Ji Ruxing, who was sleeping, closed her eyes tightly, her expression was painful, her face was full of sweat, she seemed to have encountered something painful in her dream, she struggled violently, and then suddenly opened her eyes, her eyes fierce and pathetic.

However, when she saw her surroundings clearly, her vicious eyes became confused and frightened.

"Where is this? How am I here? Ji Ruxing got up abruptly and looked around, the black and yellow mud brick walls, the uneven mud floor, the thin green tiles above her head, and the quilt she was covering before had been washed and faded......

She inexplicably felt that this place was very familiar, and the quilt was also familiar, as if she had seen it somewhere before!

Suddenly, her eyes widened! Isn't this the house I lived in when I was an educated youth in Yangliu Village? The washed and faded quilt was still what she had brought from home......

How did she get here again? Could it be that she married Xu Yiwen, returned to the city, and had children, all of which she imagined, not reality?

Ji Ruxing thought for a while and finally her eyes turned red, and she fell on her bed and cried, great, if it's not real, it's really good! She will definitely stay away from Xu Yiwen, a hypocritical man, in the future, and don't pay attention to him!

Ji Ruxing cried bitterly for more than half an hour before she gradually calmed down her excitement and eased up. Thinking that she was still a educated youth in Yangliu Village, and did not marry Xu Yiwen, she only felt that God treated her well, so that she saw in her dream the destitute and poor future after marrying Xu Yiwen, after knowing all this, she could no longer have dealings with Xu Yiwen, a useless man, and she must live her own glory in the future.

Ji Ruxing wiped away her tears and walked out of the Educated Youth Academy, she remembered that she did not go to work today because of illness, but rested at home.

At this time, she and Xu Yiwen were in an ambiguous period, and they did not pierce the window paper, but Xu Yiwen would keep a copy for himself whenever there was anything delicious.

However, Ji Ruxing, who had experienced everything in the dream, knew that Xu Yiwen got all the food from a girl named An Nan in the village, who liked Xu Yiwen, so he often used things to supplement him, but Xu Yiwen used the things he got from other women to please himself.

Even if she is a person with vested interests, Ji Ruxing still can't help but despise Xu Yiwen, this hypocritical and slippery scumbag, after deceiving other people's little girls, he came to deceive himself again, and he wanted to step on two boats!

Maybe that An Nan knew his true colors, so he broke off the relationship with him and finally married another family in the village.

Xu Yiwen didn't have her, so he turned back and was good with himself, but the young man in the hated dream was actually moved by his rhetoric, and finally really married him.

They got married in Yangliu Village because they couldn't go back to the city, but after a few years, when things didn't matter so much, they also tried to go back to the city to find work.

However, after returning to the city, they still had nothing, Xu Yiwen finally begged someone to enter the factory, but he was not a regular worker, the salary was very low, and he couldn't support his family at all, so she had to go out to look for a job just after giving birth to a month, but she had neither family background nor academic skills, and only found some casual workers to earn some hard-earned money.

With the birth of several children and school, their lives are becoming more and more embarrassing, and the pressure is breathless, Xu Yiwen finally vented his unhappiness in work and life on her and the children, beat and scolded them if he was slightly unsatisfactory, and also borrowed alcohol to kill his sorrows, and after drinking, he became more tyrannical and often moving.

Ji Ruxing was in such pain in her dream just now, that is, she dreamed that Xu Yiwen beat her up after she was drunk and lost her mind, and beat her all over her body, so she was so sad, angry, painful, and desperate, so she woke up.

When Ji Ruxing thought of the scene in her dream, she couldn't help but shudder, she couldn't help but shudder, she couldn't wait to see Xu Yiwen again now!

However, she didn't get her wish, because Xu Yiwen came back from work, and when he saw her standing at the door, his eyes lit up, he walked quickly to her, and asked with concern: "Ruxing, is your illness better?" ”

As soon as Ji Ruxing saw him, she was so frightened that she took two steps back and stayed away from him, only then did she feel more relieved.

Xu Yiwen saw her look like she was avoiding her in fright, and immediately hurt her self-esteem, and asked sadly: "Ruxing, are you ...... What's wrong? Why do you seem to be scared of me? ”

Ji Ruxing then remembered that this was not in a dream, Xu Yiwen was not her husband, he couldn't and didn't dare to beat himself now, so she breathed a sigh of relief, but looking at Xu Yiwen's eyes, she couldn't help but be disgusted: "I'm fine." ”

Then he turned around and went back to the room, ignoring Xu Yiwen again.

Xu Yiwen saw the disgust in her eyes, but he didn't know why Ji Ruxing hated herself, obviously she was still smiling at herself this morning, and she seemed to be interesting to herself, why did her attitude towards herself change in just one afternoon?

Xu Yiwen was confused, and wanted to go to Ji Ruxing to ask, but Ji Ruxing closed the door and only said that she still needed to rest, which was to refuse his communication.

"Ruxing's health is still good?" Zhou Aiguo, another male intellectual, who also came back from the field, asked, he was tall and big, with a dark face, thick eyebrows and small eyes, and he was not very good-looking, but he was also a person who had a good impression of Ji Ruxing, so he didn't see Ji Ruxing after he came back, so he asked.

Xu Yiwen immediately said as if he had seen an enemy: "Ruxing said that she had to take a rest, as if she had no energy." ”

"How good is that? Do you want to take her to the health center? Zhou Aiguo suddenly became anxious and asked.

Xu Yiwen hurriedly said: "No, she said that it would be fine if she lay down again, and she didn't need to go to the health center." "Xu Yiwen won't let Zhou Aiguo have the opportunity to be courteous in front of Ji Ruxing.

"Is that so? It's okay, I'll go boil some boiling water for Ruxing. Zhou Aiguo said, and really went to boil the water.

Ji Ruxing, who was in the room, heard the words of the two clearly, so she laughed mockingly, sure enough, Xu Yiwen would only say good things and care about himself, but he didn't have half a point in action, even if he gave himself some small favors, it was also from others, and he would be willing to borrow flowers to send Buddha.

And although Zhou Aiguo is not handsome enough, she is considerate and thoughtful, and she really cares about herself, why was she blind in her last life, but she didn't look down on the down-to-earth and hard-working Zhou Aiguo, but she fell in love with the hypocritical Xu Yiwen?

Ji Ruxing only felt that she had a big dream, and she completely saw who really cared about herself and was the one who was good to herself.