"Xiaoxiang, I'm sorry, I'm too anxious to scare you."

Zhou Lanxiang didn't expect to see such a sentence at first glance when she opened the letter.

Zhao Jianguo was really apologizing very sincerely, and he felt that a large part of the reason why Zhou Lanxiang didn't accept him was that he was too abrupt and didn't prepare her heart.

"I should think about you, you have just experienced so many years of hard life, you will definitely have rejection of marriage, you should be given more time to adjust. Besides, to you, I'm just a stranger who jumped out of nowhere, and you don't know anything about me, so it's really abrupt to say these things to you, and I sincerely apologize to you. ”

"I won't be so reckless in the future, and please give me another chance. It's not that you must agree to me, but just give me a chance to let you see what kind of person I am, so that we can have a chance to get in touch, even if you feel dissatisfied with me in the future and refuse to accept me, I can die. ”

"Xiaoxiang, I promise with the red star on the military hat that after we get along like friends for a while, if you still don't want to accept me, I will definitely not embarrass you again, let alone resent. You're a good girl with a sense of measure, and you haven't done anything to blame. ”

"Xiaoxiang, I just want to explain to myself, my abruptness and eagerness are because you have been in my heart for eight years, I have experienced longing and disappointment in the past eight years, and suddenly I saw hope, ups and downs, and you may not be able to experience the torment in my heart.

After so many years, I suddenly saw the hope of being with you again, I was so excited that I lost my temper and pushed you too hard, and I asked you not to worry about me, and give me another chance. ”

The love is sincere, and the words are sincere.

Zhou Lanxiang didn't dare to look any further, so she asked the People's Liberation Army who brought the letter to sit in the courtyard and wait, she went back to the house to write a reply.

Zhou Lanxiang just glanced at the words in a hurry, and only saw that he said that the piece was really good, so he read it seriously.

"I know that you are resolutely refusing to accept my things now, but this piece of fabric is different, and I asked my comrades-in-arms who visited my relatives to help buy it on the first day I returned to the army. Many people in the company want it, you must not have seen a group of big men snatching flower cloth, but although it is a shame, fortunately, I won it!

So this cloth is no longer a gift, it's a trophy, even if you don't want it, keep it for me for the time being, and then send it back to me and I can't keep it, I don't know how many people are staring at it to grab it. ”

"Besides, it's useless for me to keep it, you can see the color of the cloth, it's really beautiful, it's really not suitable for black people to wear, my family is famous for black skin, even the whitest little girl in the family is as black as a little potato, I really no one can give it out."

Although he said this, Zhou Lanxiang still didn't plan to collect this piece of fabric for him, but he couldn't directly ask his comrades to hand it back. After all, his excuse was to thank her for doing him a big favor, and if she had to send the thank you gift back, it would be even more noticeable.

But the reply letter is really difficult to write, and it can't let the comrades of the People's Liberation Army sit in the courtyard and wait too long, Zhou Lanxiang only wrote a few words on the white paper in the end: Thank you. I'm sorry.

It was really good, and she finally went to the post office and sent it back to him.

After this time, he really won't write again.

Every time Zhou Lanxiang thinks about it in the past two days, her heart will be a little sour, but it is only a trace, and she does not regret her choice.

It would be a pity to give up a suitable person like Zhao Jianguo, but if she left Xiaoshan and Xiaojin, she would have a restless life every second, which are two things that are not comparable.

Zhou Lanxiang finally made a skirt from the beautiful and fashionable piece of really good cloth that Xiao Jin bought, Xiao Jin stared at it every day, urging him to do it quickly, and didn't even let her go to work, as if she was looking forward to wearing new clothes for her more than herself.

He was so interested, and he bought it from the provincial capital with someone who had been entrusted for so long, it would be too disappointing if she had to put it away and refused to wear it.

However, she didn't make the kind of dress that is most popular in the city now, she lived in the countryside, and she was a rural woman who needed to work in the fields, and it was not good to make such beautiful and eye-catching clothes, so she made a simple skirt and a short-sleeved shirt.

In this way, it will not be so noticeable to wear it separately in the future.

She just wants to live a peaceful past few years with her younger brothers now, and she doesn't want to have any extraneous things at all.

However, although the style of the clothes is very simple, fortunately, Xiaojin is very satisfied, let her wear it for him for a long time, reluctant to let her take it off, and urged her to make those pieces of fabric quickly.

Zhou Lanxiang was amused by his eagerness, and her heart was warm, her grandfather was like this back then, he always asked someone to buy her fabrics, buy beautiful hairpins, buy handkerchief alabaster, and dress her up beautifully, he would look at her with a smile and love, as if as long as she was beautiful and happy, he would be very satisfied.

Only the family who loves you the most will look at you with such eyes, Zhou Lanxiang has always known that she is very lucky to meet her grandfather and Xiaojin, at this moment she has experienced the pain of the past life and this life and regained, and once again enjoy the love of her relatives, she knows how lucky she is.

She put away the fabric and urged Xiao Xiao to go in and buy the white cotton cloth for the shirt: "Put mine first, make a short-sleeved shirt for you and Xiaoshan, and then let's talk about it, in the future, our family will make clothes in turn, I will have one for the two of you, can't I have a bunch of clothes, you two don't have anything to wear!" ”

Han Jin felt that this was nothing, "If you look good, others will definitely know that we are capable, and we will not be looked down upon if we don't wear good clothes." If you don't dress well, it's useless for us to dress up naked, people will definitely say that they have no conscience, and they have to look down on us! ”

Zhou Lanxiang was amused by his crooked reasoning, "If you don't buy cloth again, I can use my few pieces of cloth to make shirts for you!" ”

Han Jin's heart skipped a beat by her playful smile, and he especially wanted to pinch her pink and tender cheeks, his hands stretched out, but he still turned a corner to get the tea jar on the table, and poured half of the jar into the cool white for himself, before suppressing the hot urge to rush up.

The spring flowers are blooming, and the fragrance is like a flower, becoming more and more beautiful and fresh, and it is easy to get distracted when you look at it, and you have stretched out your hand before you realize it. If she continues like this, she will definitely be unhappy if she can't control it one day, Han Jin has really been worried about this matter recently.

But not only could he not control his hands, but he also couldn't control his eyes, and he knew that something would definitely happen if he looked at her a few more times, or he wanted to get to her as long as he had a little time, and sometimes when he was in the middle of the field for a while, he would also find a reason to run to their woman's side to talk to her, and if he didn't speak, he could take a few closer looks.

I can't stand it when I can't see it for a long time, and it's as uncomfortable as a cat scratch in my heart.