twenty-two
At the end of the feast, it was raining lightly. Seeing off the guests, Fan Tianfu and Lin Ximeng walked back to the company.
Walking into the office, Lin Xigang reached out to turn on the light, but was held down by Fan Tianfu. In the dark, he hugged Lin Ximeng and said hurriedly: "Hurry up, I'm in a hurry!" Since the company moved to this small storey building, in Lin Ximeng's mind, she has been longing to lie on this newly laid carpet and go crazy with Fan Tianfu for a long time to commemorate, because this is a room that only belongs to Fan Tianfu and her.
When the building was designed, Fan Tianfu had already thought of this. To her regret, for the first time they were here, they were not lying down, but standing; Not crazy, but hasty; Not for long, but for a short time.
She knew in her heart that Fan Tianfu must have news to tell her that surprised her. In order to tell her this secret quickly, Fan Tianfu hastily **; In order to hear this secret as soon as possible, she also accommodated this ** way.
Fan Tianfu turned on the light, sat down at the desk, and asked Lin Ximeng to sit opposite him to show his importance. He took a breath and solemnly announced: "Starting next Monday, my classmate Ma Zhengyan will officially come to work here." Lin Ximeng suspected that there was something wrong with his ears, and there must be something wrong with his ears...... Starting next Monday, my classmate Ma Zhengyan will officially come to work here...... Starting next Monday, my classmate ...... No.
No. Fan Tianfu said that from next Monday, his classmate Ma Zhengyan will officially come to work here!
When she was completely sure that there was nothing wrong with her ears, she froze. A cool breath came from the top of her head to the soles of her feet.
Her eyes were fixed on the military cap. The military cap is placed on the table. It wasn't until she shifted her gaze to Fan Tianfu's excited face that she had a thought.
In the same solemn tone, she clearly announced: "Starting next Monday, Lin Ximeng will officially not come here to work. With that, she got up and left.
Fan Tian was already stunned before he could retreat. Lin Ximeng returned to the office, opened all the drawers by the light of the street lamp outside the window, and began to pack up his things.
Fan Tianfu followed. He stopped her and said, "Nightdream! You can't! You can't do this! She shook off his hand and continued to dig through the drawers to organize things.
Fan Tianfu grabbed the front of her dress and lifted her out of the chair. Lin Ximeng struggled to break free, raised his foot and kicked a paper basket to the ground.
She was stunned by the sudden stimulation, and she was weak, lying on the table, not looking up for a long time.
After relieving her strength a little, she began to clean up. Fan Tianfu watched motionless as she cleaned up.
After she finished packing, she picked up two bags and walked out, Fan Tianfu stepped forward and took her with her bag, grabbed her like a chicken, and fell to the sofa in the corner.
When she got up and sat firmly, she was just about to get up, but she was caught by Fan Tianfu again. He lowered his voice: "Ximeng! You can't do this! I don't understand why you're doing this! Lin Ximeng knew that she couldn't get out for a while, but her anger had already burned her whole body.
Completely out of her mind, she grabbed a ceramic teacup filled with cold water on the coffee table, tilted her neck and poured it into her mouth, and then used all her strength
"Snap" fell to ......the ground. The teacup shattered and immediately disappeared.
"Nightdream! I'm for our cause! For our tomorrow! ”
"Tomorrow?! Who and your tomorrow? Our Tomorrow?! Have a tomorrow with a man like you? Amusing! ”
"Nightdream! I don't understand why you're like this! Please tell me. If you leave me for this, I will die unjustly! ”
"Why? If you're stupid enough to ask me to explain why, then I should leave before then. ”
"Nightdream! Listen to me! ”
"Don't explain it to me!" Lin Ximeng was about to leave after yelling, and was caught by Fan Tianfu again.
"Nightdream! You can't go! I can offend my classmate, but you can't leave anyway. I am for our cause and our tomorrow, so I will do whatever it takes to catch talents. ”
"Understand! Don't say 'we' again! We don't have tomorrow! ”
"Nightdream! Are you so ruthless? ”
"Love?! I have no love! ”
"Ximeng, have you thought about it, if you leave me, I will be destroyed from now on."
"Destruction?! Very good! It is not a pity for a man like you to be destroyed. ”
"Nightmares......
"Tianfu, I misjudged you, I overestimated you, I really overestimated you. Now, when I look at you, it's as if I'm looking down from the top of the mountain......" She stared into Fan Tianfu's eyes, only a few centimeters between them, and she belittled him and insulted him with extreme viciousness until he was completely skinned.
"You know what? In that moment, the disappointment went from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet, and at that moment, I decided to get out of here. She picked up the bag and was grabbed by Fan Tianfu again.
"Nightdream," he begged, kneeling down,
"You can't leave me!"
"I won't be here unless you kill me on the spot."
"Yume, forgive me! Have you listened to me explain? ”
"No need, Tianfu, please be wise, don't stop me, it's already ten o'clock, I must get out of here. I'll handle the handover tomorrow. Fan Tianfu let go of his hand, and Lin Ximeng left here.
The next day, Lin Ximeng did not go to handle the handover. She was sick, with abdominal pain, blood in her stool, bright red blood dripping non-stop.
She suspected a broken lung or a ruptured intestine. Fan Tianfu called three times in a row, but she heard that it was Fan Tianfu and hung up.
She couldn't get out of her angry state. On the third day, she quieted down a little, guessing that Fan Tianfu must have had a showdown with Ma Zhengyan, at least telling Ma Zhengyan to postpone reporting.
Fan Tianfu can come up with hundreds of reasons for this. With such a psychological foundation, her anger gradually calmed down.
However, something else is gradually expanding: longing. The pain of longing began to torment her.
A brutal torture. It was as if all her nerves were tied to Fan Tianfu, and as long as any part of Fan Tianfu's body moved slightly, it would pull her nerves.
A plain truth was in front of her: she would never be able to leave this man in this life.
Her roots have been deeply rooted in the fertile land of Fan Tianfu. The nutrients she drew from the land nourished her soul and allowed her to grow more and more upright.
To leave him would mean to uproot a thousand-year-old tree from the ground. The pain of longing tormented her every second.
It's a pain that life can barely endure. This made her even think of suicide distinctly. She finally grabbed the phone and heard Fan Tianfu's pleading voice distorted by pain
"Nightdream!" , she cried out loud: "Tianfu, I want you to come over." When Fan Tianfu heard Lin Ximeng's call, he rushed over like a soldier who had received an order to charge.
Zhuo Qi went to work, only Lin Ximeng was alone on the bed in the small room, Fan Tianfu stepped forward and grabbed her hand, in just two days, he seemed to be much older, he held her hand and comforted her.
"Ximeng, I don't know how to comfort the hurt I have caused you." As soon as he saw Fan Tianfu, it was like a patient with unbearable pain, who was injected with a strong analgesic, and suddenly took effect, Lin Ximeng, who was still suffering in the pain of missing a few minutes ago, the moment he saw Fan Tianfu, the pain immediately turned into a bubble in the water and disappeared.
They stared at each other, as if disaster had left them. Lin Ximeng lay quietly and listened quietly to him tell the details of letting Ma Zhengyan come to the company.
When Ma Zhengyan was admitted to the university, he encountered a setback due to an eye disease, how he couldn't kneel down to the university president; How difficult Ma Zhengyan's marriage was, he was expelled from his father-in-law and mother-in-law; how people in society discriminate, misunderstand and prejudice against him; What kind of oath did Ma Zhengyan make to him Fan Tianfu, saying that one day in the future, once his Fan Tianfu's career is ruined, if there is another person by his Fan Tianfu's side, then this person is him Ma Zhengyan.
He was moved by Ma Zhengyan's experience and vows, and in a flash, he decided to let him come to the company and was excited about it for a few days.
"In the evening dream, people should not be disguised. Whoever has a strange appearance must have a genius. Ma Zhengyan is not good-looking, I know it. But he is very good at finances and has a good way of talking; He is also very familiar with industry and commerce, taxation, and he knows many things how to evade taxes; There are also banks, he is also very familiar with banks and can borrow money directly; As for the court, he is also very good at collecting money from lawsuits. I think you'll be as excited and excited as I am when you hear it, sharing the joy of the milestone significance of my decision, but I didn't expect it to turn out to be a world apart. Lin Ximeng listened quietly and asked calmly, "Finished?" ”
"Ximeng, I ......"
"You can go." Fan Tianfu heard the eviction order and had to stand up. He straightened his clothes and walked away helplessly.
Lin Ximeng was helpless by Fan Tianfu's naivety, he once had a bad impression of Ma Zhengyan, but he was moved by Ma Zhengyan's experience in an instant, changed his feelings, and then made a wrong decision, fortunately - in Lin Ximeng's conjecture...... The facts have not yet been formed.
However, whether the facts were not formed, Fan Tianfu did not tell her. She didn't have the courage to ask. Until three o'clock in the afternoon, she dialed the company's phone, and Fan Mingfu's voice came from the phone, and she asked, "Where is your brother?" ”
"I went to inspect the construction site with Manager Ma this afternoon."
"Manager Ma? Which horse manager? She didn't figure it out for a moment.
"What? Manager Lin, you don't know yet? It's Ma Zhengyan who often comes to our company these days, squinting. This morning, my brother held a meeting to announce that Ma Zhengyan was the assistant manager, responsible for the company's financial management internally, and ...... externally.
Before the phone was put down, she was already crying bitterly. She knew she had blocked it to no avail. Only then did she understand what Fan Tianfu said
The meaning of the phrase "I have done you harm". Fan Tianfu! The cruel Fan Tianfu finally poked the first sharp blade into her heart.
"Manager Lin, what's going on?" Fan Mingfu asked inexplicably.
"Akio, I've decided not to go to work."
"What?" Fan Mingfu was taken aback,
"I don't understand, you tell me what's going on?"
"Mingfu, let's do it, when your brother comes back from the construction site, you call me, and I'll handle the handover."
"Manager Lin......
"Mingfu, Ma Zhengyan is here, I'll go."
"I resolutely refuse! I don't say yes to a hundred! ”
"I've decided."
"Nope! Manager Lin, I'll go too! As long as you're not here, I'm not here! Only when you are here, my heart is at ease. Lin Ximeng hung up the phone.
She lay on the bed and wept loudly. She can't accept the fact that Ma Zhengyan appears in front of people on behalf of Fan Tianfu no matter what.
At six o'clock in the evening, an anxious Fan Mingfu called and told Lin Ximeng that Fan Tianfu had returned from the construction site.
Lin Ximeng immediately got up from the bed after receiving the call, got dressed, and rode a bicycle to the company. After lying down for two days and two nights, she felt empty.
Fan Mingfu was waiting for her at the door of the company, and he took her bicycle. She pushed open the door to the manager's room and walked in.
Fan Tianfu was inside, walking back and forth with his hands behind his back. He had been sleeping on the sofa in the office for two nights, and just put down Zhuo Qi's phone, Zhuo Qi called again and said, "Lin Ximeng has gone." It seems that she really wants to pick a son this time. You're going too far, though. Since she was asked to be the assistant manager, the company should at least say hello to her in advance to show respect for her. Now, since this is already the case, there is no way. Whether you can keep her or not depends on your Fan Tianfu martial arts. He thanked Zhuo Qi and put down the phone.
Lin Ximeng took off his coat and threw it aside. She went to pour herself a glass of water and sat down on the circle chair.
Fan Tianfu brought a small stool, sat down in front of her eyes, and looked at her. Lin Ximeng kept drinking water, and Fan Tianfu kept adding water to her.
It wasn't until she had enough to drink that she spoke, "I'm sorry to let you run to me in the morning." Because I didn't know that Ma Zhengyan had come to report to work at that time, let alone that you had announced him as an assistant manager, I am very sorry. Now, I'll handle the handover. She looked up at her watch and added,
"I need to be here for about half an hour." After speaking, she nodded to Fan Tianfu. Fan Tianfu stared at her firmly.
She handed the handover project and miscellaneous work, a total of three sheets of black and white paper, to him with both hands. Fan Tianfu stared at her, not moving.
She stood up and placed it on the table, along with the keys and other materials.
She sat back down. Silent. Deadlocked.
"Ximeng, can you let me talk?" He rubbed the back of her hand.
"Thank you. Not necessarily. Fan Tianfu stood up. He took two steps back, stood at the table, and stretched out his hand to her: "Ximeng, you come here." Lin Ximeng knew what he was going to do.
He was afraid that someone would look through the glass door to stand there, and he wanted to comfort her a little, even a little, with a hug and kiss.
"What? And the Last Supper? She looked at the time again, then stared at him and sarcastically said,
"Normally, ten minutes** is probably not enough, right?" Fan Tianfu was angry. She nodded her head anyway.
"You still use this time to look at the handover content of my column, and if you still don't understand something, I can give you a free consultation." Fan Tianfu was angry, panting, and walked back and forth in the house.
His chest was like a bellows, blowing his lungs out
"Whoosh" sounded, so loud that she could hear it clearly.
"I'm handing it over, it's your business whether you take it or not. I'm leaving. She continued to nod and stood up.
"Okay, you can go." Fan Tianfu spoke,
"But I still have to say a few words." He straightened his lungs a little, and the despair in his bones had completely changed the shape of his face.
He tried to calm the sting of despair, saying, "I always thought that you would share my ups and downs, and work together to make a difference." However, I now finally know that I was wrong. I admit that I am too young and inexperienced, however, I have ambitions, I have convictions, and I am convinced that my career will be successful. From the first time I saw you, I had a feeling of being shocked and feeling that God had created this woman for me. From the moment you came to me, I confirmed more and more the accuracy of that first feeling, that you are the lifelong partner I desire and need in my career, the woman standing behind my life. However, it has now been proven that there is a gap between us, and the gap is too great. I have to admit that you are not my ideal woman. Fan Tianfu's last few words choked her throat.
She was out of breath for a long time. It wasn't until she realized that this was a radical method that she relieved herself and replied, "Very good." Feel the same as each other. With that, she walked out.
Suddenly, Fan Tianfu grabbed the three pieces of paper, tore them apart in an instant, and threw them into the paper basket. He looked at her with a fierce look, as if he would skin her if she dared to take half a step out of the door.
Lin Ximeng was frightened. She didn't dare to step out. She had to sit back honestly. Fan Tianfu suddenly calmed down.
He sat down in front of her, took her hand gently, and rubbed it incessantly. After a long time, he said bitterly: "Ximeng, tell me, why are you doing this? For the sake of a Ma Zhengyan, why do you want to do this? Lin Xi dreamed of him like this, no longer afraid, and said, "Why? Don't you really understand? Do you really have to say it? So, let me tell you. In your eyes, Ma Zhengyan is a piece of gold; In my eyes, Ma Zhengyan is a pile of shit. Herein lies the difference. I can't find a reason why you like Ma Zhengyan. I even suspect that this is the case - the same scale, it can weigh a thousand catties, and when you put more than a thousand catties in weight, it will fail, however, when you don't put a pound, it will also fail......" Lin Ximeng became more and more excited.
Thinking that Ma Zhengyan would represent Fan Tianfu's image in front of the people around her, she couldn't help crying again, crying and talking, completely ignoring Fan Tianfu's feelings, until she heard a hoarse voice: "Ximeng, I don't dare to speak now." Fan Tianfu burst into tears.
This is a man who never lets go into tears easily. The moment he joined the army and left his parents' hometown, two huge tears filled his eyes, and along the way, these two teardrops made his eyes swollen and red, but they didn't flow.
And now, the man who was as strong as steel was crying, and the tears flowed like two streams.
She stood up and walked around his back, wiping his tears and letting them moisten her skin.
Calming down a little, Fan Tianfu soothed her hand and said with great pity: "Ximeng, you have been hurt so much for me. ”
"Nope! You are wrong," Lin Ximeng flatly denied,
"I'm for myself." With that, she got up and sat down at the table, and began to look for a pen, ready to relist the handover order.
Fan Tianfu stepped forward and grabbed her hand and looked at her affectionately. She smiled and said, "It's okay to let me stay, but it's only possible in two cases." One, you killed me; Second, we got married. He laughed, and she laughed, one, impossible; Second, the Ma Zhengyan incident and their marriage are really unrelated.
She thought for a moment and said, "First of all, let me ask you, what is the purpose of you asking me to stay?" ”
"Ximeng, if you think that I left you only for the needs of my career, you are too wrong. I have come to see you as my only goal in this life as a man. ”
"So, you let me stay because you have me, right?"
"Yes."
"Well, then, I married you just to have you."
"Ximeng, you're such a child." He said softly.
"I said I want results, and if you can't give me a result, I won't stay." She pondered for a moment, then continued,
"Still, there's someone who can give me results."
"Who?" Fan Tianfu became alert.
"Mr. Pan, who came to visit me that day. You've seen it. ”
"I see."
"It's good to know. He is prettier and more chic than you, graduated from a prestigious university, has a proud career, and has a bright future. He loves me, and we can get married whenever I want, and I'll send you an invitation when we get married. ”
"I'll give you a s**!" He said viciously.
"You don't believe it, do you? I can call him right now, he has his cell phone with him, and I can tell him I miss him. Hey, remember the last time I was on Bailang Island? I called you from the hotel that night using his mobile phone. Fan Tianfu's tone softened, and he asked softly: "Ximeng, he went to the hotel that night?" ”
"yes, we'll get a room. What else do you want to know? ”
"Tell me, you're together?"
"yes, he didn't leave until eight o'clock the next morning."
"Ximeng, tell me, do you love me?"
"I want to call that Mr. Pan now."
"Ximeng, why? Why are you doing this? When did you decide to marry that villain? ”
"I've known him for seven or eight years."
"Then why are you looking for me? Because I'm in Sycamore? ”
"yes, it's close. But get married, whoever proposes it first will marry whoever comes first, anyway, I'm going to get a divorce, at this point, I'm preconceived. And I have a dozen lovers, and I can call them whenever I want. Fan Tianfu was speechless.
It took a long time for him to squeeze out a few words from between his teeth: "What are you?" ”
"A prostitute." She replied leisurely. Fan Tianfu couldn't say a word anymore. Deadlocked. Suddenly, Fan Tianfu flipped her from the seat to the ground, frantically tore all her clothes, frantically tore open his own clothes, and pressed her down frantically......