Chapter 110: Willing to Give It a Try

Yue Yu's pale face showed a little uneasy, and finally sighed: "I don't worry about her, follow her!" ”

After Yue Yu also left, a small head popped up in the grass not far away, the girl's big black eyes turned on her face, looking at the direction in which the knife left, her face showed a little loneliness, and she couldn't help but purse her lips, and the next moment, as if she had made a decision, she turned around and walked quickly......

After leaving Kyoto, Yu Ruyan led Brother An all the way north. The weather is getting hotter and hotter, but Yu Ruyan has been rushing day and night in order to arrive at the battlefield to find Mu Lingzhi earlier, she has not had a good rest for a long time, she was roasted by the scorching sun, coupled with the worry and sadness of Mu Lingzhi in her heart, she was exhausted, and finally fell ill on the way.

Yu Ruyan's head was dizzy, her body was hot and cold, she vomited nonstop, and her face was so thin that she couldn't take a human shape.

Brother An was frightened by her description, and hurriedly helped her get off the horse and find a doctor at the hospital. But because of the war, not to mention the medical hall along the way, even the inn where they stayed couldn't find one, Brother An had to help Yu Ruyan to find the farmhouse along the way, hoping that there would be a place for them to settle down temporarily, and it would be good to boil a bowl of ginger soup for Yu Ruyan.

Finally found a farmhouse that was inhabited, Brother An gave them silver, and begged for a long time, before the owner agreed to let them stay for a while.

But Yu Ruyan's illness is not a simple wind and cold, so no matter how many bowls of ginger soup Brother An boiled for her, she didn't get better in the end, and her condition became worse day by day, and she couldn't eat anything but even vomited out yellow bile.

The family saw that Yu Ruyan was sick like this, and they couldn't even drink water, thinking that she had some terrible epidemic, for fear of being infected, no matter how Brother An pleaded, they couldn't help but drive them out overnight.

Brother An was desperate, so he had to carry Yu Ruyan on his back in the dark and walk aimlessly in the dark night, looking at Yu Ruyan who had been unconscious, Brother An was sad and sad, and finally couldn't help crying in despair under the six gods without a master.

These days, Yu Ruyan has been in a groggy coma, but her mind is full of Mu Lingzhi's shadows, from the first time they met, all the past after seeing each other-

Their first skin-to-skin intimacy, the every look he looked at her, the meticulousness with which he carefully applied the ointment to her under the lamp; And when Ugin bit her, his rage and sacrifice his life to suck snake venom for her;

She remembered that he took himself out to play in the streets during the Hanrui Festival, and under the lanterns in the sky, he held her hand tightly to accompany her to eat hot pots, and personally made candy people for her;

The flower seedlings he planted for her said that when the flowers bloomed in the summer, he would bring their children with them to watch the flowers bloom and fall;

He caressed her calloused hand lovingly, did not dislike it at all, and said, I can't participate in your past, but I will accompany you to the end

He traveled thousands of miles from Daliang to Qi to find her, stood under the ginkgo tree and said to her with a guilty face, don't worry, I will protect you!

He left in despair, saying - I'm sorry!

……

She never thought that for her sake, he would rather disobey his father and emperor, and was injured as the son-in-law of Qi to fight for Qi, but he died on the battlefield and couldn't even find his body......

The white armor dyed bright red became an eternal pain in her heart, and it was also an eternal regret!

She hated that she was born ominous, and he died on the battlefield at a young age, ten thousand arrows pierced his heart, and his body was gone......

She hated why she had come all the way to him to find him, but she had ruthlessly driven him away;

- If that day is destined to be the final farewell, why can't I say goodbye to him properly, why do I have to take out the scars in my heart ruthlessly, and reveal them in front of each other with blood, hurting myself and hurting him......

Although she couldn't cry tears, Yu Ruyan's heart had become a river of tears, and in the dark, the familiar figure was getting closer and closer to her, and she couldn't see it clearly, and she couldn't help but shout frantically-

Ling Zhi, I regret it! I really regret it, wait for me, wait for me to come to you......

Hearing Brother An's cry in the dark, Yu Ruyan woke up in a daze, she looked at the darkness around her in a daze, knowing that now she was driven out and stranded in the wild, she also expected that she would not be able to live, but she was not afraid at all, nor sad, but felt that God must have heard her heart, knew that she was living too painfully, and asked her to go down to accompany him.

Yes, instead of suffering so painfully, it is better to go to Huangquan Road to find him......

She smiled with relief, stretched out her thin fingers and stroked Brother An's head with difficulty, and said with difficulty: "Don't cry, you have suffered too much after following me for a long time, I am destined to be an ominous person, and the people around me will only be affected by me and hurt by me." I just hope that when I die, you will do one last thing for me. ”

Brother An had already cried into tears, and a little tear shone sadly in the bleak moonlight, and she cried sadly: "Princess, please, please don't say such things. I know that the princess is bitter in her heart, and she thinks that Her Royal Highness is in pain, but princess, if you leave, what will I do? I have nothing left, only the princess and one relative, what am I going to do?! ”

Brother An broke down and cried, looking at her pitiful appearance, Yu Ruyan's heart was sour, and her brain began to dizzy again, she bit her tongue to keep herself awake for the last time, and smiled at Brother An: "Silly girl, I can't accompany you through the whole life, even if you are left alone on the rest of the road, you have to go on strongly." And please, please, please, do one last thing for me after I die, bury me where I can see him......"

"Princess ......"

"Although I am married to him, but we have not worshiped heaven and earth, and the roster has not entered the temple of the Liang royal family, not only the princess of Liang will not recognize me, but even God will not recognize me as his wife, so I will not be buried with him......"

"So, just bury him far away where you can see him......"

Before she finished speaking, Yu Ruyan held on to her last breath and finished speaking, unable to support it any longer, and fell into endless darkness......

Seeing Yu Ruyan unconscious again, Brother An cried to despair. Seeing the sky light light up little by little, she tried her best to carry Yu Ruyan to the side of the avenue, knelt in the middle and asked for help from the passing carriage pedestrians.

But in the emergency moment of the war, everyone is in a hurry to save their lives, and they are all fleeing in all directions, no one is willing to stop and help Brother An, and even some people avoid them far away after seeing Yu Ruyan, who has a face like a dead person, for fear that she will be infected by her.

Brother An knelt in the middle of the avenue with the dying Yu Ruyan in his arms, and begged the pedestrians for help, but his forehead was broken, and no one was willing to stop to help them.

Just when Brother An was about to despair, a carriage drove over quickly and stopped in front of them.

Qingcha, who was catching the car on the wheel, saw the two people in the middle of the road, and his heart finally fell to the ground after hanging all night, and the horse stopped and shouted to the people in the carriage: "Childe, I finally found the girl!" ”

In the next second, Yue Yu rushed out of the carriage with a pale face, and jumped out of the carriage before he had time to stop it, looking at Yu Ruyan lying in the middle of the road, just a glance, his heart hurt so much that he was suffocating.

I saw Yuru lying in the middle of the dusty road with a faceless face, emaciated, with her eyes closed, and that description, that description, it was like a ...... Dead person!

Three steps and two steps came to her, Yue Yu picked up Yu Ruyan on the ground, put his hand on her pulse, gritted his teeth and let his trembling hand stop to touch her pulse, and his heart was about to jump out.

After finally feeling her faintly beating pulse, Yue Yu's heart, which jumped to the door of her throat, finally fell to the ground.

After the tense nerves relaxed, the physical discomfort that he had been enduring finally couldn't be stopped, he coughed violently, Qingcha's face turned pale, and he hurriedly stepped forward to take out medicine and feed him.

Seeing that he had settled down a little, Brother An asked anxiously in a hoarse and hoarse voice, "Childe, princess...... Princess, is she still saved? ”

Yue Yu gasped, his face was pale, but his eyes were unusually firm, and his voice trembled slightly: "Don't worry, with me, Lord Yama won't dare to ask for her life." ”

From the moment he picked up Yu Ruyan, he was no longer willing to let go of his hand, he kept carrying her into the carriage, and he was reluctant to let go when he sat in the carriage, and he kept holding her tightly in his arms.

Seeing her sick like this, Yue Yu's clear eyes were full of love and pity, and he didn't care about Brother An and Qingcha, so he gently leaned on her ear and said in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry!" ”

Yue Yu asked Qingcha to drive the carriage to the nearest town, where there was a rice shop of the Yue family.

Qingcha drove the carriage fast, and arrived in the town in an hour's time, although there were still men guarding the shop in the rice shop, but because of the war, the shop door was closed during the day, leaving a small window on the door alone, and there were people who wanted to buy rice, and they only bought and sold business from the window.

Qingcha stepped forward and knocked on the door, Yue Yu hugged Yu Ruyan and waited aside, and after a while, the people inside looked for a small window, Qingcha showed the sign in his hand to the guy, the guy saw it, and hurriedly opened the shop door to welcome them in, and then closed the door, turned around and went to the back to invite the shopkeeper out.

The shopkeeper knew Yue Yu, and he didn't expect that in this time of chaos, the more head of the family would appear here, and he was surprised, and hurriedly invited them to rest in the courtyard of the back room, looking at the four of them were all gray and tired, and instructed the guys to boil hot water to bathe and change their clothes, and also prepared meals intimately.

Yue Yushui didn't care to take a sip, and after carrying Yu Ruyan to the bed and putting it down, he began to concentrate on taking her pulse, and after the time of half a pillar of incense passed, he let go of her hand and sighed heavily, Brother An saw it, and anxiously stepped forward and asked, "How is the princess?" ”

Yue Yu looked at her anxious appearance and smiled lightly, and said, "Didn't I say that?" As long as she still has a pulse, I'm going to get her back. You can rest assured. ”

Fortunately, the shopkeeper of the rice shop happened to know the owner of the pharmacy on the adjacent street, so he took Qingcha directly to the boss's house to find him and asked him to help open a store to sell medicine to them.

When Brother An helped Yu Ruyan scrub her body, and then put on clean clothes, the medicine for Qingcha was also recovered. Waiting for the medicine to be boiled and served, but it was two bowls, Yue Yu pointed to a bowl of Chinese medicine with a slightly lighter color and said to Brother An: "Your throat is crying, this is specially boiled for you, you must be tired after taking care of her for so long, drink the medicine and go to sleep, she has me to take care of you Don't worry." ”

Hearing his words, Brother An nodded reassuringly, and Qingcha looked at Yue Yu, who also looked tired, but her heart ached-

Obviously, he hasn't rested well in the past few days in order to find Yu Ruyan, and now he has to stay to take care of him, don't you know the details of his body?

But he also knew the weight of Yu Ruyan in his son's heart, so he didn't dare to say the words in his mouth, but just accompanied him to take care of Yu Ruyan.

Yue Yu picked up the spoon and carefully blew the decoction a little cooler before feeding it to Yu Ruyan to drink, but Yu Ruyan's teeth were clenched, and the decoction couldn't get into his mouth, Yue Yu's heart sank, and he couldn't help but show a little anxiety.

After a while, he whispered to Qingcha who was guarding the side: "You can also go and rest, just have me here." ”

Although Qingcha was not at ease, he never dared to disobey any orders from Yue Yu, so he obediently retreated and closed the door with his hand.

Looking at the colorless person on the bed, Yue Yu's face suddenly flew red, and layers of ripples appeared in his calm heart, and he said "sorry" to the unconscious Yu Ruyan, and then took the medicine bowl and drank a mouthful of medicine in his mouth, leaned forward, and when he saw Yu Ruyan's face close at hand, his whole body was stagnant, and after hesitating for a while, he finally leaned down, gently pried open Yu Ruyan's mouth, and crossed the medicine into her mouth......

It took half an hour to feed a bowl of medicine, Yue Yu sweated all over, his whole body trembled slightly, and his silent heart was churning with excitement-

Although he was forced to have intimate contact with her, he couldn't deny the feeling he felt for her in his heart, and the moment his lips touched hers, he couldn't help but tremble all over......

Looking at Yu Ruyan lying quietly on the bed stupidly, his hands couldn't help but gently touch her eyebrows, smiled bitterly in his heart, and couldn't help but remember what he looked like when he first saw her.

At that time, she was only eight or nine years old, with two buns, a pair of good-looking eyes looking at him worriedly, asking him what was wrong, but he pushed him to the ground.

At that time, he was in pain, and he wanted to kill himself with a knife to end the pain on his body, but the long sword in his hand had been kicked away by the little girl in front of him, as if he wanted to commit suicide.

He pushed her to the ground, but she was not angry at all, struggled to get up, came to him again in dust, and pulled him who was uncontrollable and crazy and painful, looking at his terrible appearance of gritting his teeth, she was not afraid, but hurriedly said worriedly: "Little brother, are you in pain?" You must not bite your tongue, the master said, you can't bite your tongue, otherwise you will bite yourself to death. "The result......

"I'm sorry...... I really didn't know it was you, and if I knew it would be you, I wouldn't ...... anyway I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

Yu Ruyan, who fell into the darkness, vaguely heard a voice in her ear all the time saying to her, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

The voice seemed to be Mu Lingzhi and it didn't look like it, Yu Ruyan wanted to try to open her eyes to see who it was, but her eyelids were too heavy, so she couldn't open them.

She wondered who it was, who was saying sorry over and over again in her ear!

After drinking the medicine, Yu Ruyan's body slowly warmed up, and by midnight, she had woken up leisurely.

The moment she woke up, Yu Ruyan looked at the curtain above her head in a daze, and lost her mind for a moment-

Where is this, has it come to the underworld?

Her whole body was sore and uncomfortable, and she couldn't move, but her eyes turned slightly, and then she realized that she was not dead, but still alive.

So where is she now? What about Mu Lingzhi!?

When she thought of Mu Lingzhi, whose life and death were uncertain, she suddenly felt a pain in her heart, and she couldn't help but let out a cry of pain, and suddenly alarmed Yue Yu, who was guarding her by the bedside.

Yue Yu has been leaning on the side of the bed to guard her, and Brother An didn't worry about her after resting, so he insisted on staying in the room together.

Now that they heard her voice, both of them pounced on her with joy, and when they saw that she finally woke up, Brother An cried with joy, and Yue Yu's tense body also relaxed, suppressed the joy in his heart and said lightly: "It's good to wake up!" ”

Looking at Yue Yu who suddenly appeared in front of her, Yu Ruyan felt like she was in a dream, and she didn't understand how he could be with them, but her throat hurt like a tear, and she couldn't open her mouth and asked him with her eyes.

Yue Yu understood the doubts in her eyes, and couldn't help but smile lightly: "When you asked my shopkeeper to send a letter to Xiaodao, I happened to be in Kyoto, and I guessed that you came to the border between the two countries to find His Royal Highness...... How do you feel right now? What else is uncomfortable? ”

His unabashed concern made Yu Ruyan stunned, her face turned red, and she shook her head gently when she heard him ask about her condition.

After recuperating in Mipu for three days, although Yue Yu repeatedly emphasized that her body was not yet complete, and she would have to lie in bed for at least another week to rest, Yu Ruyan couldn't wait at all, and she couldn't wait to immediately put on her wings and fly to Mu Lingzhi.

can walk around on the ground, and Yu Ruyan stubbornly took Brother An to leave and continue to walk north. Yue Yu knew that she couldn't do it, so she had to drive a carriage to accompany her and go to the battlefield to find Mu Lingzhi together.

Regarding Yue Yu's request to accompany her, Yu Ruyan refused.

She said: "Brother Yue, you know that you are worried about me, but I am going to the battlefield this time, you are in poor health, and you have worked hard to take care of me these days, and you must not ...... again."

"Although I am not as physically strong as others and can go on the field to kill the enemy, I am a doctor, and I can save lives!" Yue Yu didn't look at Yu Ruyan, he was already the first to get into the carriage and prepare to leave.

Yu Ruyan's face turned red, her expression was guilty, she thought about it, and finally climbed into the carriage with him, and said to Yue Yu, who was already sitting steadily: "Brother Yue, I don't underestimate you, but worry about your ......"

"I know, I don't blame you." Yue Yu's clear eyes seemed to be warm to the eyes of a hot spring, and he smiled warmly at Yu Ruyan, who was full of guilt: "A man does something and doesn't do anything, I was born weak, but because of this long-term illness, I have become a medical skill, which can be regarded as a blessing in disguise, so you don't have to be sorry for me, and don't worry about me." ”

Yue Yu's open mind made Yu Ruyan also let go of the guilt in her heart, she thought about it, and finally mustered up the courage to say: "Brother Yue, can you cure the disease of no tears?" ”

Hearing this, Yue Yu's expression was stunned for a while, he slowly looked up at her sincere eyes, his eyes flashed with pity and pity, and said slowly: "This disease needs to open up your blocked tear veins, but the tear veins are complicated, thinner than the head silk, and the slightest mistake will blind your eyes...... So, I don't recommend you ......"

"I'm willing to give it a try!" Without waiting for Yue Yu's words to finish, Yu Ruyan replied firmly without thinking about it.

“…… Why do you suddenly want to cure it? ”

Yu Ruyan smiled bitterly and said lightly: "Since Brother Yue knows my identity, he should also know that I am an ominous person, I want to ......"

Yue Yu's mind was clear, and he already understood the meaning of her words, and his heart ached, and he couldn't help sighing: "I have indeed heard of rumors about ominous people, but this really has nothing to do with your tearless disease, you don't have to care about those irresponsible rumors, and besides, hasn't the body of the Third Highness been found yet?" I believe that with his ability, he will never be so vulnerable. Trust me, he'll be fine! You don't have to blame yourself! ”

For some reason, after listening to Yue Yu's words, even though he knew that he was comforting himself, Yu Ruyan inexplicably began to believe that Mu Lingzhi must not be dead, and he must be alive and well.

worked hard all the way, and finally found the military camp of Daqi five days later, Yu Ruyan looked at the banner of Daqi hunting in the wind, and her heart was sour-

For this banner, countless good men in Daqi died in the sand battle, leaving behind only a mountain of death lists on the father's desk.

And he is also uncertain about his life and death, and he is missing!

Yu Ruyan's eyes couldn't help but turn red.

After Chen Yiqing heard the report of his subordinates, he hurriedly walked out of the camp tent and personally came forward to greet Yu Ruyan.

Although Chen Yiqing is a rare general, he is also an emotional person. Seeing Yu Ruyan at a glance, his eyes were also red, and he was so sad that he couldn't speak anymore when he called 'sister-in-law'.

Yue Yu led Brother An and them to wait outside, and Yu Ruyan was talking alone with Chen Yiqing in the room.

Yu Ruyan asked him carefully about Mu Lingzhi's accident, Chen Yiqing's face was sad, and his grief for Mu Lingzhi's accident was no less than Yu Ruyan's.

He knelt down in front of Yu Ruyan with a sad and guilty face, and said sadly: "Sister-in-law, I didn't stop the Third Highness well, if I could have stopped him at the beginning, he wouldn't have had an accident, sister-in-law has hatred in her heart, when I personally cut off the head of Sima Rong's neck, and then personally ask you for guilt, when the time comes, I will not have half a word of complaint if I want to kill or chop me!" ”

After getting the same news from Chen Yiqing's mouth, Yu Ruyan's dead heart sank again, but even if Chen Yiqing personally told her the news that Mu Lingzhi had an accident, she still didn't want to believe that he really passed away.

Thinking of this, she pulled up Chen Yiqing, who was kneeling on the ground, and reluctantly squeezed out a smile and said: "General Chen's words are serious, you are fighting on the battlefield for the Qi country, not only a good general who protects the country and the people, but also a good friend of His Highness, what right do I have to blame you?" ”

"Besides, I know his character, and I don't know anything, but no one can turn him back on anything he decides. So, you can't blame you for this at all. ”

"However, I firmly believe that as long as his body is not visible, he must still be alive."

Chen Yiqing's whole body was shocked, and he couldn't believe it, looking at the woman in front of him who was reasonable and understood the righteousness of the country, admiration arose, and he couldn't help but praise: "No wonder Your Highness likes her sister-in-law in her heart, it turns out that her sister-in-law is indeed different from ordinary women, her mind is not inferior to that of men, and her knowledge is even extraordinary." But I have the same idea as my sister-in-law, as long as I don't find His Highness's body for a day, I won't believe that he has passed away. ”

Yu Ruyan smiled bitterly and said lightly: "General Chen has already worked hard to fight against a strong enemy, leave the matter of finding His Highness to me, and I-will definitely bring him back." ”

Dead or alive, I'm going to take him home!

Chen Yiqing couldn't help but worry when he heard this, and hesitated: "Now that the war between the two countries is becoming more and more severe, it is really dangerous for you to run to the battlefield with a woman braving the flames of war, I think, if Your Highness is here, I will not let you do this." ”

Yu Ruyan said disapprovingly and firmly: "Even if it is going up the sword mountain and going down to the sea of fire, I will go to him and bring him back." ”

However, when Yuruyan was looking for Mu Ling all over the world, a figure stood quietly on a hidden mountain, carefully looking at the situation of the entrenched Great Wei army, suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps behind him, and the figure looked back, a pretty woman wearing fiery red armor walked heroically towards him, hugged his fist and said: "I have brought you 50,000 elite soldiers!" ”