Chapter 090: For a Cigarette

Originally, I thought that it would be more spacious to walk deeper into the cave, but I didn't expect that the lower I went, the shorter I went, and I almost crouched down before I could continue to move forward. I was already tired and weak, and it was even more difficult at this time. Seeing that the cave was getting more and more difficult to walk, and there was no place for people to rest, I couldn't help frowning.

As soon as I felt tired, I subconsciously wanted to reach into my pocket and pull out a cigarette. After touching it, I remembered that I didn't bring any cigarettes when I set off, so I stopped and shouted to Shen Hao behind me, "Beast, do you still have cigarettes there?" ”

Feng Jiutian was following me, and when she saw that I stopped and actually asked the person behind me to ask for a cigarette, she immediately said angrily: "How can you smoke in such a place?" ”

I looked around curiously, "What?" Is there a 'No Smoking' sign? ”

Knowing that I was deliberately teasing her, Feng Jiutian said very seriously: "Do you know how harmful smoking is? Do you know how much less time smoking makes you live? ”

I smiled disappringingly, "Doctor! You don't look at what kind of work we do, and the harm of smoking is completely negligible compared to the dangers we encounter. ”

Feng Jiutian was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Then you can't smoke either, there are so many ladies here, you are walking in front again, we all have to smoke your second-hand smoke, you are a murder of a change of direction!" ”

I was just tired and wanted to smoke a cigarette to relieve my sleep, but I didn't expect to attract so many words from this Dr. Feng. I became a little impatient, and said angrily: "Then I'll go to the rear, that's all right?" ”

"Then you'd better not smoke!" Unexpectedly, Feng Jiutian still stopped me, "I am engaged in scientific research, I know the harm of smoking, I am for your good, you better try to restrain yourself!" ”

"Why do you have so much to do?" I exclaimed, "You're telling me about the dangers? If you hadn't acted arbitrarily, would you have suffered what happened today? You are reasonable, but what have you done? Say that I smoke and endanger others, but do you respect other people's lives?

You have contributed to the country, but do you know that your achievements are based on other people's lives? Three of you died, one was missing, and my teammates almost died three times and twice, have you ever said a word of thanks? Have you ever apologized?

You only think about yourself, and you feel that your research is important. What about us? What about those who died? Do they deserve to take your life for your selfishness?

Don't tell me that the sacrifices for the sake of science and humanity are worth it! It's not you who died, not the leaders who hid in the office! If your life is gone, what's not worth it? I don't feel anything worth it except to grieve your family and make you famous!

So put away your big reasoning! All I know is to keep myself alive, to keep my teammates alive. Only if we live can we send you, the noble Great Doctor, back to receive flowers and applause. And we! Except for finding a corner to lick the wounds, no one even knew we existed.

Those who died for you, what are they? No one even knows their names. So now tell me, am I smoking too much compared to you? ”

At first I just spoke louder, but by the end of the day, I was almost growling and roaring.

I don't know why, but the anger I had been penting up for a long time exploded at this moment. I tried to restrain myself, but I couldn't control it.

Ever since I knew that everything today was because of this Dr. Feng, I had a breath of resentment in my heart. Along the way, we have seen many people die for this, some of their own people, some of their enemies, and even some of them have died at the mouth of my gun, and my anger has unconsciously accumulated more and more.

Hugo disappeared and didn't see anyone, died or died, An Beimo was ambushed and shot and almost died on the spot, Qixing was almost buried in the hands of the Night Emperor, Shen Hao was almost thrown to death, and I almost died several times. If it weren't for the tacit understanding between us, we would probably not have a single D.R.T. player standing here now.

Everything I have experienced makes my heart feel like a boulder, heavy and suffocating, and I always want to find someone to fight to release this depression.

If Feng Jiutian was kidnapped, I wouldn't have any complaints, but it was she who caused all this. And she kept her head high all the time, and she had to lose her temper from time to time, but she didn't feel the slightest guilt about her actions.

Even though we took risks in front of her again and again, and escaped death from the hands of death again and again, she didn't even say a word of thanks. I feel unworthy for myself, for my teammates, and even more for those who died.

I didn't get angry because I didn't smoke, but I couldn't bear it when I saw Feng Jiutian's serious way of preaching to me.

I don't care if I go back and be punished, or even if I am expelled from the D.R.T. If I hadn't said these words today, I would have been suffocated to death.

I don't hesitate to let me give my life for my comrades, even if I sacrifice for my current teammates, I won't frown. But if I were to die for this selfish woman, I would not be willing to do it a hundred, a thousand, ten thousand.

How about being an important scientist in the country? What about having contributed? After all, she is still a cold-blooded woman who is self-centered and contemptuous of others, and I can't have the slightest sympathy for her!

Everyone was stunned by my inexplicable anger, especially Feng Jiutian, who looked at me with wide eyes and a look of disbelief.

The atmosphere suddenly dropped below zero, as if the air was condensed at this moment, everyone was stunned on the spot, and no one dared to speak.

Qixing was right behind Feng Jiutian, she reacted and immediately squeezed in front of me, and was about to open her mouth to stop me, but seeing my still indignant expression, she couldn't say anything.

"Go to the back, I'll lead the way!" After a moment of silence, Seven Stars said to me. Although her tone was solemn, she did not mean to complain.

I realized that I had lost my temper and was out of control, but I didn't regret it at all, on the contrary, my chest was much better. After listening to Qixing's words, I nodded and asked Guo Feng Jiutian to walk from her to the back of the line.

Qixing looked at Feng Jiutian, who was still in a daze, and wanted to say something consoling, but her lips moved slightly, but she didn't say a word.

When I passed by Li Mingche and Wu Jingshan, I found that their eyes were full of admiration when they looked at me. And An Beimo kept staring at me passing by her, and the strange thing was that I didn't dare to look up at her eyes.

When I came to the back of the line, Shen Hao was taking out two cigarettes and putting them in his mouth, and after seeing me coming, he lit a fire, took one and handed it to me.

I took it and took a big sip, feeling a lot soothed by the effect of nicotine.

"Isn't it just for a cigarette! Brother, why are you so angry? Shen Hao looked at me with a smile in his eyes and whispered to me.

"Hey", I was amused by him, this guy's way of thinking is always not on the same channel as normal people.

The team continued to move forward, and the solemn atmosphere always stayed in the team, except for me and Shen Hao, no one spoke, just walked forward with a sullen head.

In fact, after Shen Hao and I said a word, both of us quieted down. I was lost in thought, not remorseful, of course, for what I had just vented on, but for why the D.R.T Death Rescue Team existed!

I thought a lot about it, and even thought about whether I would be willing to risk my life for the sake of these selfish people in the future. The more I thought about it, the more I finally thought that if I could make it back alive this time, I would leave the D.R.T. team.

At this point, I immediately forced myself to stop thinking nonsense, maybe it was the first task that happened to me, so my heart fluctuated so much, I don't think everyone should be the same as Feng Jiutian.

Besides, if I were to leave D.R.T, I would be reluctant. My teammates and I have experienced several life-and-death situations together, and everyone has never given up and supported each other, and it is really rare to get such teammates!

Even smoked Shen Hao's three cigarettes, and when he asked for it again, Shen Hao said that he wouldn't give me anything, he said that my eyes were blurred, my thoughts were flying, and no matter how good the cigarette was, I couldn't smoke it. He also said that I don't call this smoking, this is burning incense.

It doesn't matter if you don't give it, I will take this opportunity to stop thinking nonsense. Seeing that the time Seven Stars had been walking in front for almost an hour, I wanted to go over and replace her.

When my mind was confused, before I knew it, the cave had become wider, and although it was still a little narrow, at least I could walk up straight. Just as I was about to step forward to replace the seven stars, the line suddenly stopped.

"Black Hawk! Come to the front! "The voice of the Seven Stars called out to me in front.

I immediately squeezed past the others, and when I got to Qixing's side, I hurriedly asked, "What's the situation?" ”

Qixing held up his flashlight and shone it forward, and said to me, "How about you look here?" ”

I also raised my flashlight and shone it forward, and it turned out that there was a small slope under our feet, and the height was only half a meter. At the bottom of the slope, there is a relatively large space, and the ground is relatively flat, enough for everyone to lie down and sleep, which is an excellent resting place.

But for the sake of safety, I went down first and looked around. This is a naturally formed stone cave, and the surrounding area and the roof of the cave are very tight, and there are no small holes, small cracks and other places for poisonous insects to enter and exit, so it is a safe place.

I happily beckoned everyone in, and this time we can have a long rest here.

Seven Stars has placed a camping lamp in the center, which is soft and illuminates the surroundings. Being in a dark cave for a long time is depressing, but seeing this light lifts everyone's spirits.

Everyone found a place to sit down, but I went to Qixing to ask for disinfectant potion and gauze. Qixing looked at me in wonder, but gave it to me without asking.

I walked over to An Beimo and sat down, "Give me your hand!" I whispered to her.

An Beimo was slightly stunned, "I'm fine!" She coldly rejected me.

I couldn't help but grab her hand. An Beimo immediately recaptured, but for fear of attracting the attention of others, he didn't dare to move too much, so he didn't break free from my hands.

"What are you doing here?" An Beimo asked me in a cold tone.

I ignored her and took a closer look at her hand, the tips of all four fingers except for her thumb had been cut, and the dried blood had clotted to the wound.

I dipped a cotton swab in some alcohol and carefully wiped the blood from her wound. An Beimo didn't speak with a cold face, but she leaned over slightly, just blocking the sight of others.