I couldn't stand the heat of the night, so I was bored and went to the top floor to shoot "Moonlight in the West". In fact, it is also a very good pleasure to take advantage of the hot summer night to lie on the top floor to cool off, especially this kind of solitary looking up at the glittering and countless starry scenes, and the feeling of talking to your rational self and being close to your soul is an unforgettable experience. This reminds me of "Heaven and earth are yellow, and the universe is desolate." The sun and the moon are shining, and the sun and moon are shining. The cold comes and the summer comes, and the autumn harvest is hidden in winter. Leap into adulthood, Lu Lu tunes the yang ......"

But as the night weather gradually became gloomy, I could not see the moon, but I could only feel the darkness of the night invade the boundless me, and I woke up from my absurd dreams. I think of a lot of stories, happy and unhappy, but I didn't even hold on to one of them, so I willfully let it become a passing year, and I only left loneliness and shame. Thinking about it for so many years, I have never taken the initiative to pursue it, so I pretend to follow fate, come and go with fate, but the ending has already been empty, but this is my fate, and it is the inevitable path that will come after my unbridledness. I used to think that I knew how to love, and I knew how to fulfill each other to make each other better, but slowly I found that the most selfish person was me, I didn't understand feelings at all, and I didn't understand responsibility, and I had the responsibility to bring happiness and joy to each other. I used to think that romance was life, but I lived more haggard than anyone else, just because I couldn't tell the mystery of life. I know that the old days will never go back, but I still obsessed with them, thinking that these moments were the best part of me, but in fact it was just the most regrettable thing I was reluctant to let go, because I was so eager for a happy ending. Some people say that the age of 20 is the most tragic time for a person, and I deeply agree, but it is not that life is too miserable, life is miserable at all times, it is just that the heart is not firm enough......

The male protagonist in the movie "Butterfly Effect 1" crossed seven times for the happiness of his friends' lives, and finally traveled back to the fetal period and strangled his neck with his umbilical cord until he was suffocated, and used his tragic end in exchange for a happy ending. And think about yourself, it seems that I have not brought happiness to anyone for so many years, love is gone, family affection is estranged, friendship is weak, and what I bring to others is mostly willful and absurd. These character flaws that have accompanied them since they were young are now becoming more and more obvious in the Lang Dang years. I really want to change, and I am changing, but I find that I am going farther and farther, and I am getting farther and farther away from my original intention, farther and farther away from happiness, and farther and farther away from my dreams. I haven't even done a thorough job of being a person, let alone anything else!

Gone are the waves that once burst like a swift burst.

Now it's like a wanton and reckless hurricane, and he doesn't know how to be restrained.

The future is like a wisp of discrete clouds, lofty and far-reaching.

I thought it was romantic and arbitrary, but I understood it in the universe and the dust of the world, but it was just an illusory bubble; It is destined to be lifeless, but it appears frequently in time and in the brilliance of the stars, which makes people haunt their dreams; It's hard to predict the journey of fate, who can predict the final outcome, hysterical and finally want to meet again with a smile.

The turmoil does not believe that the lingzhi is weak, and the moon dew teaches the laurel leaf fragrance.

Straight lovesickness is useless, and melancholy is madness.

Even if there are thousands of styles, who can you talk to?