Chapter 3 The breakup made her so painful
"Just forgive me this time, okay? I will definitely cherish you in the future! ”
Bai Cheng hugged her body harder and harder. He regretted it, and the moment Lin Jiayi proposed to break up, he really regretted it.
When I was with my lover before, no matter how much guilt I felt about Lin Jiayi in my heart, but every time I had a happy night, I would immediately leave Lin Jiayi behind, until now, Lin Jiayi was about to leave him, and finally brought Bai Cheng a sense of crisis, and he has been in a vicious circle under the double squeeze of desire and conscience.
Lin Jiayi shed her last tears, broke free from his embrace with an expressionless face, and muttered, "I'm sorry, I can't do it if I want to recycle other people's used garbage." She lowered her head and straightened the folds of her skirt, tossing the long hair on her chest behind her, "From now on, we have nothing to do with each other. ”
With that, she held a stack of folders, overstepped Bai Cheng's obstruction, and strode out of the office.
My chest is so tight, it's so uncomfortable......
Lin Jiayi gritted her teeth and walked slowly holding her chest. Her quiet personality made her unable to scold Bai Cheng even in such a situation, and the pain in her heart could only be borne silently by herself, unable to vent.
And that's what it feels like to have a heartache, right? She loves Bai Cheng very much, but she absolutely can't bear the mark of another woman on her man.
But what about deep love, now he is nothing in her eyes, from the moment she made up her mind to break up with Bai Cheng, Lin Jiayi has begun to learn to forget this relationship.
With her right hand raised, she stared at the glittering ring, her left hand clenched and raised it back with force, and the ring fell to the ground with a subtle crashing sound. What love is stronger than Jin?! In fact, it is not vulnerable to desire at all......
The four-year love run, just when they were about to reach the finish line together, all the previous efforts were wasted.
Lin Jiayi didn't tell anyone about the breakup, including her own family, so that these days, when Lin Jialin mentioned Bai Cheng in front of her, she only smiled perfunctorily, and even sometimes, she didn't even have the least perfunctory.
These days, she is always alone in a daze, looking restless, and sometimes she will unconsciously put the air in her mouth while eating, as the so-called mourning is greater than heart death, even Lin Jiayi herself is not sure how long it will take for her to get out of the shadow of lovelorn.
"Lin Jiayi!"
Brother Lin Shengyu's call immediately pulled her mind back, relieved her, Lin Jiayi looked at the two people staring at her with some embarrassment, and shook her head helplessly: "I...... Distracted again? ”
"Just ask how well the chopsticks are gnawed by you." Lin Shengyu joked angrily, before, Lin Jialin said that her sister was restless during this time, maybe she had quarreled with Bai Cheng, and he didn't believe it yet.
From this point of view, Lin Jialin's worries are right, Lin Jiayi has been like losing her soul for a while, she is absent-minded about everything, what can hit her like this? Bai Cheng? I really haven't seen them together these days.
The dinner she carefully prepared was ignored by this girl, and she glanced at Lin Jialin, who was eating with relish on the side, before she did it, Lin Jiayi had the same reaction as her, and because of this, Lin Shengyu became more and more sure that something big must have happened to Lin Jiayi.
After dinner, Lin Jialin went back to the house to review her homework, Lin Shengyu brought the dishes back to the kitchen, and also brought Lin Jiayi with him.
"Jiayi, don't you have anything to say?" While scrubbing the dishes in the sink, he raised his eyes to look at Lin Jiayi, who was silent on the side, "What's wrong with you?" ”
"Did you quarrel with Bai Cheng?" Seeing that she was silent, Lin Shengyu had no choice but to guess by himself, but observing Lin Jiayi's face, he was always expressionless.
The more she avoided, the more he wanted to know the truth of the matter, as a brother, Lin Shengyu also knew her very deeply, and what made him convinced was that every time the secret was buried by her, the more serious the consequences would be if it broke out.
Lin Shengyu wiped the water stains on his hands, took out his mobile phone from his pocket, raised it at Lin Jiayi, and demonstrated: "If you don't say it, I'll call and ask yourself." ”
The method of coercion and temptation really worked, and just when he was about to press the dial-through button, Lin Jiayi finally spoke.
"I broke up with him, brother, are you satisfied?"
Her tone was as flat as a pool of stagnant water, as if what she said had nothing to do with herself, but Lin Shengyu had already frowned coldly.
"Why?"
"Cheating." Lin Jiayi closed her eyes self-deprecatingly, and then let out a faint sigh, "He slept with other women behind my back." Looking at Lin Shengyu's increasingly blue face, she waved her hand comfortingly, "I dumped this scumbag in time, you should be happy." ”
In the next second, Lin Jiayi's eyes widened suddenly, and Lin Shengyu pulled her past and tightly imprisoned her in his arms. "I'm sorry......" he whispered in her ear, "I always thought that Bai Cheng was the one who could give you happiness, and it was me who failed to protect you......"
Lin Shengyu's apologies undoubtedly hit the softest part of Lin Jiayi's heart, her hands lightly pressed against Han Shengyu's back, patting gently, originally because of Bai Cheng's cheating, the saddest person should be her, but now she feels that Lin Shengyu seems to be more lost than her.
"Brother......
She called softly, Lin Shengyu slowly let go of her, and when Lin Jiayi was about to continue, the voice of a girl exclaiming sounded behind her.
"Sister! Did you really break up? Lin Jialin rushed in almost angrily, and pulled Lin Jiayi's hand, and her white palms were already in a lot of cold sweat because of nervousness.
Lin Jialin originally wanted to come to the kitchen to get a soda to drink, and overheard a conversation between her and Lin Shengyu. No wonder, every time I mentioned Bai Cheng, no matter what my sister was feeling at the time, she would immediately become silent, no wonder my sister had been reluctant to give up during this time, it turned out that she had been guarding this knot alone through this sad time.
For four years, Lin Jiayi spent a woman's precious four years of youth on Bai Cheng, and her kindness to Bai Cheng was obvious to everyone.
In Lin Jialin's eyes, her sister is gentle and gentle, Bai Cheng is gentle and considerate, the two should be a match made in heaven, and therefore, she is particularly optimistic about her sister's marriage, and she is also very satisfied with Bai Cheng, a quasi-brother-in-law.
However, now Bai Cheng's image in her mind has long been broken by the word scumbag.
"Why do you keep hiding it from us?! Any idea how worried we are about you?! Lin Jialin's questioning almost burst out of her throat with a cry, in fact, even the students in the class noticed that Lin Jiayi was not in a good state in class, "Why are you still stunned?!" Let's go! Let's go settle accounts with that scumbag! ”
As she spoke, she pulled Lin Jiayi and was about to run out.
"Linlin, don't make trouble!" Lin Shengyu stopped her in time, if Lin Shengyu's apology just now was a lead, Lin Jialin's current action was to ignite the flame of the lead, Lin Jiayi finally couldn't suppress the grief in her heart, and tears fell out of her eyes.
The sad mood quickly infected Lin Jialin, and when she turned around cautiously, her tender white hands had already been tightly clenched into fists, and she held back her tears and reached out to wipe the tears on her sister's face. "How nice it would have been if you had told us earlier? How did you get through this time......"
feels sorry for Lin Jiayi, Lin Shengyu is no less than his sister, but since things have reached such a point, it seems unrealistic to pursue anything.
When the sisters returned to their respective rooms, Lin Shengyu slowly closed the door, dragged back to the kitchen with heavy steps, took out a bottle of beer from the refrigerator and drank it. Lin Jialin was present just now, so he didn't show a heartache expression, but now facing the living room where he was alone, Lin Shengyu felt the uneasiness even more deeply.
The wine bottle collided with the air, Lin Shengyu looked at the photo frame on the table and smiled helplessly, and slowly drank the remaining liquid.
However, the day after Lin Jiayi told her about the breakup, her father called her to ask.
"Shengyu said that you are a lot depressed because of this incident." The mother on the other end of the phone said with a deep regret, "It's really not good, it's good to go for a psychological consultation, too much pressure will also have an impact on work." ”
"Not really, Mom...... I'm not sick, so why should I see a doctor? Lin Jiayi pouted in response.
"I'll go when I tell you to." Father's voice appeared on the other end of the phone, and there was an irresistible majesty in his tone, "Your mother has been worried about you since yesterday, Bai Cheng, heh, your mother praised him in front of me before, but now it's a good ......."
After a few brief greetings with his father, he hung up the phone, and Lin Jiayi continued to work at the desk.
I never thought that Lin Shengyu was so resolute and resolute, and he actually told his parents about his own affairs so quickly, and when he thought of his parents hiding their faces and sighing at this moment, Lin Jiayi felt uncomfortable.
I don't know if she colluded with her father, Lin Shengyu also asked her to go for psychological counseling, not only that, but friends around her who knew the truth of the matter, and even colleagues persuaded her. Bai Cheng's image has been shattered into slag in everyone's minds, and Lin Jiayi has become a poor woman in their eyes.
There are some truths, and there are many people who say it, no matter how much they resist before, they will be affected to a certain extent in the end.
Finally...... Do you want to go? Lin Jiayi asked herself inwardly.
These days, she still looks like she has lost her soul, although Lin Jiayi once denied that she still existed in such a state in front of others, but the fact is that the blow that Bai Cheng brought to her was indeed not something that could be resolved in one day or two days, and she also realized that if she continued like this, her life and work would be affected to varying degrees.
She finally decided to pull herself together.
Three days later, on monthly leave, she took the afternoon to go to the hospital.
After registering at the outpatient department, she walked into the lobby of the hospital with the registration slip. Walking through the corridors of people coming and going, Lin Jiayi's nose was filled with a pungent smell of disinfectant water from beginning to end.
The crisp sound of her high heels on the smooth marble floor, and the people around her couldn't help but look at her a few more times every time she passed.
It is undeniable that Lin Jiayi's appearance is extremely beautiful, coupled with her own scholarly temperament, which makes her stand out among these pale and haggard patients.
The counseling room is on the third floor of the hospital, and she stands at the elevator door, waiting for the elevator to come down. Suddenly there was a scream from the other end of the corridor, Lin Jiayi subconsciously looked over, and saw a man in a hospital gown hugging a girl who was crying and kissing unscrupulously, and a group of doctors in white coats quickly arrived behind him.
"Number 17!" The female doctor at the head yelled at him, "Come back with us!" The man let go of the girl, grimaced at them, pulled his legs and ran away, his eyes fell on Lin Jiayi not far away, and he ran over as if he was flying.
Come on!
Lin Jiayi subconsciously stepped back, seeing the man's hand stretched out to her, she turned around in a panic, and was pulled by the man's long hair, and Lin Jiayi fell to the ground. "Don't come here!" Under the intense fear, her terrible cry instantly burst out of her throat, and when her eyes were hazy, she grabbed the bag in her hand and smashed it forward......
"Hey...... Woman, will you throw it next time? ”
Lin Jiayi wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, this familiar voice......
"How are you?!" I saw the man in the white coat in front of him, who restrained the mentally ill person who almost insulted him with one hand, no matter how desperately he struggled, the man's big hand always locked him tightly.
Behind him, a number of doctors followed also gathered around, and after giving the patient a tranquilizer, they thanked the man one after another. "It's still Dr. Song who has a way, and I'm really grateful this time."
"It should." The man responded lightly, and his dark eyes turned to Lin Jiayi, who was sluggish on the side, "Don't you get up yet?" ”
Lin Jiayi came back to her senses at this time, and was about to get up with her hands on the floor, at this time......
"No, my foot is broken...... she looked at her reddened ankle and sighed incessantly, she knew she shouldn't have come to the hospital, she just came for a psychological consultation, how could she have encountered so many troubles.
In the next second, she felt that her body was light, and her whole person was hugged horizontally by a pair of powerful hands.
"Take your bag yourself."
"Huh?!"