Chapter 358: Zilong, I'm sorry, I can't forget Tianxiu
Su Wei was just abused and beaten at first, but the enraged kidnappers finally beat Su Wei ***.
Three days later, the kidnappers still couldn't get in touch with anyone willing to pay a ransom to save Suvi, so they abandoned the already devastated Suvi on the side of the road.
When Zilong got the news and rushed to the hospital to learn what happened to Su Wei, Zilong felt guilty and remorseful.
In order to comfort Su Wei's emotions, he said that he didn't mind and would not dislike Su Wei.
Zilong decided to wait for Su Wei to get a license to get married, but he didn't want Su Wei to commit suicide by cutting her wrists on the school playground where they first met that night.
Zilong turned on his phone again after Su Wei's funeral, and a few of Su Wei's messages made him completely overwhelmed.
'Dragon, come and save me, save me quickly'
'Dragon, why didn't you come to save me, why did you ......'
'I'm sorry, Dragon, I don't have the courage to face you, and I don't have the courage to live, forgive me for not being your bride completely. ’
After so many years, as soon as Su Wei's death day comes, these words will continue to echo in his ears.
"If I hadn't turned off my phone impulsively, if I had been willing to answer that call, I wouldn't have even moved out of the samurai family...... I was the one who killed Vivi...... Every year to this day, I feel like Vivi is constantly asking me why I didn't save her."
Saying this, Zilong's voice began to become hoarse, and he closed his eyes and tears of guilt slipped down the corners of his eyes.
The tears of repentance drowned this resolute man, and the tears did not represent Zilong's cowardice, but the guilt in his heart.
Ruoyu understands Zilong's suffering for so many years, Zilong's heart is full of guilt, this kind of guilt that indirectly kills the person he loves is really too torturous.
Maybe he and Su Wei didn't fall in love to the point of being unforgettable, but Su Wei's death became a lingering spell in Zilong's heart, making him never able to forgive himself.
In fact, Zilong wants to forget, wants to redeem, and wants to give himself a reason to be disappointed in love through one night stand after another without love.
In the final analysis, he just couldn't bear the fact that Su Wei died because of him.
Ruoyu suddenly felt that the strong Zilong in front of him also needed to lean on his shoulders at this moment, so Ruoyu took the initiative to reach out and hug Zilong.
"A good life for Weiwei is the greatest consolation for her."
Zilong heard Ruo Yu's comforting words, his heart was indeed much more comfortable, he slowed down for a while before calming down, and then stretched out his slender arm and hugged Ruo Yu instead.
"Ruoyu, will you accept me? I really want to be with you. ”
Zilong is the kind of domineering man with a black belly in Ruoyu's heart, but at this moment, Ruoyu suddenly feels that Zilong is like a little man who is demanding love, naïve and persistent.
"I ...... I ......" Ruoyu suddenly didn't know how to answer.
Today, Ruoyu also took the initiative to take Zilong's hand, she thought she had figured it out.
But when it really came time to make a choice, Ruoyu didn't know what reason to use to convince herself.
For her, now is not just as simple as forgetting to get rid of Tianxiu.
Sometimes she often asks herself what is the point of waiting so stupidly.
Many times, even she herself is confused and doesn't know what she is waiting for, and the fact that she will have a fiancée tomorrow is already in front of her, but she doesn't dare or want to think about it.