232 is my fault
Concubine Shu's tone obviously made the Imperial Doctor very panicked, he hurriedly turned around, and saw that Concubine Shu was looking at him with a pair of red eyes, such an aggrieved and painful gaze made him think of the past. She looked at him with such pain and despair as she watched him mingle with other women.
As soon as his heart fell into the ice cellar, the familiar tide of guilt and self-blame struck him like a slashing head and covering his face.
"Ah Rong, what do you want me to do?" Finally, he heard his own faint, pleading, tone.
Concubine Shugui's expression was relieved, "You said that only I can come to this place." ”
The Imperial Doctor was stunned, and felt that for a moment something seemed to be pulling away from the bottom of his heart little by little, not very painful, but it seemed to involve his flesh and blood, making his fingers tremble a little.
After a while, he seemed to sigh softly. Raising her eyes to look at Concubine Shu, she was still familiar with her guilty and doting gaze, "Okay, I won't let her come again in the future." ”
Concubine Shu laughed with tears in her eyes, "Ah Zhong, if you are lonely, I can arrange for someone to come over to accompany you." ”
"No need." The Imperial Doctor shook his head and said, "No, I don't care. It's just Ah Rong. Why do you hate her so much? ”
Because she didn't like Ruotang, he didn't even dare to say the word Ah Tang in front of her.
He has always been so attentive and attentive to her.
Even after guarding her for so many years, this is the first time he knows what warmth is. It's a pity that he was destined. is not qualified to retain such warmth.
"It's not that I hate her." Concubine Shu bit her lip. He said softly: "Ah Zhong, she is not as simple and kind as you see, she ...... You know I never speak ill of people, but I'm really afraid that you'll be deceived by her well-behaved appearance. Do you know that the emperor has always distanced himself from me, hated me, and had nothing to do with her instigation! She first instigated the emperor, and now she is approaching you again, but I'm afraid it won't be long. Even you will be separated from me. ”
As she spoke, tears fell again, "If even you were separated from me, I would really have nothing." ”
The Imperial Doctor looked at her stunned, how could she have nothing? "No, Bailihuang loves you so much......"
"If the color is weak, it is late, he is a king, how can his eyes stay on me all the time? Ah Zhong, you know it clearly, if you hadn't helped me all these years, I would have been as old as the queen a long time ago, Your Majesty, where would he look at me more? Concubine Shugui's big watery eyes were full of tears, "I have always known in my heart that the person who can really rely on me has never been Your Majesty." Ah Zhong, I know it all. ”
She looked at him so sadly and dependently.
The Imperial Doctor's throat moved, he closed his eyes forcefully, and when he opened them again, there was a lot of determination in it: "Then do you know, I can take you far away from here, away from the land of Liu, away from these people and things that make you afraid and make you afraid." Ah Rong, I can take you away! ”
His gaze was unprecedentedly bright and firm, and he looked back at Concubine Shu fixedly.
Concubine Shugui's pupils shrank slightly, obviously she didn't expect the Imperial Doctor to say such a thing, which made her very surprised when she was used to the Imperial Doctor's unconditional concession and tolerance towards her.
"Take me away?" She smiled wryly, "Where to go?" The world is not the king's land, whether it is Liuguo or Dachu, where can you take me? Ah Zhong, you obviously know that His Majesty rescued me from the cave back then, and when I saw you and ...... I can't go with you anymore. ”
The emperor's divine doctor's still firm expression was like a loud slap in the face immediately.
How did he not know that Ah Rong was reminding him that he was the one who lost her back then, it was he who couldn't stand her, it was he who pushed her to Bailihuang's side, it was he who didn't protect her, and he let Bailihuang push her to the side of Emperor Dachu. She has suffered a lot and suffered a lot of sins, and the source of these sufferings is all because of him!
Remorse and pain overwhelmed him again, and he finally squatted down slowly with his head in his hands like a knocked down giant, his painful voice with a thick nasal voice, like a silkworm trapped in a thick cocoon, desperate and unable to see a way out: "It's my fault, it's all my fault!" ”
……
Ruotang had been watching the closed door of the West House from a distance, and the old lady and the palace people she brought were guarding the door, watching the movements of their master and servant vigilantly.
When the door opened with a babble, the first person to come out was Shuguifei, whose eyes were still red.
Her tear-drenched eyes grew brighter.
Ruotang subconsciously straightened her waist, and when she was thinking about what kind of expression she was going to put on, Concubine Shu nodded and smiled at her.
Watching her gently move the lotus steps towards him, Ruotang couldn't help but squint, looking at her gentle and kind face vigilantly.
"It's been a long time since you've been in the palace to accompany your mother, what are you busy with?" Concubine Shu asked as if chatting.
For some reason, Ruotang looked at her as if nothing happened, but she clearly felt that it was more frightening than the appearance she wanted to soar when she entered the door just now, "The weather has been hot recently, and I rarely go out, except for the uncle, there is nothing else to do." ”
Concubine Shu's smile became softer, "Really?" Bengong also thought that you were going to be the eldest princess's daughter, and you should be too busy to take care of it right now. Bengong didn't know that Ah Tang still had such an opportunity, and it was really good luck to become the eldest princess's daughter. ”
Ruotang was shocked, but she didn't even know about it, and after a slight pause, she said, "Thank you for the eldest princess not giving up ......"
"Such a festive event, I'm afraid that this palace will not have the opportunity to participate." As she spoke, she smiled and took Ruotang's hand, and her slightly raised face was filled with expectation and a humble pleading, "This palace is in a hurry, and there are no good things around, this pair of bracelets has been with this palace for a few years, and it will be given to you, so this palace should congratulate you in advance." ”
As he spoke, he was about to put the pair of red gold longevity locks on his wrist on Ruotang's hand.
She looked at Ruotang's eyes, still with such a pitiful and begging look.
But her hand was holding Ruotang's hand to death.
Ruotang never knew that a woman like Concubine Shugui, who seemed to be able to blow it away with a gentle gust of wind, could have so much strength.
It hurts to be pinched by her!
It was as if the bones of her hands were about to be crushed by her.
Ruotang looked at her eyes, her heart was really hairy, and she thanked her: "This bracelet is too valuable, I really can't stand it, Niangniang is still ......"
I couldn't help but pull my hand back.
Who wants her to exert herself, but Shuguifei suddenly unloads her strength.
Before Ruotang could figure out what was going on, Concubine Shu had already fallen to the ground with a scream.
Immediately, the old grandmother's high-octave scream sounded, and this strange scream made Ruotang's heart tremble fiercely. Sub-liver sausage brother.
"Niangniang, Niangniang, are you okay?" While stretching out his hand to help Concubine Shu, he accused Ruotang in disbelief: "Miss Shen, how can you push Niangniang?" The mother is kind enough to reward you with a bracelet...... The mother is begging you in a low voice, what else do you want? ”
Ruotang looked at the noisy scene in front of him, and then looked at the imperial doctor who rushed over quickly when he heard the sound, and suddenly felt a little funny.
It turns out that it is.
The imperial doctor had already nervously arrived at Concubine Shugui's side, and his thin face was full of anxiety and distress: "What's the matter, why did you fall down so well?" ”
Concubine Shu naturally lowered her head and pretended to be a pitiful victim, and the old lady pointed at Ruotang without expectations, and shouted indignantly: "It's her!" It was Miss Shen who pushed Niangniang, and Niangniang fell to the ground! Huangfu Divine Doctor, please take a look at Niangniang, but have you fallen and injured anything? ”
Concubine Shu hurriedly shook her head, holding down the hand of the imperial doctor who was eager to check her ankle, "I'm fine, it's all the old lady making a fuss." Don't blame Miss Shen, she didn't mean to push me. ”
It's okay if she doesn't say that, her words fell, and the cold eyes of the imperial doctor looked at Ruotang.
Ruotang looked at him calmly, she didn't defend herself, because she knew that at this time, she would be of no other use to provoke the emperor's doctor.
Sure enough, the Imperial Doctor saw that in addition to calmness in her big white eyes, she didn't even panic for a while, frowned slightly, and said coldly: "You go, don't come back in the future." ”
When Ruotang heard this, she lowered her head slightly, hooked the corners of her mouth, and didn't know whether she was laughing at herself or mocking someone, she bowed to Concubine Shugui, "Niangniang, do you feel tired?" ”
Concubine Shugui's heart was terrified, but there was a blank look on her face.
Ruotang looked at her disguised face without any flaws, "Aren't you tired of calculating all the time, calculating anyone around you who can be calculated, including those who really care about you and love you?" ”
Without waiting for Concubine Shu to speak, Ruotang gave a farewell salute to the imperial doctor: "Uncle, take care." ”
……
When Concubine Shu's car quietly disappeared at the end of the street, two petite figures sneakily emerged from behind the stone lion in front of someone's house.
"Girl, what the hell are we going to do?" Cai Qing, who was sunburned and drooping, wiped beads of sweat and followed behind Ruotang, "The Imperial Doctor has driven us out, even if we go back now, the Imperial Doctor will definitely not let us into the house again." Didn't you see the look in the eyes of the imperial doctor when the concubine slandered you? ”
"I'm not blind." Can you not see it?
"Since you have seen it all, can you send it to the door and let the imperial doctor clean you up?" Cai Qingyu was puzzled.
"I still forgot to tell my uncle something, so I'm going to finish talking before leaving."
"If the emperor's doctor doesn't open the door, you can't get in?"
"He doesn't open the door, I don't know how to go over the wall to get in!" Ruotang looked like she was rubbing her fists and grinding her palms, but when she saw the high wall in front of her, she looked at Cai Qing and then at herself, and suddenly wilted, "Let's call the door." ”