Chapter 314: Farewell
After Zi Yan said this, she reluctantly showed a smile. However, seeing that Zhang Liangsheng was still indifferent and lowered his head, the smile on Zi Yan's face gradually disappeared. In its place was an unspeakable, deep sadness.
“…… yes, if you don't want to leave, I'll go by myself. ”
In Zhang Liangsheng's eyes, every word Zi Yan said at the moment was full of loneliness and sadness, if it weren't for such a situation at this moment, Zhang Liangsheng couldn't imagine that he would let Zi Yan fall into such a sad situation one day.
In fact, Zhang Liangsheng can completely understand Zi Yan, because even if he is himself, if the other party doubts himself to this point, he will feel desperate.
It's not a matter of understanding or not, just like Zhang Liangsheng has a heavy responsibility on his shoulders, Zhang Liangsheng knows that the real Zi Yan's feelings for him are just as profound.
Isn't he deeply in love with Ziyan?
But the current situation does not allow him to express his feelings.
Expressing feelings means believing in the other party, believing in the other party, and it is bound to throw a lot of questions. Questions lead to answers, and whether the answers, whether true or false, will give you a deeper understanding of the other person.
In this process, the feelings will deepen, and it has nothing to do with whether Zi Yan in front of me is true or not.
And he is in the midst of an advanced hallucinogenic burial technique, maybe all this is not a hallucinogenic burial technique, but it is just a preparation that Falling Moon Ji made in order to bring her "daughter" here. But this kind of tangled idea itself is very dangerous for Zhang Liangsheng.
“…… Good bye. ”
In the end, Zi Yan, who seemed very weak and helpless, stood in front of Zhang Liangsheng for a long time, and after seeing that he didn't react, she couldn't even squeeze out a smile, and tears flowed out of her eyes uncontrollably.
Zhang Liangsheng watched Zi Yan hang his head deeply and walk towards the light curtain, and the thin shoulders trembled slightly, which made Zhang Liangsheng's heart like a knife.
“…… I'll go with you. ”
Zi Yan trembled slightly, and after that, she felt a warm big hand tightly gripping her small hand. But Zi Yan didn't look up at him, because she couldn't cry anymore, her face was scratched again, and she didn't want Zhang Liangsheng to see her like this.
“…… Thank you. ”
At the moment before stepping into the light curtain, Zhang Liangsheng seemed to hear Zi Yan whisper to himself. But his heart was even more guilty. After all, he still couldn't ruthlessly let Zi Yan leave alone.
Of course, Zhang Liangsheng has not forgotten his mission, but under the current situation, Zhang Liangsheng's judgment is that even if he stays there alone, I am afraid there is no better way.
If Falling Moon Ji had been using that attitude against himself, he would have no way to find a breakthrough. Then, now she can only bet that Zi Yan is true, and what she said about her life experience is also true. It's a very risky gamble, and if you're not careful, you lose it all.
Zhang Liangsheng told himself that if he didn't want to lose in this gamble, he had to be cautious and cautious, and the most important thing was not to let himself be inclined to believe Ziyan.
Maintaining a neutral stance and looking at Zi Yan's affairs as objectively as possible is all he can do now.
In the light curtain, the dazzling bright light continued to shine, and finally, the two of them also came to a silent plain.
Zhang Liangsheng saw Zi Yan sleeping beside him, and he himself felt very weak. Zhang Liangsheng still clearly remembers that he had just entered the Pantheon
That's how it feels.
"Did you really leave the Pantheon......
Of course, Zhang Liangsheng knew where this was, the deepest part of the Witch and Ghost Forest that he had been caught by Zhao Wen in the Pantheon.
But I don't know if it's because the time when the Pantheon appeared has disappeared, the normal scenery has been restored here, the fog has dissipated, and from a distance, you can still see patches of lilac plants, but only this core area has not changed at all, just like a normal forest.
Zhang Liangsheng searched around and found that the environment was really very similar, so similar that he had to believe it. And this made Zhang Liangsheng feel even more confused. If you really left the Pantheon, now ...... It means that the Zi Yan around her is true.
Returning to Zi Yan's side, Zhang Liangsheng saw her sleepy appearance, but in her sleep, Zi Yan didn't seem to be at peace. Willow's eyebrows furrowed, and the face that was oozing blood from the thin scratches had been completely consumed by the dried blood.
Regardless of whether Zi Yan is true or not, looking at her like this, Zhang Liangsheng's heart instinctively rises with a distressed emotion.
So, Zhang Liangsheng first carried Zi Yan to the small cave where the Tibetan Silver Fairy was housed before, tore off the strips of cloth from his clothes, went to a small lake nearby to fill a bowl of water and came back, wet the strips of cloth and gently wiped Zi Yan's cheeks. Maybe the water was too cold, or maybe it was the stinging pain of the wound that woke her up.
When Zhang Liangsheng helped Zi Yan clean up the blood stains on her face, Zi Yan slowly opened her eyes, first stunned for a moment, and then saw Zhang Liangsheng staring at herself at close range, Zi Yan immediately covered her face and said hurriedly: "Luo, Zhang Liangsheng, you avoid it first." ”
Zhang Liangsheng silently pulled Zi Yan's hand, and the latter struggled a little, but finally gave up under Zhang Liangsheng's control. But not long after, tears fell from the corners of Zi Yan's eyes.
“…… I'm not ugly. ”
Zhang Liangsheng felt that his heart was like a knife at the moment, but he just shook his head silently.
Zi Yan looked up at Zhang Liangsheng's complicated expression, there was heartache in his eyes, but there was also a deep concern. Zi Yan smiled miserably and said, "If you come to this world, you don't want to believe me, why do you need to leave the Pantheon with me?" What's the point? ”
Zi Yan's words seemed to be said by Zhang Liangsheng, but it seemed to be said by herself. Zhang Liangsheng didn't answer, just silently cleaned her wounds. In fact, Zhang Liangsheng himself didn't want to do this, but what could he do, although they came to this world now, they still couldn't say that they really broke away from the Pantheon.
If you want to stay awake in the illusion, don't trust others easily when it comes to critical matters. After going to Luoyue Ji, you have to remember that the only person you can trust is your own Martial God and the others who warned Zhang Liangsheng in this way before immediately. And now Zhang Liangsheng is trying to let himself do it.
Because everything that happened now was too special for him to expect at all, Zhang Liangsheng seemed a little flustered, but he was still doing his best to make himself more cautious. To be honest, in this terrible situation, it seems that there is nothing else he can do other than that.
In fact, this is related to the thoughts in Zhang Liangsheng's heart, he thinks that if this Zi Yan is the real Zi Yan, he should be more considerate of himself, if this Zi Yan can't understand what he did, then the result will be revealed. Therefore, as far as the current Zhang Liangsheng is concerned, he hopes that Zi Yan can play a little trick with him.
It's just that things didn't develop in the direction that Zhang Liangsheng longed for.
Zi Yan was stunned for a long time
watched Zhang Liangsheng wipe the wound on his face for himself, then shook his head gently, stretched out his arms to wrap around Zhang Liangsheng, and gently leaned against Zhang Liangsheng's arms.
"It's okay...... I'll wait for you, I know you need time. ”
Zhang Liangsheng was silent and stopped the movements in his hands.
"When I had just left the Pantheon and came out into the world, everything seemed so psychedelic and unbelievable. Zhang Liangsheng...... I can totally understand you, everything in that pantheon can really drive people crazy. ”
After that, Zi Yan tugged at the corners of her mouth, smiled very self-deprecatingly, and muttered, "Especially...... When his mother was still a witch to others. ’
hesitated for a long time, but in the end, Zhang Liangsheng looked at the crystal tears in the corners of Zi Yan's eyes, and sighed imperceptibly, then put down the strip of cloth in his hand, stretched out one hand, and after hesitating for a moment, gently wrapped around Zi Yan's waist.
And after Zhang Liangsheng's palm covered it, Zi Yan trembled slightly, as if she was also responding to Zhang Liangsheng, and her delicate body leaned closer into his arms.
Zhang Liangsheng ...... It's not that I don't trust you, so I'm hiding my background, it's just ...... Who would believe this strange life experience? Hehe. ”
As he spoke, Zhang Liangsheng saw Zi Yan's thick curved eyelashes trembling slightly, and slowly opened the pair of beautiful apricot eyes.
The black eyes were raised, and the fragile gaze looked at Zhang Liangsheng, which was full of infatuation and love, which made Zhang Liangsheng's heart gradually melt a little.
"Zhang Liangsheng, if at the beginning of our belief I told you that I was a child from a world of illusion hundreds of years ago, would you believe me?"
“…… I do not know. ”
"No, you won't believe it, you'll stay away from me, you'll think I'm a weird girl, a mentally abnormal girl......"
Zi Yan muttered, lowering her eyes, as if she was reminiscing about the past, and her gaze gradually became complicated.
"This kind of thing, I sometimes think about it from a different position, if I meet a girl like myself and introduce my life experience in this way, I definitely don't want to know him, let alone get close to him...... The Pantheon, which was left by the celestial burial master for the undertaker to explore the treasures of heaven and earth, how could it be inhabited? ”
Zi Yan lay in Zhang Liangsheng's arms like this, slowly, gently, as if in a dream about her past, but Zi Yan seemed to be really immersed in her own memories, and what she said was more or less illogical. And this incompleteness made Zhang Liangsheng feel a sense of reality.
I have to admit that now in Zhang Liangsheng's heart, the balance that had always been neutral has gradually tilted towards Zi Yan. As Zhang Liangsheng, there is no way to do it, first of all, now that he has left the Pantheon, and what Zi Yan is talking to himself does not have the slightest flaw.
If all this is still a hallucinogenic burial person, then this Falling Moon Ji is really terrifying.
"But...... Anyway, Zhang Liangsheng, I'm actually glad you can enter this place. ”
After that, as if she was afraid that Zhang Liangsheng would misunderstand, Zi Yan raised her body a little anxiously, gently grabbed Zhang Liangsheng's chest with her little hand, looked at Zhang Liangsheng eagerly and said, "I don't mean to hope you suffer, but to ...... You've had this experience, and I'm telling you about myself like this, and you're probably going to feel more real and credible......"