Because my conversation with Kan Yuanzi was too inexplicable, and even the subsequent vacillation I fell into was unexplained, the story of Zou Minghai and me is the biggest secret, so far, even the closest grandfather and Bu Nishang don't know, let alone everyone.

My mother had already grabbed my shoulder from the side: "Xiaodong, are you okay?" Why is your face so pale? ”

At this moment, if it weren't for the large number of people in the field, I would really have to ask if it was my own birth or something, but what can I do now, the struggle in my mind is getting more and more intense, such an ordeal, and I am exhausted.

Who am I, where do I come from, such a metaphysical philosophical question, it turned out to be so devastating, and I suddenly thought of Bu Nisheng's experience all the time, and subconsciously felt heartache for her.

When they turned their heads to look, probably because their mother was by their side, everyone took a step back, Zhan Baifeng and Shan Cangmu were worried and confused, but they seemed to be puzzled and never said a word.

On the contrary, it was Ni Shang who I was worried about, and at this moment, a pair of beautiful eyes that could speak fell in front of my eyes, as if asking with concern: "Xiaodong, what's wrong with you?" ”

I also want to know what's wrong with myself, but this kind of inexplicable heart makes me unable to talk about it anyway!

This is to understand, the lily-like girl is obviously dazed but can walk into the eyes of my heart, the fragrant breeze lingers on the tip of her nose from far and near, she no longer takes into account the red clouds on her pink face, so for the first time in front of her parents and grandfather, she held my hand in front of her.

The eyes are full of tenderness, the gloomy heart is gone, the rain-washed sun is rising, it is so bright that it illuminates my path, and the pain dissipates.

Bu Nishang didn't even ask me why, didn't explore, and was no longer curious, she pinched my palm vigorously, and whispered softly: "Xiaodong, let it pass in the past, you still live in the present!" Whether the past is joy or sorrow, glory or disgrace, why care! ”

It's like a thunderbolt in my mind, and the whole person suddenly realized, yes, Ni Sheng is right, no matter how deep Zhang Mingyu is related to me, at this moment, I am Jiang Dudong, I have my own way, I have my own thoughts and care, whether it comes from inheritance or not, it doesn't matter, the love is still around, there is no love wrong, it is happiness!

Since the awakening of the Silver Seed, in the past few days, I have stood in front of Ni Shang to shelter her from the wind and rain, especially in the journey of finding a way to return her yang, more often I have become their support and captain!

However, at this moment, feeling the message from Bu Nishang's soft voice, I suddenly had a sense of time travel, as if I had returned to the stunning white shadow when I first met, she was fierce, indifferent, powerful, knife-mouthed, tofu-hearted, always by my side when needed!

Yes, everyone is growing, Erkun, Shancang, Zhan Baifeng, how can Nishang fall behind, but she is just used to standing behind me, I enjoy the process of protecting her, and she is happy to fulfill my protection!

It turns out that this is the silent love of this beautiful girl, it turns out that she has always been silently watching me behind me! But time has changed, rushing forward without leaving us any chance to stop, thinking that she is still the silly and blank girl, so that I can always be her dependence!

But it can't be! With the improvement of strength, many of Nishang's memories should be slowly recovering, she is not all amnesia, but more like she was sealed by some kind of power in her past, but as her strength continues to increase, this seal is shaking, maybe it won't be long before she remembers it all!

The Twelfth Brother and Wang Xu Lao Dao both told me that I must treat Bu Nishang well, although the old Tao is not detailed, it is very likely that he and the Twelfth Brother know the same, and they all refer to me and Bu Nishang to be entangled in the previous life.

What kind of affection can make a ghost who dares to collide with the Buddhist array, the woman in red who is a moth to the fire, the short-lived brilliance, even if you just think about it, you feel that your heart is swaying and you can't extricate yourself.

Of course, I believe that there is a heart and soul between me and Ni Shang, but at this moment, I can read other meanings from Kan Yuanzi's words and give comfort appropriately, is it really just a coincidence?

Apparently not! Could it be that Ni Shang remembered the past? I won't think of Zhang Mingyu!

Thoughts are churning again, although that Zhang Mingyu is likely to be my previous life, but at this moment Bu Nishang is my lover, why does that ethereal past guy want to occupy my lover's heart, an earthy love word resounded in my heart: "When I think of yesterday, I also liked you, and today I am jealous." ”

I changed this sentence slightly, thinking that you still liked me in your previous life, I want to fight with him!

It's just that all this is just a war in my mind, after Ni Shang said to me don't care, he has already pulled out his little hand, while pulling away a body distance from me, a wisp of bangs on his forehead covers half of his eyebrows, but he doesn't say it anymore!

I felt a burst of self-blame in my heart for no reason, Nishang is so concerned about me, a look can understand my mind, but I don't seem to be so appropriate to her, just like now, I must not be able to guess her heart!

Hesitating, the words of doubt were already on the edge of the exit, but they froze, and the breath of everyone around me reappeared in my senses, yes, even if you want to ask, it shouldn't be now, this should be my secret with her, it shouldn't be on such an occasion!

When I struggled out of my emotions, I found that everyone's eyes looking at me were a little weird, just like Kan Yuanzi before, they all wanted to speak and stopped!

What's wrong? I looked at myself in confusion, only to find that the lily-like girl around me turned into a rose, bright and dripping not only her red lips, but also the glow on her face, in addition to the beauty, there is also a kind of peach beauty, I can't help but want to take a bite!

Of course, the first weird thing is my parents, especially my mother is looking at me and looking at Ni Dress, and there is a kind of urgency wandering in her eyes, as if she is waiting for me to explain!

How could this suddenly be the case? I suddenly remembered Bu Nishang's whisper before, the long-term relationship between the nine layers of the netherworld has made us unconsciously form a specific intimacy, plus no one in the netherworld recognizes us, so we don't have many scruples in getting along!

I just returned this time, and I just had a sudden abnormality, Nishang shouldn't have thought about it so much, so she directly gave the most effective comfort, but this kind of action also directly betrayed our relationship, so that Bu Nishang walked into the eyes of her parents for the first time.

Although my "daughter-in-law" is definitely a "pretty daughter-in-law seeing her in-laws", but in the face of such a blazing gaze, Bu Nishang, who was already thin-skinned, was suddenly embarrassed, and she must have drilled directly behind me in the past, but now before the "in-laws", nothing is right, and she can only let the blush spread.