Li Qingmei was weak, she really fell asleep, and when she woke up, it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, and the lights were on in the ward, and the dim light was not dazzling.

There was no one in the ward, and the silence made Li Qingmei sad and cold, and stared at the ceiling silently for a long time before she moved and saw the bag on the bedside table.

She struggled to get up from bed, the pain in her stomach alerting her that the baby was gone again.

Yes, it's gone again!

This wasn't her first miscarriage, it was the third!

Li Qingmei suddenly had a feeling that she was deeply guilty, and in seven months, she had three miscarriages at once, would she be entangled by the child in her belly and come to her to ask for her life.

Li Qingmei shivered all over her body because of this thought, and a burst of fear surged from the bottom of her heart, almost drowning her and making her collapse.

No, it won't!

She didn't want to, she didn't mean to!

Li Qingmei took a deep breath, didn't want to scare herself, quickly took out her mobile phone from her bag, opened it and saw that there were more than a dozen missed calls on it, and there were also a lot of unread messages on WeChat.

The missed calls were all from her eldest brother Li Yunrui.

Li Qingmei wanted to ignore it, but she didn't dare, and after struggling in silence for a while, she still called the phone back.

"Where are you? Why don't you answer the phone? As soon as he connected, Li Yunrui was the tone of Xingshi's questioning, although his voice was not loud, but it revealed a coldness.

"Big brother, I had a miscarriage, I'm in the hospital, I just woke up and got my phone."

Li Qingmei has long known that Li Yunrui has no brother and sister affection for her, but when she is most vulnerable, she can't get any comfort, and she still can't stop feeling wronged in her heart.

"I asked you to take birth control pills a long time ago, but you didn't listen, and you found guilt again and again, and delayed things!" Li Yunrui frowned and said coldly and ruthlessly.

"I'm sorry, big brother. Me, I'll just rest for three days, and I won't be delayed for too long. Li Qingmei said.

"Okay, I don't need you, I'll give you half a month's vacation and take care of your body." After Li Yunrui said this, he hung up the phone.

Li Qingmei put down her phone and touched her cheeks, which were wet, and her tears flowed down at some point.

Reaching out to wipe it off, Li Qingmei didn't want to cry at all.

She rang the bell, asked the nurse to come in, and brought her something to eat, no matter how difficult it is, no one loves her, she has to live, and she will love herself in the future!

After drinking some porridge, Li Qingmei felt more comfortable, so she asked the nurse,

"Who was the doctor who operated on me before? On duty? I'd like to ask him a few things. ”

"You wait for me, I'll call you Dr. Wang." The nurse said.

"Thank you." Li Qingmei smiled slightly.

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When the doctor came, Li Qingmei asked directly, "Doctor, will my miscarriage affect my future pregnancy?" ”

"Have you had a miscarriage before? The interval is quite short. The doctor looked at her case and asked with a frown.

"Hmm." Li Qingmei nodded.

"Your condition is not very good, if you don't take care of it well, I'm afraid it will be difficult to get pregnant again in the future, and it is also likely to cause habitual miscarriages." The doctor said, "You can't just be young and just toss. ”

"Doctor, I don't want to get pregnant again." Li Qingmei said, "You can sterilize me." ”

“…… Are you sure? The doctor couldn't help but be stunned, seeing that she didn't have any children of her own, and she was still so young, she actually decided to have a ligation.