Chapter 314: Temptation
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"So, have you ever had a dream like that again in the past few days?" Bai Ran looked at Li Yifan and asked.
"The tea is delicious." Li Yifan smiled and held the teacup and asked Bai Ran to refill it for himself. "Yes, there are still dreams, but now I can face them very peacefully."
"Oh, that's good, why do you have to impose the pain of others on yourself." Bai Ran smiled and poured tea for Li Yifan, forcibly suppressing the emotions in her heart that wanted to continue to ask.
"No matter what the victims are, I think I can help them with my own eyes." Li Yifan held the teacup, blew it, thought about it and said with a smile.
"Don't you want to give up? In fact...... A simple life is good, so why bother to find yourself unhappy. Bai Ran said earnestly.
"Even if you can adapt to it now, what about in the long run? If you encounter malicious or very ...... Very perverted and bloody, do you think you can still handle it?
Even in peacetime, there are still a lot of killings in this world, maybe people you see will be killed before you know it, those inexplicable killings, those psychological distortions, perverts and cruelty, you can accept them? Can you still be as peaceful as you are now? ”
Bai Ran looked at Li Yifan in front of her, she asked one by one, it was obvious that her question made Li Yifan fall into deep thought, Li Yifan lowered his head, originally thinking about coming over to confront Bai Ran, but now it has become Bai Ran's forced question.
He didn't think about these questions, and he didn't even dare to think about them, since the last time the physical education teacher was brutally tortured and killed by the dog-headed hero, he always deliberately avoided these questions, and he didn't dare to think about it.
He was a pacifist, but after facing the help he saw in the face of what he saw, he even had some expectations, hoping that he could successfully stop the killing, and to live was to help those victims and let them survive.
It's just that the killing and abuse he encountered later made him more and more hope that he could be strong, no longer afraid, and he could help these poor victims in his own way, from his friend Jiao Ting before to Bai Haochen in front of him, although he witnessed the whole process of the other party's killing of Ren Wubiao, but Li Yifan knew that Bai Haochen was the victim.
He wants Bai Haochen to be treated fairly, not to be called a murderer as soon as he comes up, ignored and ignored, resulting in the final death in the cold cold storage, a dead murderer, no matter what kind of pain he is in, people are already dead, even if they dig deep into the pain behind him, how many people will care.
"Giving up these painful things, and even going crazy in the future, you can't change the lives of others, and you can't stop them, and all you can do is just watch them die and feel their fear and helplessness." Bai Ran looked at Li Yifan in front of him, who was still bowing his head and his eyes were beginning to wander, he knew that he was hesitating and thinking about this.
“…… However, I saved one man...... Maybe I can say that I saved her. Li Yifan raised his head, and his originally sloppy eyes gathered together again, forming a light.
"I saved my friend, and if that could be counted, there was another person, although he was a murderer." The corners of Li Yifan's mouth suddenly rose slightly, with a trace of pride. Yes, if you have to impose on yourself the meaning of still insisting like this, it is that you can finally save people.
"But what about the pain later? It's not always that coincidental. Bai Ran still didn't give up, and said bitterly.
"Even if it's a tenth, that's enough, and I think that's what God gave me these eyes." Li Yifan suddenly laughed, Jiao Ting is still alive, Bai Haochen will wake up soon, his awakening can indicate the destruction of Xiao Donglai, these are enough, enough for him not to be afraid of the unknown in the future and persevere.
"Alas!" Bai Ran let out a long sigh. "Now that you've made up your mind, what else can I say." Bai Ran shook her head helplessly and said.
"Just promise me that if you have any questions, remember to tell me as soon as possible, whether it is the discomfort after waking up from a dream or the adverse reaction after taking medicine." Bai Ran looked at the thinner and thinner boy in front of him, and couldn't help but feel a little distressed, but in the face of his still resolute decision, he felt more heartache at the moment.
"Here, continue to eat this, if you have an uncomfortable reaction, you must tell me as soon as possible." Bai Ran took out a small plastic pill box from the drawer and handed it to Li Yifan.
"Why isn't this the glass bottle from before?" Li Yifan looked at the opening of the medicine box, not only the medicine bottle, but also the pills inside looked different from before.
"It was a semi-finished product before, and it was a pure extract, although the side effects of short-term use were not so big, but if you have been taking it for a long time, it will have an impact on the body and spirit." Bai Ran explained.
"This is diluted, the last time you asked for it suddenly, I left in a hurry, and I couldn't deal with it, although I still hope that you can cure the disease, but I am still prepared, I know that you have a stubborn personality." Although he originally wanted to persuade Li Yifan, since he had decided on his own, he could only support it.
"You made that medicine before?" Li Yifan took out a small tablet and looked at it, remembering the medicine Ren Wubiao took, and couldn't help asking. "I didn't know you could make a drug yet."
"Haha, you overestimate me too much, how could it be that I did it, last time it was usually used in the patient's medicine, of course, it will not be processed as a pure extract, sometimes it will be ground into powder and put in the sac, or it will be taken in stages."
"You are now using this medicine for patients, of course, they will not take this kind of medicine every day, although the effect is slower than pure extract, but there are fewer side effects." Bai Ran laughed and said.
"Oh, I thought Bai Ran, you know a lot about medicine, and you can research medicine yourself." Li Yifan showed a little disappointment on his face.
"Then I also have to have a certificate to make medicines, if everyone can make drugs privately, then the society will not be chaotic." Bai Ran said funny.
"Bai Ran, let me ask you, do you know if there is a drug that can improve the sensitivity of the human body?" Li Yifan asked, seeing Bai Ran's blank face, he asked again. "It's just that the nerve-to-skin touch sensation intensifies, and I feel very painful when I touch you?
Wrong wrong...... It should also increase the excitement and pleasure. Li Yifan said that he overturned it again and continued to ask.
"I really don't know, but how did you remember to ask this?" Bai Ran shook his head and said.
"Ha, it's nothing, I just thought of it suddenly." Li Yifan was observing Bai Ran's expression the whole time, looking at Bai Ran's appearance as always, and what she had been thinking about herself before, Li Yifan even felt that he shouldn't doubt Bai Ran.
After meeting, Li Yifan only felt that how could he doubt Bai Ran, who was so good to him, the person he trusted the most, and he even blamed himself for testing Bai Ran.
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