Qi An's face changed, and he avoided her gaze in annoyance, "I'm just telling the truth...... The people in the village hold you up like a god, but how can there be a god in this world? Don't we all know that? You say yes. ”

"Of course there is a god in this world. A deity is a belief that can perform miracles. For example, changing the big fishing village, you say, right? ”

"You ......" Qi An glared at her in embarrassment. After a while, he pouted again, "Okay, I can't talk about you." So what do you want me to do? ”

"Do it step by step! The first step is to get acquainted with all corners of the big fishing village and clearly understand the characteristics of each piece of land here. ”

"Huh? You want me to farm? ”

"How tired do you think it will be to modernize the operation? Besides, I didn't have that intention. But understanding is a must. Otherwise, how can you tell what's good and what's not? Almost all of the successors of big businesses start from the bottom, do you know why? To put it bluntly, it is to know oneself and know that the other side will win all battles. Since you are going to manage this place, shouldn't you fully understand the advantages and disadvantages of the big fishing village? ”

Qi An was speechless. His family conditions are good, and he has been studying in key schools in the city since junior high school. I really don't have much affection for the big fishing village.

So it came to his heart. At the moment, he could only nod, "I see." And after that? ”

"After that, I will introduce you to the resources in my hands, as well as the bits and pieces about the agricultural trade, as long as you are willing to learn, I will definitely know everything."

Qi An was naturally happy. Especially when she said that she would give him all the resources in her hand, he was even more excited. In the traditional concept of Chinese people, connections are equal to wealth. With connections, he was still worried about business, he was angry before, didn't he also think that Song Jinyao relied on his connections and not all of them were talented?

In other words, in Qi An'an, he decided that what he lacked was just connections. But in Song Jinyao's eyes, he still has too long to walk. This is destined to not be too pleasant for them to get along with each other.

Song Jinyao knew it from this moment, but she didn't want to care about it for peace of mind. Who knows, just such a patience, he actually planted such a big bomb for himself. It almost made her doomed!

It's a pity that there is no early knowledge in this world. And Song Jinyao has always been a pragmatic person, since he promised Qi Changde to take Qi An to the road, he will do what he says, and he will be by his side for the next few days.

From this hill to that hill, from this lake to that sea. It was also in this groping that Qi An's suppressed love and admiration were revived. Gradually, the discourse was no longer limited to agricultural trade knowledge and large fishing villages.

To this day, there are even more words......

"Teacher Song, has there been no news from Jinxi's father? I don't think Jinxi seems to be clamoring for Dad."

Two days ago, he mentioned Huo Shaoting intentionally or unintentionally, but as soon as Song Jinyao frowned, he closed his mouth in amusement, but today I didn't know what medicine I had taken wrong, she was silent, and he was still asking questions.

"I heard my dad say that Huo Shao is a wealthy young master, is this really the case, what year did you get married? Doesn't it mean that wealthy weddings are generally grandly reported? Did any of you journalists expose it back then? Jin Xi he ......"

"Tomorrow I won't have to explore the terrain anymore, I will tell you roughly how the crops grow. It's not too difficult, and they're some of the most common crops. I will also show you the corresponding theoretical books. Monday is the Farmers' Conference, and Saturday and Sunday are at home and you are preparing. I'll leave early with Jinxi. ”

Such obvious indifference is that even the clay figures can see it. Qi An awkwardly pulled the petals of a flower in his hand, and pouted: "Got it...... Teacher Song, actually...... Are you afraid that I will say something about Huo Shaoting again, he can't mention it like that."

Song Jinyao glanced at him calmly and said, "Yes! I don't want to mention him at all, so you can still understand it."

Qi An was stunned for a moment, and touched his nose to cover it up, "What are you talking about...... As if you're complaining about me, don't I care about you too? If someone else else wants me to care, I don't bother to this distraction......"

"No, you don't. Doing your own thing is better than anything else. Don't put the cart before the horse! ”

After the cold words ended, Song Jinyao walked a few steps quickly, caught up with Jinxi who was jumping in front, picked him up and walked towards the small courtyard halfway up the mountain. Leaving behind him, Qi An had some annoyed and angry eyes, stared at her back and looked at her for a long time, and finally sighed helplessly, and then strode towards the bottom of the mountain......

On Saturday and Sunday, Qi An didn't know whether he was angry or ashamed, and he didn't come to the courtyard again. Song Jinyao was rarely idle, and took Jinxi to play near the small waterfall again. The lake is still so clear, and the surrounding scenery is still green and dense, but in Song Jinyao's eyes, he always feels that something is missing......

Thinking about it, it seems to be a feeling called lively. With Huo Shaoting here, the world is a lot more noisy, and without him, it is really a lot more deserted. Even Jinxi, who laughed when she was in the pool in the past, hung her head and drooped.

In the hammock in the afternoon, Song Jinyao hugged Jinxi to take a nap. He closed his eyes, and she pondered. Although life gradually returned to peace, it seemed that everything had become boring.

The waterfall is boring, catching rabbits is boring, admiring the moon and watching the stars go to the sea to fish, these things that used to be a day for their mother and son to do, but now they have become so boring. To sum up, is it not because of Huo Shaoting?

He is like a handful of salt, which makes them suddenly taste the heavy taste of life, and now it is easy to return to the days of boiled water? The more she thought about it, the more troubled Song Jinyao became. There was no doubt that he was important, but he chose not to want them again, what should she do? Let go of pride and find out? Or will it be forgotten by time?

Before she could figure it out, God played a big joke on her over the weekend. The big slap of fate was thrown on her face, and it really hurt so much that she couldn't feel ashamed......

She never dreamed that she would meet Fang Zhirou and Huo Shaoting in the women's clothing department on the eighth floor of the Century Spring in Linhai City. No, she should have thought that she would meet Huo Shaoting. But not a day in advance, let alone such a scenario......

At that time, the fashionable and high-end live women's clothing department was at the mouth of the department, and they pulled and pulled as if they were arguing about something. Then Fang Zhirou suddenly stood on tiptoe and kissed him forcibly. Huo Shaoting seemed to be very reluctant, but in the end he was indifferent.

The surrounding scene seems to become unreal. Song Jinyao stood numbly in the oval corridor and watched, her tense heart couldn't tell what it tasted like, but her trembling hands made Jinxi uneasy......

"Mom. That's Daddy......"

"I know ......" tears fell silently as the words came out. She forced herself to raise her hand and wipe it dry. picked up Jinxi and turned around and left.

"Mom, Daddy......"

"Jinxi is good. Mom will definitely find you a better dad. I promise. ”

Song Jinyao didn't know how to get back to the hotel all the way. The child became her armor, supporting the last vestiges of her will. She could even laugh and buy him ice cream, but by the time Jinxi fell asleep, all the disguises were gone.

She was afraid that she would be too broken to control herself, so the hotel provided red wine. She was afraid that she would wake Jinxi up with too much sadness, so she got into the huge bathtub of the bathroom. The cork was easily opened, and the red wine poured into his mouth like water.

Three years ago, when she was in the most painful time, she did not use alcohol to kill her sorrows, and now she indulged herself......

Tears opened the floodgates and fell, she didn't dare to make a sound, she covered her mouth and cried while pouring, fiercely tossing herself to death, bottle after bottle, three bottles in one breath, but her heart hurt even more...... So it hurts...... So I had to continue to irrigate ......

I don't know how long, but my body seems to be really numb. His heart no longer hurts, his consciousness is blurred, and he looks as if he is about to successfully anesthetize himself, but Jinxi's voice exploded in his ears......

"Mom, phone."

Song Jinyao encouraged to maintain the last bit of sanity, shook her fingers a few times before grabbing the phone, and settled inarticulately: "Silly son, go to sleep...... Mommy is fine......"

Jin Xi sighed, and then walked out. It took Song Jinyao another half a moment to shake the phone to her ear and fed her vaguely. Huo Shaoting's low voice immediately came from there: "Where are you?" ”

"Huo Shaoting?" Song Jinyao was already drunk, but when she heard this voice, she instinctively shouted.

"What's wrong with you? What happened? ”

"Nothing, just drunk. Four bottles? No, five, maybe six? I'm amazing, isn't ......."

"Where are you? Tell me now! ”

"Why am I telling you? You liar! Tell you, are you here to hurt me? I'm not that stupid...... Huo Shaoting, I decided to find a father for Jinxi...... A person who loves me very much......"

"Song Jinyao! Don't you dare! Tell me where you are right away! Otherwise, I'll turn Linhai City over! ”

"Hahaha......" Song Jinyao laughed wildly, and tears of laughter came out, "Are you looking for me again?" So affectionate...... But I won't believe it anymore...... My heart...... Three years of self-healing, two months of strengthening...... Once you were beaten back to the pre-liberation ...... It's gone. Listen, can she still jump? Hahahaha, it doesn't jump, does it? ”

The vague drunken words sounded so sad, the rare laughter so desperate......

What exactly did she do wrong? To be deceived again and again, to be toyed with and applauded?

"Jin Yao, you ...... Know what? ”

"I know I'm a joke. Hahaha, joke! You've said a long time ago that you want to see me sad for you, and how interesting it would be to see how funny it would be for someone like me to lose his temper like me. Do you see it now? You win! Win so thoroughly and beautifully! So let me go? I'm not Song's daughter anymore, I don't have any capital to gamble anymore, okay? Leave me alone......"

"Jin Yao, calm down, Fang Zhirou and I are indeed not what you think......"

"What is that? Explain it to me! Interpretation! For three years, I told myself to trust my instincts. You love me! Even if my mom says ...... Said that I was her stand-in, that's why you married me, I still believe in myself. Even if Ke Lan and the others hinted that you followed me to the Song Group just to steal the bidding secrets on the real estate, I still believe in myself. Even if I am about to give birth to Jinxi, you are still entangled with Fang Zhirou, I still believe you...... Looking into your eyes, I can't control my heart...... I believe in you and I love you...... But you did this to me...... You explain! Interpretation! ”