twenty-four
In the ballroom, the lights flickered, sometimes bright and sometimes dark. On the big screen, a woman in a swimsuit is smiling back and singing a pop song.
When everyone began to dance and sing, Lin Ximeng sat down at a small round tea table. She didn't want to sing, and she didn't want to dance.
To Lin Ximeng's surprise, Fan Tianfu did not invite any dance partners to dance. He dances a dance that changes his posture freely with the rhythm of the music, vivid, beautiful, unrestrained, persistent, ever-changing, infinite style, and what remains unchanged is his sight.
No matter how his body danced, his eyes never took his eyes off her, looking at her intently, passionately, affectionately, and desperately.
She was deeply affected by Fan Tianfu's dancing spirit, put down her handbag and coat, and couldn't help but stand up and walk towards him.
Fan Tianfu jumped and looked at her with his eyes. She wore a black tight cardigan today, a long string of sparkling pearl necklaces, plump breasts, a slender waist, and slender legs hidden in a dark green long skirt with a fat hem, plus the thick eye-length bangs, short hair curled forward, light makeup and red lips, like a fashion model, smiling and walking towards Fan Tianfu...... The two people jumped face to face, their bodies did not touch, occasionally clapping their palms together, their postures changing, while the two pairs of eyes looked at each other forever.
They feel every piece of music, the incomparable dance language is full of rich and passionate fanaticism, deep love, and the dance posture that freezes in the moment after each change conveys the same rhyme: I love you.
Lin Ximeng was more and more excited by this kind of dancing. She felt the wonder of life. Fan Tianfu, who has never been able to dance, suddenly danced after an experience, and with his upright body that began to get fat, with his strong and graceful limbs, danced, danced, and those eyes did not take away from Lin Ximeng's eyes affectionately for a minute or two...... In this way, the two of them were fascinated by each other's beautiful dance postures fixed by the change of each other's body shapes.
The people in the ballroom were stunned by the dance they had never seen before. Everyone stopped dancing one after another, concentrating on appreciating this kind of dance that no one can name, watching these two people dance, dancing, their bodies did not touch, occasionally clapping their palms together, their postures changed endlessly, but the two pairs of eyes always looked at each other, every posture, every time they looked at each other, as if they were full of something.
There was applause. Lin Ximeng couldn't extricate himself from the denial of Ma Zhengyan. When she saw Ma Zhengyan sitting in her place for the first time in the manager's room, she immediately felt an electric shock, and his words from a few months ago echoed in her ears: "If you don't work in such a place, but in a simple house, I will ......pull myself up and leave" She put down the materials, left in a hurry, and turned back and greeted lightly before going out: "Mr. Ma, please pour yourself for water." Lin Ximeng lay weakly in the guest room.
To this day, she still can't accept the reality of letting an inferior person like Ma Zhengyan talk with Fan Tianfu all day long.
In her opinion, he simply defiled Fan Tianfu and brought bad luck to Fan Tianfu. She even began to reflect on the incompetence of her previous work, and painstakingly analyzed the reasons for this incompetence.
One is from the subjective herself, always worried that she will be suspected of overstepping; The second is the objective Fan Tianfu, he did not explicitly tell her to deal with daily chores, and at the same time, he has always emphasized that he is energetic and likes busy and heavy work.
And she believed it until he found an assistant and she woke up from a dream. From this point of view, how difficult it is to understand a person, they are so in love, but he cannot tell her this desire truthfully, she really does not know how many things she will displease Fan Tianfu in the years to come, and the terrible thing is that she does not know.
If you only consider it from the aspect of Fan Tianfu finding an assistant, she has no reason not to accept it, which can relieve him of part of his workload.
Lightening his weight was what she had always longed for. This means that the two of them have more time to enjoy the happiness of love and appreciate the charm of love, and Fan Tianfu can even spend more time painting.
The problem is that Fan Tianfu chose the wrong person. An anxiety that could not convince Fan Tianfu to change his mind devoured Lin Ximeng's heart like a poisonous snake.
The damage this incident caused to her was almost devastating. This is the most cruel injury she has suffered after tearing up the art examination paper at Wutong Normal School, and the pain and torture she has endured psychologically has made her have a sense of vicissitudes in life, and she has almost no confidence that she can relieve her breath.
Now, she is in a contradictory state of both longing and loathing to work. When she woke up every day, the first thought that jumped into her mind was that she would see Ma Zhengyan again.
She loves Fan Tianfu and is unwilling to leave him, even if it is a short separation; However, she was afraid of seeing Ma Zhengyan's pain.
It was hard for her to choose between happiness and pain. She patiently waited for Fan Tianfu to make his final choice.
She waited tired, tired, and fell asleep unconsciously. The entire manager's room became a deep well filled with thick ice, and the cold air hit people.
The well is surrounded by thick and bottomless skates. At the bottom of the well, there is a small green plastic bucket, which is clearly visible.
In order to get the keg, Fan Tianfu completely ignored Lin Ximeng's efforts to stop it, and wanted to climb in through the window to salvage it.
Lin Ximeng shouted in horror
"It's too slippery!" Fan Tianfu had already entered through the window. He slipped around the icy wellhead, and just as he was about to fall into the wellhead, a miracle occurred, and a round object appeared at the wellhead that had just blocked the wellhead.
At first it was like a piece of tissue paper, then it became a piece of cloth, and when she reached for it, it became the lid of the pot made from sorghum stalks in her home when she was a child.
She grabbed Fan Tianfu's arm tightly and pulled him up desperately, letting him leave the wellhead quickly...... When she woke up, she was having a high fever.
The high fever lasted for three days and three nights, with continuous infusion. On the morning of the fourth day, she dialed the company's phone, and it happened to be Fan Tianfu who answered.
"Did you go to the cotton mill to deliver the drawings?" She asked.
"Nope."
"I've promised them that I'll send them today."
"I'm going to deliver it tomorrow, I'm too busy today."
"You're used to talking without words."
"Really?"
"Yes."
"Is it that serious?"
"Yes." Apparently there were a lot of people in front of him, and he could hear them clearly on the phone. He was silent for a moment and asked, "How are you?" ”
"How I am, it's none of your business." Fan Tianfu reluctantly put down the phone. She was angry that he didn't even give him a call.
He had beaten twice, but each time there happened to be Zhuo Qi in front of her, and she could only briefly talk about her illness. However, when she put down the call, she regretted it again.
Yes, the Donghai Hotel will open tomorrow, and I don't know how many things are waiting for him to deal with it personally, he must be anxious, and she is still putting pressure on him.
She condemned herself for her unreasonableness and extreme selfishness. More and more, she finds herself too selfish, which is her biggest root of disadvantage.
For Fan Tianfu, she longed to swallow him into her stomach, completely, without a single hair left to keep him her own, she was troubled, willful, and stubborn that she could not achieve this goal.
She suddenly felt terrible that she had so many shortcomings in herself. She couldn't lie down, and by the afternoon, she had cleaned herself up so neatly that she couldn't see any signs of illness, and went to work.
On Fan Tianfu's busiest days, she hoped to be able to do something for him, even if it was just a little, and she was happy; She also likes to share the joy of the fruits of her victory with him.
When it was dark, Lin Ximeng walked out of the office. Fan Tianfu stood at the door of the manager's office and motioned for her to come in. She walked in.
There was no electricity, and the dim candlelight shone on his face, and she suddenly noticed that his face had lost weight. He said that he had a very bad temper these days, and often scolded people, and every time he went to a construction site today, he kept scolding, which made his entourage worry about him, saying that it was dangerous to go on like this.
"But," he said, as he closed the door,
"As soon as I entered the big office this afternoon, I couldn't help but laugh when I saw you sitting there, and even Akio felt it." Fan Mingfu became Fan Tianfu's punching bag.
Whenever Fan Tianfu encounters something unsatisfactory, this younger brother can't eat and walk around. Lin Ximeng looked at Fan Tianfu's shining eyes and smiled.
Love makes this tall and burly man often as innocent and crystal clear as a three-year-old child.
She told him that she was reading Beauvoir's "The Second Sex - Woman" these days, and she had gained a lot. He said he had always been eager to go to a higher education institution in the capital.
Isn't she? The two agreed that once the company let go, they would definitely go to the university campus in Beijing to study.
She told him about the dream about the ice well, and then laid out the reasons why she had been thinking about driving Ma Zhengyan away in the past few days.
She said matter-of-fact that almost all face books denied people with improper facial features. Recruitment advertisements almost all have the requirements of correct facial features.
The first thing that comes to mind for those who make this request is to protect their luck. If the recruited person has a good appearance, even if he is not good enough and has no ability to work, it is nothing more than an extra person's salary; And once you attract a person with a bad fate, it will ruin your good luck, and even the consequences are unpredictable.
She said that she had a feeling that Ma Zhengyan would ruin his luck, and she was convinced of that. Fan Tianfu listened carefully and never interjected.
Lin Ximeng thought that he had finally persuaded him with physiognomy, and he was very happy. Who knows, Fan Tianfu actually laughed, and then said seriously: "It's a shame that you still study philosophy, and it's ridiculous to be so serious about superstition." She was stunned.
She didn't believe in physiognomy herself, she just wanted to use it to deal with Fan Tianfu, but she didn't expect Fan Tianfu to disarm her in a few words.
All her faith was shattered, and she knew that it was impossible to convince him, so she sat there indifferently.
"Yumu, I'm interested in physiognomy and divination, but I'm not entirely convinced. This argument is untenable. ”
"However, in my opinion, unless you leave Ma Zhengyan, your career will not be successful! Or he's more important than me, otherwise, there's no reason for you to have him here. ”
"Ximeng, you know too little about us."
"We? Who are you with? ”
"What do you say?"
"Ma Zhengyan?" He shook his head: "Who else is sitting here?" ”
"We?"
"Yes, you and me. In this world, with me, there is nothing more precious than you. I'm doing this because of you. The project contracting process of the power supply company gave me too much stimulation. I swear never to let you be harmed again, and to do everything in my power to hold up an umbrella to protect you. Including the woman in red, I did want this seductive woman to come to the company and use this woman as a public relations lady to deal with those womanizers. However, when I saw your expression, I knew that you would not understand my painstaking efforts, so I had to call the girl who was rushing to report to work and tell her not to come. And now, I chose Ma Zhengyan, thinking that no matter what, this is a man who will not cause you any uneasiness, but he never thought of bringing you another kind of harm. Don't worry, I'll let him go. I don't believe in physiognomy, but I believe that as long as it makes you happy, I'll be happy. As long as I'm happy, I'm going to exert energy that no one can imagine. You know? Ximeng, I believe in this effect. Needless to say, one Ma Zhengyan, even dozens or hundreds, I don't care. Her throat was astringent, she choked, and said softly, "Tianfu, I love you!" ”