Four
On Monday, the school held an all-teacher meeting on the preparation of the UEC. The old principal, who is dedicated to the cause of education, has a gloomy face that has a little more majesty, because an algebra teacher in the second year of junior high school sent a fake note for abortion surgery.
He said that if the traditional first is lost this time, the individual will be fully responsible, because it is man-made. His tone was angry.
The room was dead silent. Back in the office, Lin Ximeng began to mark the test papers. Suddenly, a crooked font on the paper jumped into her eyes: "How did you spend the exam day!" How's it going? She frowned slightly, then smiled and brought the roll to the opposite table
"Unified examination standards" in front of her, motioning for her to look.
"Unified examination standard" is Du Yufen's nickname. Whenever Du Yufen has an argument with others, she will throw out her trump card
"...... according to the unified examination standards", over time, everyone called her behind her back
"UEC Standards".
The "unified examination standard" is devoted to the cause of education, as long as it is the Chinese class of her teaching class, the first result in the unified examination every year, and there is no one who has been able to stand out for more than ten years.
Lin Ximeng came to this school, but threatened her status. What she couldn't tolerate and accept was not the loss of this throne, but that Lin Ximeng was not a competent teacher at all.
Lin Ximeng does not engrave wax paper, does not print review materials, does not work overtime, and does not even write lesson plans. How can such a young man be
"Engineer of the human soul"?
After reading the "Unified Examination Standards", his face changed, and he scolded angrily: "If you can't pass, you will die!" Who's going to stop coming? Some of the students in the office were stunned, some snickered, and one student muttered: "It's better to die than to live." ”
"Unified Examination Standards" yelled: "Zhu Yiming! You shout at me and kick you out! There was silence in the office.
Lin Ximeng felt very frustrated because he had caused this little turmoil, but it was inconvenient for him to speak. As soon as I looked up, I was facing it
The angry face of the "UEC standard" is full of fine wrinkles. Her heart suddenly lost its balance. teachers, students; Students, Teachers...... The two quickly shifted and changed in her mind.
Because there are students, why do you need teachers? Or is it because there are teachers that a bunch of students come out? Before becoming a teacher, the relationship between teachers and students was so beautiful in Lin Ximeng's heart, however, since she became a teacher, she always felt a little suspicious.
Do teachers really love their students? If it weren't for the scores, would he have treated his own parents like he did?
"Report," came a student class president, standing in the doorway, heading
"Unified Examination Standards" class teacher report,
"This class is music, please arrange it with the teacher."
"Memorize geography questions, go back and tell your classmates." The geography teacher preemptively said.
"No! This verse belongs to the language, and all go to memorize the language! "The head teacher is more authoritative. The class leader hesitated, stood there embarrassed, and said, "The geometry teacher has asked the class representative to copy the questions on the blackboard." ”
The "UEC Standard" was furious and ordered loudly: "No! This lesson is required to learn the language, do you hear? Go back and tell your classmates that they are all learning Chinese. The squad leader was ordered to leave and trot.
"Learn Chinese for me......"
The "unified examination standard" makes up the volume. The squad leader was long gone. Lin Ximeng secretly felt funny.
Are these teachers accountable to their students or to themselves? For several days in a row, Lin Ximeng indulged in the magical world depicted by Fan Tianfu.
She finally understood that Fan Tianfu was facing the business battlefield that had begun, and he was like a lion, desperately longing for an assistant.
This assistant is his wing, and if he wants to go to heaven, he will help him to go to heaven; When he wants to go to the earth, send him where he needs to go; Always watch him turn the world upside down, soar through the clouds, and share the joys and sorrows with him from birth to death.
Lin Ximeng felt that he was the best candidate for the assistant that Fan Tianfu needed. Needless to say, in Wutong, that is, in a larger area, apart from her Lin Ximeng, who else can do this?
However, her external image that day was too much. Whenever she thought of this, she was remorseful.
She couldn't help but hate all the men she had met before. How much time and effort had it taken her to dress up by those men, but it was a ...... While she was thinking about it, someone called her, saying that someone was looking for her at the school gate.
She stood up and came to the school gate, it turned out that You Xinshan had come from Bailang Island. As soon as You Xinshan saw Lin Ximeng, he showed that kind of enthusiastic laughter, and in a blink of an eye, he changed to that sad face.
Lin Ximeng was upset when she saw it, and it was inconvenient to say anything. You Xinshan is a typical man with a mother-love complex, who is quite well educated, but has not yet been weaned mentally.
He knew that he was under house arrest since he was sensible
The "rightist" father reported the news; Since he was in elementary school, he has known how to work hard for the teacher's family in exchange for the teacher to treat him
"Descendants of the landlord" plus
A little trust from the "counter-revolutionary" bitch. Lin Ximeng once tried his best to shape this man because he had a good upbringing, but soon found that in such a burly and tall body, there was actually a pile of barren and lifeless dead branches and leaves.
His attitude towards life, towards life, is so negative that it is reminiscent
"There can be no resurrection". She finally understood that the better the surface upbringing of an uneducated person, the more vulgar and unbearable he became, just like You Xinshan in front of him; On the contrary, a person who is not well-educated, no matter how much knowledge he has, it is a very bad and terrible thing to get along with, just like Zhuoqi.
"How did you get here?" Lin Ximeng asked.
"I came by the Education Commission." He said.
"Oh, what's the matter?"
"It's okay, I'm sick, the first diagnosis is a neuropathic headache, and I suspect a tumor in the brain." He frowned, and his tone was sad.
"Really, Mr. Lin, I can't live to be old, that is, fifty or sixty years old." Is it necessary to live to be fifty or sixty years old now?
Lin Ximeng felt ridiculous in his heart, but he didn't say it, pretended to be very sad, expressed his concern for him, persuaded him to hurry up the diagnosis and treatment, and said a lot of comforting words.
In fact, this is completely redundant, because his frowning brow and mourning tone seem to be the end of the world.
She asked him how he was doing, and he began to shake his head and sigh, saying that his wife's words and deeds often made him angry because he didn't like it, and he couldn't see her all day long; In addition, in recent months, I have often had splitting headaches, so it is very painful, and only when I dream at night and night, I will feel more relaxed.
She had to persuade again: "I hope you don't read me anymore." I said it was a bubble and it would disappear soon......" You Xinshan frowned and shook her head sadly, preventing her from saying such things.
Looking at his sad face, she said: "In essence, You Xinshan, you just appreciate my appearance; You can't comprehend what's inside me. And there are so many beautiful women than me that you can like other women at all. You Xinshan immediately denied it in pain: "It's impossible, Teacher Lin, don't say that." Looking at this burly and tall man, Lin Ximeng had been feeling sorry for his external strength, so he had to open the window and say something: "Speaking of conscience, I have sympathized with you, but I have never fallen in love with you." I'm too men, that's something you don't know. It's hard to predict when I'll meet the man I want, the man I'm going to die for; Whether I can get my wish or not, I don't care, no matter what, this is my eternal pursuit, and I have no regrets when I get it and die in the twilight. I've sketched out my life. I love Zhuoqi, which is irreplaceable by any man in the world, and unless I am punished by God, I will always love him so deeply. Especially after the marriage crisis, it became more and more clear to me: I will never be able to leave Zhuoqi; If I left him, he would be ruined, and I would cease to exist. That day, you said, "Marry me in the next life," and I immediately rejected you, which made you very disappointed, very painful, and very incomprehensible. Yes, good heart, I can't marry you. In my next life, in the next life, I still have to marry Zhuo Qi. You Xinshan immediately said, "Is he worthy of you?" Lin Ximeng said resolutely: "In the eyes of you outsiders, is Zhuo Qi not worthy of me?" Wrong. He's better than any of you men. Yes, he does have flaws and weaknesses that I can't bear, but he is a man of integrity. This is a hundred, thousand, and ten thousand times stronger than those guys who are duplicitous, strong on the outside, and sanctimonious. In my heart, he will always be my teacher, my lover, my foundation, even if one day, he leaves me because he can't understand my emotional needs, I love him so much, pay so much attention to him, and protect him so much. I can't go to you on that day, that's what I know because I don't want to lie to you. You are too kind and too childlike, and I am powerless to change. I knew this when you repeatedly referred to me as mother in your letters. I love children, but I would never love a man my age who calls me mom. Also, I am by no means the kind of innocent woman that the world can recognize, nor will I be a woman who loves exclusively. I'm going to like all the men I admire, so it's hard to say if I'll ever fall in love with them, believe that. Even if I don't tell you now, you will always understand in the future, or someone will tell you. Because I don't love you after all, I don't care if I'm afraid of stinging you. And I must treat Zhuo Qi like a doctor treats his own patient, because I love him and I don't want to sting him. If one day I don't love him, maybe I'll tell him as I told him about it. She said it in one breath.
You Xinshan stood there, sighed, and said, "Teacher Lin, you have idealized him too much, just like Westerners do to Jesus, but without you, he would never be as knowledgeable as he is now. ”
"In the same way, without Zhuo Qi, there would be no Lin Ximeng in front of you today." Lin Ximeng said excitedly.
She will never allow anyone to despise and underestimate Zhuo Qi, which has almost become a kind of pathological psychology for her.
You Xinshan already felt speechless, and stood there sighing. After sending You Xinshan away, Lin Ximeng returned to the office and began to feel irritable.
Oh my God, what are the men in this world? Stupid pigs, bastards...... Lin Ximeng scolded in his heart.
Of course, the men that Lin Ximeng hated did not include Wei Ke, nor did they include Zhuo Qi. Wei Ke is the man who made Lin Xi's dream bloom.
It was an early summer night, and Yingzi asked her to go to a neighboring village to watch a movie. The film was shown on an open-air farmyard.
The staged was "A River Flows Eastward", and thousands of men, women and children from several nearby villages gathered in the empty field, which was very lively.
When the film was changed in the middle of the film, the audience stretched out their arms and legs to rest, and some people whistled from time to time. Lin Ximeng sat quietly on the small bench, looking up at the stars on the sky.
The night breeze blew her heart relaxed and happy, and her imagination fluttered. She suddenly felt something strange behind her. She couldn't help but turn her head to look.
Behind her, there was a pair of eyes, with an indescribable haze and sincerity, quietly looking into her eyes and face.
It was a boy's eyes, and as soon as her gaze touched them, she was firmly sucked in and could not take them away.
Her mouth was slightly open, and her heart was beating wildly.
"Ah, you!" She said in a panic. Actually, she didn't know what his name was. The boy didn't say anything, just looked at her firmly, as if to suck her into his own eyes.
When the movie continued, she sat upright, but she no longer had the intention of watching the movie. She felt the eyes behind her keep staring at her.
At the end of the movie, on the way home, she felt that the crooked country road when she came suddenly became a wide, straight and flat road; There was no moonlight, and it was pitch black all around, but she felt that the road she passed through was golden and radiant.
She was in a trance, her face was hot, her heart was beating wildly, and she ran as fast as she could, not caring where Yingzi was.
She ran home in one go. A few days later, she found the boy on campus and watched him walk into a classroom in another class in the same grade.
Later, during recess, the two often met from a distance on campus, and neither of them spoke to each other, but their eyes seemed to pour out a lot, a lot.
By chance, she finally learned that his name was Wei Ke. In this way, two months flew by in a hurry, ushering in the college entrance examination.
After the college entrance examination, the students went their separate ways. She never saw Wei Ke again, but those eyes were deeply engraved on her heart, which left a bright sunshine on her heart.
Many years later, when she saw Wei Ke again, she had already become a mother, and Wei Ke had also become Yingzi's husband.
Wei Ke and Yingzi opened a fast food restaurant in the bustling area of Wanyuan Street, and the business was very good. Yingzi is very strict with Wei Ke, lest Wei Ke go out to mess with flowers.
Wei Ke understands very well, and waits by his wife and a pair of twins almost every night, Zhuo Qi once joked that their husband and wife both open stores during the day and count money at night.
"Ximeng, I swear to you that I have never gone out to spend flowers." Once Wei Ke said this to her.
"Ximeng, promise me that after Hong Kong's return to the motherland, we will go to Hong Kong. That's when I made a lot of money. Do you promise? Another time Wei Ke pleaded with her like this.
yes, it's a wonderful world. What Lin Ximeng didn't expect was that when Wei Ke left her that piece of sunshine, what she left Wei Ke was a fire.
When she brought that piece of sunshine to Zhuo Qi's vigorous teacher-student love, Wei Ke endured countless torments because of this fire.
Wei Ke failed that year, he was unwilling, and took the exam again the next year. It seems that fate is always getting along with him, and after taking the college entrance examination for three consecutive years, Wei Ke is always one or two points away from the admission score line.
He ran alone to the top of Mount Tai and stayed for three days and three nights. When he returned home from Tarzan, he told his parents that he was going to start a family.
So, he asked the matchmaker to go to Yingzi's house to propose marriage. A month later, Wei Ke and Yingzi got married. More than ten years have passed, and Wei Ke is still Wei Ke.
For Lin Ximeng, he came to the county seat with his wife and children, just to get closer to her in space.
However, for Lin Ximeng, although the sunshine in her soul still exists, that dreamy season is too far away after all.
Wei Ke can't forget it day and night. This love, this love, in this life and this life, only let Lin Ximeng cherish it in his heart.
She often prayed to God to bless Wei Ke, wishing him the love of husband and wife, the success of his twins, and a safe life.
As her, there is a Wei Ke who can be trusted all her life and has been silently watching her not far away all her life, and her heart is also steady.
Although he was not of high level and taste, he never even said a word to her
"I love you", but she can feel his sincere love deeply. And Zhuo Qi, how could she hate Zhuo Qi.
No, she would never be able to hate Zhuo Qi. Then, except for Wei Ke, except for Zhuo Qi, the other men are all among her hates, they are all stupid pigs, bastards.
If it weren't for these stupid pigs and bastards who exhausted her passion and made her exhausted, how could she, Lin Ximeng, use such a dignified face to go to such a vivid and radiant man!
However, this is irreversible. The only remedy was to write a letter to Fan Tianfu and ask the man to strengthen his faith in her through this letter.
Thinking of this, Lin Ximeng immediately started writing. She is not the kind of person who waits for the latter, between objective conditions and subjective efforts, she values the latter.
She believes that what a person wants to be is what he can become, and it all depends on how he thinks and how much he thinks.
What's more, the moment she saw Fan Tianfu, she had a premonition of fate, how could she ignore it!
Mr. Fan: I have heard of your name for a long time because of your outstanding talent for painting, and when I actually met you, I realized that you are far from being a mere one
"Very talented" to sum up the man. I thank God for the love I have had with you in my life.
Your regret about the island project has made me weigh you, and your psychological tactics have forced me to give in
"I'll wait" shook my plan for several months, and made me have a strong desire to come to your company to be your assistant in an instant.
It's the greatest blessing of life to work with people I know, and I never had that luxury before, and now, it doesn't seem so far away.
But as I told you, my only goal for the next few years is to make money. So, no matter how emotionally I want to go out of my way to work hard with you (I have full confidence in my own strength, and I know by my senses, what it would mean for our respective careers if you and I had a time together), intellectually, I had to think about the immediate goals as well.
I would appreciate it if you could understand that. In addition, because there is another manufacturer that you already know, I must agree with you at short notice, and if you do not have an appointment this Saturday night, please wait for me at your office at 6:30; If you have other arrangements, please call me before then.
Once again, I sincerely thank God for the love of God for being able to meet you in the golden hour of our lives.
IGHT Lin Ximeng looked at the letter, and Lin Ximeng pondered. Having been in love for a long time, she knew what the effect of the letter would be.
She secretly admired that she was worthy of being a veteran in the love field. She didn't know what his name was until this time, so why had she heard of his name for a long time?
But her surname is Fan, and she already knows that he once held a solo exhibition in Wutong before she went to meet him.
If Fan Tianfu is really like he said
"I wait", then the letter undoubtedly decided her fate; And if Fan Tianfu is just out of education and politeness, then, the letter is on that sentence
"My only goal in the past few years is to make money...... is left for him as the best excuse to reject her.
In this way, she also left a face for herself. She looked at the signature again, that
The three words "Lin Ximeng" are particularly big, which is a symbol of her self-confidence. After sealing the envelope, she asked Liu Lingdi to give it to Liu Daguang, and then Liu Daguang handed it over to Fan Tianfu.
She waited quietly for Fan Tianfu's reply. She is happy to win. For her, dealing with a soldier who doesn't have much ink in his stomach is really Zhang Fei's matter of eating bean sprouts.