105, "Near the Dragon Boat Festival * Smoke and Clouds and Empty Days"

The sun is smoky and the sky is uncertain.

The sun rises in the east, the moon rises in the west, and life is in the north and south.

The world is difficult and haggard, poor and hard-working, competing for coins and women's breasts. Raging.

Tossing and turning and meeting the "Dragon Boat Festival" hug, ripe wheat wants to be harvested, and hurriedly "mango seeding".

White honey dumplings, purple rice dumplings, happy and not with relatives.

Every year there is little news, and there is no trace of the years.

You remember the new chicken uh uh report the dawn, especially remember the old owl to return to the evening, and the farm scene is always interesting.

Detention Travel. Suddenly trapped alone, far away alone, running around, like waking up from a dream, waking up early from a dream.

Wan Dou dim and suddenly, the lights are faintly flickering, and the catkins in the city are drifting.

- "Near the Dragon Boat Festival * Smoke and Clouds and Clouds in the Sky

Remarks: "Youth" - the autumn of the green maple, the future of the couple. How can it be late, and the emperor is red.

The twists and turns of this world, the trajectory of fate, often do not meet people's wishes, so the unsatisfactory things in life are only eight or nine times out of ten.

When I was a child, I always looked forward to the adult world when I grew up, because growing up means being free, unfettered, and free from the control of my parents.

Of course, it can also escape the devastation of eternal and endless work.

However, when I really grew up, when I grew up, when I didn't have the shackles of homework, when I didn't have the control of my parents, and when I reached the crossroads of my own life, I found that the most beautiful thing was my childhood. Because the world in adulthood is too dim, intrigue continues, and it is difficult to stop cheating. At the same time, we must also find our own place under this bright future. However, it is not easy to achieve all this.

I vaguely remember that when I was a teenager, I often complained that my father was not accompanied by me, rarely stayed at home, and said a lot of hurtful words. But when I gradually got the "baton" handed to me by my father, I realized that I was so bad: no friends, no girlfriend, no money, no career, and no car. The only thing I own is the country mansion that my father has worked hard for many years to build. But in today's rural areas, even if you have these, you can't find a suitable spouse.

Because, young women in the countryside have gone to the cities to make a living. Of course, they also want to be "rich and handsome", so as to change their own destiny.

I'm not "rich and handsome", I'm just a poor dick, and I'm also an emotional layman. Of course, if you reluctantly put a label on me, you can count as a "bad poet". Now, in this rolling red dust, I am tumbling and rolling, but I still do not know the true meaning of happiness, perhaps because I have inadvertently discarded my happiness, and when I think about it, I seem to have been so close to happiness.

But now, everything has changed, and I have nothing. And my job has also changed back and forth, and I can't stabilize it for a long time. I envy every time I see others in pairs, every time I see others applauding for love, and every time I see friends of the same sex having someone to accompany me.

I walked alone in this society, so tired, so hard, so sad, but I found that there was no one to talk to, I may have really failed in life!

My father once said, "Son, I'm worried about you." Actually, even I was worried about my future, because I tore my life apart, and it was a mess.

"Self-motivated, excellent, money", these three share weal and woe, and I don't even seem to have one. Perhaps, this is the biggest truth I can't suffer.

However, even though I am so bad at this time, I am still growing. I really hope that from now on, for the rest of my life, I can find what I love, I can find my own "wren branch", and I can be a little happier.

In this world, it's really hard to come once......