Lin Shuliang followed Shen Xinghe, he had been walking on the street without a purpose.

After walking for more than half an hour, Lin Shuliang couldn't help but step forward and stand side by side with him, "Where do you want to go?" ”

He shook his head and didn't speak.

"Go see her, pick a time, she'll be happy." Lin Shuliang said seemingly casually, his hand resting on the flower next to him, "I know you want to go too." ”

He looked at Lin Shu for a while, "Go eat barbecue." ”

Of course, Lin Shuliang knew that he was talking about the one they often went to.

When he arrived at the destination, it was already dark, in addition to ordering his usual food, Shen Xinghe actually ordered a little wine, knowing that he was in a bad mood, Lin Shuliang didn't say anything, just quietly asked the boss to take a few fewer bottles.

Shen Xinghe didn't eat much barbecue, he had already drunk a lot of wine, he probably hadn't drunk much, he was always choked, and his face was red from coughing.

Lin Shuliang patted him on the back and quickly took him a glass of warm water, "Why are you so troubled." ”

He pushed Lin Shuliang away and poured the water down in one gulp, Lin Shuliang saw that his eyes were very red, but his face was very pale.

"If you can't drink it, don't drink it! What's the matter with you? If you want her, go and see it, don't regret it when it's too late. Lin Shuliang was a little angry and returned all the wine to the boss.

He wiped his face with his hand and said, "I'd rather her live well in a place I don't know than let her run into my life and leave suddenly." ”

Even if you don't say it, even if you have been separated for so long, the closest person is still in your heart. Shen Xinghe usually never mentioned his mother, but at this time, he was reluctant.

Lin Shuliang put the barbecue in his hand, "I don't know how to comfort you, eat barbecue." ”

He held Lin Shuliang's hand with his backhand, the barbecue was pressed on the table, Lin Shuliang looked at the spoiled delicacy, saw that he was sad, and it was not easy to blame him, "What's wrong?" ”

His mouth moved, his eyes were eager, and he finally let go of his hand, "Send me the address of the hospital, and I'll go over." ”

"How do you know I have?"

"Because you are perfectly sure to persuade me." Actually, I will listen to what you say.

"Since they are all gone, what do you have to say, don't say a word or two and leave angrily. She's a patient, you don't lose your temper. Lin Shuliang instructed him while sending him the address.

"If you don't feel at ease, come with me."

"Forget it, you shouldn't have called me today, I'm an outsider to listen to your family."

Hearing her say that she was an outsider, Shen Xinghe looked at her for a long time, "I don't want to forget it, do you know why I called you here today?" ”

"Why?" Lin Shuliang was also very curious about the reason why he called her here.

He threw the schoolbag on her lap, "I'm afraid I won't be able to go back early today, so I'll ask you to carry the schoolbag." As he spoke, the man had already left his seat, "Be careful on the way home, thank you." ”

knew that he would not have good intentions, forget it, just repay him, Lin Shuliang said: "Go home early and pay attention to safety." ”

He made an OK gesture with his back to him, and the person was already far away.

Lin Shuliang dragged two heavy schoolbags, one in front and one in the back, and walked to take a taxi, but she didn't go by the way after several hits, she was a little deflated, crossed her waist and said: "This Shen Xinghe, he has no conscience, and he won't give me a taxi and then go." ”

Shen Xinghe stood around the corner, couldn't hear her talking, only saw her jumping up and down, and knew that she was scolding without thinking about it.

Looking at her from such a distance, Shen Xinghe found it interesting, and it wasn't until she finally got into the car that she left with confidence.

……

Inside the hospital room.

"I'm sorry Mom, I went to my brother again, I know you want to see him." Lu Xue's tears faltered, and she sniffled and said.

Si Yao used to blame her, but now, the oil is running out, and these are not so important for a long time, "If you find it, you can find it, there is no difference." It's just that you shouldn't be looking for it at this time, he's about to take the college entrance examination...... It won't affect him, it's that I'm thinking too much. ”

Shen Xinghe pushed the door in, "You are always so self-righteous, you think that you left for my good, and returned to China because you love me, and now you say that I don't care if you live or die." Why do you always put your thoughts on me? ”

When Si Yao saw that it was him, he sat up from the bed, helpless, "Why are you here?" ”

She looks very old like this, her hair is thinning a lot, and her face is not good-looking, but fortunately, her facial features are there, and she doesn't look so terrifying.

Lu Xue looked at him gratefully, "Mom, you haven't eaten yet, I'll go buy you some porridge." ”

She stepped out and gently closed the door.

"Quick...... Sit down. Si Yao gave up a place and called him over.

Shen Xinghe glanced at it and sat at a distance from her.

The ward was dazzlingly white, except for the hospital gown on her body, everything else as far as the eye could see, it was frighteningly white.

Si Yao was very nervous, and didn't know what to say for a while, "I didn't expect you to come." ”

"Well, I didn't expect that either." He thought that he would not come, but he was still easily affected by Lin Shuliang.

"You kid. Did Xiaoxue say something? Don't listen to her, I'm fine. Si Yao pulled down his sleeves, and the exposed skin was covered with large and small needle eyes.

Shen Xinghe leaned back in his chair and sat sideways, facing the window, he hung down with one hand, rubbing his index finger and thumb with the other, "You go back to the UK, the level of medical care over there is much better, I just asked your attending doctor, your situation, there will be a little chance of healing in the UK, but in China, it is almost impossible." ”

Why didn't she know about her illness? "But even if the surgery was in England and it failed, I would ...... I won't see you anymore, and Xiaoxue. ”

"Life itself is an adventure. What if it succeeds? You'll be able to keep looking at the little ...... Look at her, get married and have children. He wanted to talk about Xiaoxue, but he couldn't say it, it was too intimate.

Si Yao knew what he meant, lowered his head, and rubbed his hand on the blue and white stripes, "Xinghe, you hate me, right?" ”

When he heard the word "hate", he smiled, "You left me, what feelings do you want me to have for you?" ”

"Yes." Si Yao said self-deprecatingly, "From beginning to end, I am sorry for your father and son, especially Fang Zhong, he has been divorced from me for so many years, and in order to raise you, he is still unmarried." It's not even ambiguous, I'm ashamed of myself, you should hate me. ”

Shen Xinghe always felt that his father and the female secretary were abnormal, because he saw the woman send him back several times, and he was still drunk, and once when he came home, he intuitively saw him leaning on the woman's shoulder.

He said, "You're disgusting. ”

Since then, Shen Xinghe has never seen the female secretary again. But in his heart, he decided that Shen Fangzhong and the woman were not clear.

even thinks that he is cheating, so his mother will leave.

Now that Si Yao said so, Shen Xinghe thought for a while, "Doesn't he have a female secretary?" ”

"Do you remember this?" Si Yao asked him with a smile, his face looked better because of the expression, "Keke has complained to me several times, saying that it was because of you that she was fired, and your father will only dare to use male secretaries in the future." ”

"You know?"

"Well, we're friends, she told me, I think you're a little cute."

He was a little unaccustomed to such a casual and intimate conversation, he turned his face away, "I thought you would divorce because of her." ”

"Do you think your dad is out there and we got divorced?"

He nodded, then shook his head again, "It doesn't matter. ”

yes, it doesn't matter, he knows the answer now. His father did not cheat, and for him, he always stuck to it.

Thinking about it like this, he felt very guilty, after all, his attitude towards Shen Fangzhong had never been very good. Although the two depend on each other, they often quarrel.

If the two sides are in dispute, they can only lose both.

But now, he suddenly wanted to go back to his father, got up and walked to the door, "The past is the past, no matter what, I hope you are alive and well." ”

"Wait......" Si Yao stopped him, "Can I hug you?" ”

Shen Xinghe didn't move for a long time.

"Forget it, I'm just talking about it casually." Si Yao deliberately said it very casually, but he was actually very disappointed in his heart.

Shen Xinghe walked over quickly, hugged her gently, and then stood beside him stiffly, "I'm leaving." ”

Si Yao didn't expect him to do this, she only knew how to nod, and still maintained the posture just now, and finally couldn't help it, she covered her mouth and cried silently.

Over the years, no matter how far she goes, she will always have a sense of guilt towards Shen Xinghe, which cannot be erased on the other side of the ocean, and now this mood seems to have found a place to rest.

Shen Fangzhong also came, and the father and son bumped into each other downstairs, and they were a little embarrassed by each other.

"Are you here ......," Shen Fangzhong asked.

"Look at her." He couldn't say that.

"I also just knew, I wanted to come and see, since you have seen it all, then I will come back tomorrow and go home."

It took about half an hour to walk back from the hospital, Shen's father proposed to walk back, Shen Xinghe did not refuse, and the two of them walked along the street.

Shen Xinghe secretly glanced at him a few times, cleared his throat and said, "You look very handsome today." ”

He was stunned for a moment, then laughed, "There is vision." ”

Shen Xinghe looked at his sideburns with gray sideburns, it turned out that he had reached the age of being white.

"Dad." He stopped and shouted.

Shen Fangzhong responded casually and didn't stop, "What's the matter?" ”

When he found that he hadn't followed, he turned around, "What did you tell me to do?" ”

"You find a companion."

"Why?" Shen Fangzhong felt a little sudden.

"Because I'm going to college soon, you're the only one at home."

"I'm so busy every day that I don't have time to go home, and there is no difference between one person and two people." Shen Fangzhong shook his hand absently.

"I've grown up, you don't have to worry about me." Shen Xinghe said sincerely.

"I didn't take care of you, what's going on with you today?" He frowned, unable to think of the reason for Shen Xinghe's abnormality.

Shen Xinghe walked in front of him, "You can do it yourself, don't secretly hide at home and cry when I'm away." ”

Shen Fangzhong looked at his back and smiled: It seems that my son has finally grown up.