The eighth aunt is good at playing the piano, and when she was in the future, she heard her father talk about it, but since I came here, I have never heard her play a complete tune, that day, the first time I saw this phoenix tail, it was also dusty for a long time, and she was tired of it for a long time, and she didn't want to touch the scene again, right?

"Eighth aunt?" I tentatively called out to her: "Are you still sad about what happened back then, can't you let go?" ”

"What happened back then? What do you know? "Aunt Eight doesn't look at me, her eyes look out the window, revealing nothingness. For more up-to-date chapters, visit: ШЩЩ.(7)(9)XS.сОМ. Please search to see the most complete! The fastest update

"It's over, no matter how sad it is, it's useless, so you'd better mourn and go with the flow." I persuaded her, though a little pale, but I really hope that she can be separated from the grief of losing her son, and when she faces us, there is no sorrow or joy on her face, like an ancient well without 'waves', but I can read in her eyes an indescribable depth of pain.

"More than ten years have passed, and even the deepest wounds can heal. It's just that some things are like a fish in the throat, you can't spit it out or swallow it, and it's like a pinprick all the time, and you can never let go. ”

She smiled bitterly and hurriedly 'played' the Buddhist beads on her wrist to calm the sharp ups and downs of her mood.

When I first heard Aunt Nine talk about it, Aunt Eight went to Fuhuaan to practice because the child was stillborn and disheartened. At that time, I also felt that the eighth aunt was too fragile, why couldn't I think about it like this, as for the slump and abandonment of Hongchen, the tone of listening to her today is obviously something else.

My heart moved, did she know anything about the events back then? I wanted to inquire, but I was afraid that I would expose her scars and make her sad and disgusted.

"Eighth aunt, I also heard my aunt talk about things back then, are you blaming your father for not caring enough about you when you were sad and sad, and liking the new and hating the old, and marrying the tenth aunt?"

The eighth aunt smiled indifferently when she heard this: "Since I was willing to marry into the Su family and wronged myself to be his eighth aunt, I was already ready to share a husband with others, and I had already thought that one day, he would like the new and hate the old, and he was tired of me, how could I be so hypocritical, insatiable, and stupidly ask for his exclusive favor?" Men all over the world are affectionate, your aunt can understand this truth, how can I not understand it? ”

"In that case, what is there that my aunt can't see? In the house, there are good brocade clothes and 'jade' food, and some people ask for warmth in the cold, which is stronger than the bleak wind and cold rain here, and no one cares, right? ”

She stretched out her other hand and gently stroked the anchovito, her eyebrows and eyes were filled with strong remembrance and tenderness: "Your father also persuaded me, saying that my 'nature' is too strong, and it is easy to break, maybe I really blame myself, and I shouldn't take some things too seriously." You must be laughing at me, if you were like other aunts, you are rarely confused, and you won't end up in such a miserable situation. ”

"Actually, aren't the aunts envious of your freedom and purity?" I comforted her and said: "You can't have both fish and bear's paws, since you are nostalgic for the splendid garden of Sufu, you have to give up the peace and happiness of life, but your choice is different, what qualifications do you have to laugh at you." ”

The eighth aunt smiled bitterly and said, "The garden is full of splendor? Yes, isn't the Su family glamorous in the eyes of outsiders? Only those of us in cages know how miserable it is. ”

From her words, I thought that she must have had some misunderstanding with her father, just like Aunt Jiu had misunderstood her father over the years, so she persuaded her more: "Eighth Aunt, although I have never lived in the house and have not had much contact with my father, I think that no matter what he does, he must have his own reasons. ”

Her eyes instantly condensed with water vapor, her fingertips began to tremble, her emotions were uncontrollably 'excited', and her tone was filled with strong resentment: "What can he do?" In the final analysis, it is not the interests of the Su family! For this reason, he can sacrifice the feelings of everyone around him, including his own sons and daughters, he is not worthy of being a father at all! ”

I couldn't help but be stunned by her father's condemnation, and what she said was true, but I didn't expect her to be so indignant.

She sang a few words of the Dharma in a low voice and exhaled a long breath: "Sins and sins, that's it, I don't want to mention the past again." You should be lucky that you are a 'female' child, and you are lucky to save a 'life'. It's better to listen to your grandmother, be a good 'girl', and dedicate your lifelong happiness to the glorious future of the Su family in the future. ”

The words were sharp, and he couldn't suppress the 'agitation', and he didn't want to say more at the moment, so he left the qin on the desk, turned around and walked out of the room: "I will give you this troublesome root and seedling today, lest I touch the scene, get angry, and commit a hat." ”

I was still stunned, and I didn't react yet. First, I was a little surprised by her obvious resentment towards her father, and second, she was thinking carefully about her words, "You should be glad that you are a 'girl' and you are lucky to have saved a 'life'." She clearly meant something, did she know that she had been manipulated when the baby boy was stillborn? I remembered the words of the fourth aunt again, saying that Liu Wenpo had asserted that I was a boy, could it be that the eighth aunt meant that my aunt had a miscarriage back then, and it was for this reason.

Is there someone in the house who doesn't want too many men in Sufu, so as not to be divided into family property?

I have heard many such cases before, in which large families fight for family property, wives and concubines kill each other, and brothers turn against each other.

But where does her resentment against her father come from?

She is obviously angry, where do I dare to catch up, to get to the bottom of it, I can only guess by myself.

On the second day, when I went to the Houshan Apricot 'Flower' Forest, I hugged the anchovian and pretended to show it to others. Another reason is that I rely on my studies, and I can use the excuse to ask for this piano playing knowledge in the evening, and then talk to my eighth aunt.

When I went to the woods, I naturally went to check the utensils I had stolen from first, and the pots and bowls were washed and put between the branches, and a few fish were tied to grass stems and hung on the branches to dry, covered with broad leaves, and obviously salted. I just mentioned it casually, but I didn't expect the man to do it in his heart, which is interesting enough.

The forest is clean, the weather is good today, it is rare to be sunny, there is a ray of bright sunlight through the 'flower' branches, mottled on the ground, lined with bright and bright. I chose a clean place to sit on the floor, put the piano on my lap, did not dare to use my fingers too hard, and only picked the strings with my fingernails and learned the simplest notes. For a while, I felt that it was not so boring, and it was still very rewarding to listen to the sound of the piano from sharp or rough to pleasant.

When he was arrogantly intoxicated, another shallow laugh sounded: "A good phoenix tail piano was played so loudly by you, like a magic sound, and you are the first person in the world." ”

The little sense of accomplishment that had just risen was instantly struck by him, and I didn't need to look up, I also knew who was coming, and retorted unceremoniously at the moment: "My pair of slender hands are used to diagnose diseases and administer needles, help the world and save people, and naturally disdain to learn these 'coquettish' methods of flattery and favor." ”

His footsteps as he walked over were obviously stagnant: "Such an elegant thing is actually called a coquettish method by you, and it is so justified and fresh to find an excuse for your stupidity." ”

I didn't raise my head, still concentrating on studying the strings in my hand: "Those men who boast of their elegance, which one is not full of brains and intestines 'fat', brocade clothes and 'jade' clothes, don't worry about whether they are hungry, don't care about the suffering of the people in the world, seek pleasure, and sing songs every night." And the 'female' people learn the piano in order to compete for the favor of this kind of man, hurt the 'spring' and sad autumn, and have no disease to return to the present, obviously do not know the taste of sorrow, and say sorrow for the new words. twist and behave, learn these lingering and sympathetic tones, and sensationalize flattery. I think I live for myself, I don't have to bother to please anyone, and I don't care about marrying such a hypocritical man who does nothing, so naturally I don't need to force myself. ”

The scent of ink approached slowly, and he walked up to me, flicked the hem of his clothes, sat down on the floor opposite me, and took the piano from my lap domineeringly, and before I could react, a stream of water flowed from his fingertips. Today, he is wearing a bamboo blue 'color' embroidered ink bamboo wide-sleeved brocade suit, which is casually spread on the phoenix tail qin, reflecting the ten fingers like 'jade', lightly wiping and picking, skillful and elegant.

He occasionally lowered his eyes, and the thick eyelashes cast a small shadow on his face, and occasionally looked up at me, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

I've never been intoxicated by this kind of music, and I always feel that it makes me feel 'refreshed' and sad for no reason. But he played the song like the snow on the mountain at the beginning, the snow melted, the mountain spring dingdong, and suddenly like the bamboo forest breeze transiting, the bright moon and the mountain shining on the pine spring, which made people feel refreshed and happy, and the mood was instantly cheerful, and many of the thoughts in the heart of the 'chaos' disappeared like smoke.

I was so stupid that I forgot where I was.

There are apricot 'flowers' and 'flowers' petals blown down by the wind, fluttering down, floating down his hair, adding a close moistness to him.

"The sound of the piano is the most self-cultivation 'sex', the cultivation of sentiment 'temperament', the piano was originally innocent, the fault is just that the person who plays the piano is not pure enough, you blame it." At the end of the song, with the lingering sound, he stroked the piano and asked me, "What do you think?" Do you think I'm also the hypocritical person? ”

I still hadn't come to my senses, and I listened to him as if he were asking me, and said casually, "You don't seem to be useless. ”

His face sank in an instant, like a dark cloud that seemed to be able to drip water, and I realized that my 'hair' problem of speaking without brain was committed, and I hurriedly explained bitterly: "I said something wrong. I mean, it doesn't seem to be useless, I always thought that it was a beautiful sound, which could discourage people's morale, and make people fall into the gentle country and not want to make progress. Listening to you play a song today, it is as straight as heaven, you can filter the dust of the heart, clear the mirror of the heart, cultivate the self and cultivate 'sex', which is better than the Sanskrit sound of education in the nunnery. ”

After a snap of the fart, he was obviously extremely useful, and his face was gentle, like a breeze.

I stuck out my tongue and said enviously, 'If I had a tenth of your ability, I wouldn't have to worry about my grandmother's nagging.' ”

He was obviously still immersed in my admiration for him, and he still looked arrogant: "Although you are a little stupid, you are not so ignorant, you can learn it by heart for a while, and you will be able to hear it." ”

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