoran didn't look like Teacher Hou was joking, and her heart was even more hanging. She grabbed her hand, and always felt that Teacher Hou was preoccupied.
"What's wrong with you, I don't agree to quit Xiang'er, you need someone to take care of you now, besides, Xiang'er needs to work."
"What do you two say to you? Quietly. ”
On the side, Teacher Fang and Chen Xi had already sat down, looked at Su Xiaoran and said.
"Xiao Ran, come here, I have something to tell you."
Teacher Fang beckoned, Su Xiaoran looked at Chenxi, he smiled at her, Su Xiaoran walked over, Teacher Fang broke up Chenxi, and stayed with Su Xiaoran.
Su Xiaoran was extremely apprehensive, she knew that this conversation was extraordinary and significant.
Teacher Fang looks very amiable on weekdays, and after all, he has been a teacher for decades, and when he is serious, it makes people feel intimidated.
At this moment, she stared at Su Xiaoran's eyes, as if she was examining one's character through observation.
Su Xiaoran felt that she was transparent at the moment, and she knew that no matter what, she would not be able to escape the fate of being censored, so she simply straightened her waist and dealt with it calmly.
For a few minutes, Teacher Fang didn't say a word, Su Xiaoran secretly looked to the side with his spare eyes, Teacher Hou was watching TV, and Chenxi went out to make a call.
"Xiao Ran, why haven't the four of you come over together recently? What about flowers? Has he been busy lately? Teacher Fang finally spoke, but as soon as she spoke, Su Xiaoran couldn't answer, Su Xiaoran smiled lightly and said, "I haven't seen Hua Yan for a long time, he should be busy, right?" ”
"How did I hear that he was in a car accident last time trying to get you?" Teacher Fang's eyes were as sharp as an eagle, and Su Xiaoran smiled awkwardly, she didn't expect this matter to reach Teacher Fang's ears.
"Huayan, that kid is real, I see that he is also very good to you, I'm afraid he is serious this time." Teacher Fang was still laughing, Su Xiaoran was silent, she could only smile shallowly, she was not very good at dealing with this kind of topic.
"Xiao Ran, did you listen to what I said? Don't think I'm wordy, I'm old, and I finally found someone to talk to, and I'm glad you can come today. ”
"Teacher Fang, you are our teacher, we are very happy to come and see you, where is there any displeasure? By the way, Chenxi should have a lot to say to you, I'll go see him. ”
Su Xiaoran had never been so afraid of Teacher Fang as she was now, she got up quickly and came to the door, but she happened to hear Chenxi talking.
"I won't tell Xiao Ran about this, but please stop in moderation."
Chen Xi had his back to the door, so he didn't notice that Su Xiaoran was already standing behind him, he looked excited, and his tone was a little anxious.
Su Xiaoran's mood went down little by little, she didn't understand, what Chenxi meant by what he said just now, could it be that he was talking to Qiao Xiaoyan on the phone?
But why, he would say he wouldn't tell himself? Could it be...... That thing?
Su Xiaoran was stunned until Chenxi finished calling, and as soon as he turned around, he saw Su Xiaoran, who had not had time to turn around.
"What are you doing?" There was a clear hint of disappointment in his eyes.
"Didn't do anything." Su Xiaoran's tone was not good, and he didn't have the heart to go around in circles with him.
"Who did you just call? What the hell are you talking about? Why won't you tell me? Chenxi, do you have a secret to hide from me? ”
"Nope."
It may be that Su Xiaoran asked too closely, so Chen Xi immediately pulled down his face and walked into the room.
Very exceptionally, he directly crossed Su Xiaoran and walked to Teacher Fang's side to talk to her.
This made Su Xiaoran, who was standing at the door, very embarrassed. Fortunately, Teacher Hou called her: "Xiao Ran, accompany me downstairs for a walk!" ”
Extrication.
Su Xiaoran simply greeted Teacher Fang, and then pushed Teacher Hou out of the door. She noticed that even though they had already gone out, Chenxi still didn't glance at her.
An inexplicable huge gap in my heart.
Su Xiaoran's sense of uneasiness was at work again, and of course Teacher Hou noticed that she was preoccupied, but it wasn't until she got downstairs that her old man began to speak.
"When did you guys get together?" Teacher Hou asked Su Xiaoran to put her in front of a flower garden and asked.
"For a long time...... Before. ”
It's not that Su Xiaoran is deliberately perfunctory, but even she herself doesn't know when she and Chenxi started to be together. The relationship between the two people started a little hastily, the process cooled a little, and the ending was ......
What the ending was, she didn't know.
Teacher Hou really sighed and said, "You, you, you should discuss with me." ”
"But didn't you approve of it before?" Su Xiaoran remembered that when she was not with Chenxi, the two old men were very diligent in making peace, why is their attitude cooling down now?
"Once upon a time, now is now, you, just lack consideration."
"Teacher Hou......" Su Xiaoran was said for no reason, and his heart was very heavy.
"Alas, it's not your fault, it's Chenxi, he's too good. Xiao Ran, you have to remember, find someone to rely on, you must not find someone who is too good and too dazzling, if you want to live a peaceful life, you have to find an ordinary person, just live a peaceful life. I heard, Kihito is divorced? ”
"Teacher Hou, don't say any more, I know what you mean. However, I also have my own pursuits, ordinary is good, but that's not what I want, as for Ji Ren...... Why did you mention him all of a sudden? There was no longer any possibility between me and him. ”
Su Xiaoran turned her head to another place, and the shadow of the tree was so long and long by the light that she couldn't see the way back.
Teacher Hou originally wanted to say something more, but she knew Su Xiaoran and knew that she was unwilling to listen to the persuasion of others at this time. So, she swallowed the words back and replaced them with a faint smile:
"Kid, I'm just talking, it's your own business after all, you make your own decisions. I just want to tell you, that Teacher Fang, don't underestimate her influence on Chenxi, Qiao Xiaoyan came here a few days ago and told me about you, and I always feel uncomfortable here recently. I think, why don't I move back to live on my own? ”
Teacher Hou's gaze fell, and Su Xiaoran understood what Teacher Fang was thinking in his heart.
When Su Xiaoran pushed Teacher Hou back, he saw Chenxi and Teacher Fang looking at the graduation photos of that year. Su Xiaoran has also seen that photo, and it is hung on the wall. There are not only Hua Yan and Qiao Xiaoyan on the photo, but also the little dream of the year.
At this moment, Mr. Fang's fingers swiped over the faces of everyone in the photo, and the past was vivid.
"You see, you looked so small back then, but now, it seems like in the blink of an eye, you have all grown so big. Chenxi, it seems that I'm old. ”
"The teacher is not old, we are old."
"Haha, you're still so considerate, do you remember? Once Xiaoyan was sick, in the middle of the night, it scared us all at that time, or you have a way, you carried her to the hospital as soon as possible. I mean, you three, the relationship will always be so good. ”
After Teacher Fang finished speaking, he glanced at Su Xiaoran meaningfully, and his eyebrows were full of the elder's relief.
Teacher Hou went into the house to sleep, Su Xiaoran had to sit aside, the picture on the TV was repeating, and Su Xiaoran's mind floated far away.
When the two went back, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and I heard Xiang'er say that Teacher Fang went to bed before half past nine in the evening on weekdays, but today, she insisted on pulling Chenxi and talking for a long time, until it was time to leave, she was still reluctant to hold Chenxi's hand, cherishing it again and again.
In the car, Su Xiaoran turned his face to the side, looked at the dark night outside the window, and was speechless.
Chenxi was also driving quietly, as if he was thinking about something, his brows frowned slightly from time to time, Su Xiaoran noticed it, but he didn't take the initiative to care about him.
She is still full of anger in her heart, saying that it is anger, but it is more resentment, every time as long as Chen Xiyi hides something from her, she feels full of uneasiness, she doesn't know, is this considered a pathology, if it is, then can she find an antidote?