"The lake is your eyes

Dreams are full of stars

Mood is a legend

Waiting for eternity

Growth is a door to leaves

Childhood had a group of dear people

Spring is a journey

The vicissitudes of ownership

Those I love

Those winds that have passed away

Those eternal vows over and over again

Those who love me

Those precipitated tears

Those eternal vows over and over again

We've all had an innocent and sad face

With the sun in hand, we look into the distance

Gently day by day, year after year

When we grow up, will we sing our hearts again?"

I worked overtime in the dead of night, returned to this familiar place, and started a new life. I turned on the music during the break, and I heard the song inadvertently, and in a trance, it seemed like I had returned to the days of the campus.

In 2008, I had already read the second year of junior high school in Hongsibao No. 1 Middle School, and my cardamom feelings began to appear. I liked my tablemate, it was a clean, thin tall boy, with yellow hair and black-rimmed glasses, who often lay on the balcony of the corridor and looked into the distance, and his eyes occasionally flashed a hint of melancholy. Every time I walk through the cafeteria, I will see him on the basketball court, and he sings very well, often singing Zhou Chuanxiong's "Dusk" during class activities, "After the whole summer, the sadness is not better......

I remember that at that time, there was a trend of reading romance novels among the girls in the class, and that boy was the prototype of "That Kid is So Handsome" in his heart. I like to secretly chat with him in class, and I often get angry with him inexplicably because of some trivial things, I like to help him with his homework, and I like to push my bicycle home together after school..... knew that his family and his own family were in the opposite direction, but he didn't say anything about the joy in his heart.

Think about that back then, happiness was so easy to get, just because the boy he liked regarded himself as a friend and said a few more words.

At that time, I liked to sing this song "Wish" the most, because my little wish was to be admitted to high school with him, go to college in other places together, even if it was not in the same school, it could be in the same city, and I could travel through the whole city to his school on weekends and walk and chat together......

In the end, this wish was also not fulfilled, and it was defeated by time, parting, and selfishness. Now that I think about it, at that time, I just fell in love with the feeling of secretly liking him, so it became the deepest first love.