There was still more than a month before the time of the placement test, and every day after school, I did not walk with Xianqiong, who was on the same road. Instead, he went to Shuqi's house.

Speaking of Xianqiong, it seems that since I have been in contact with Shuqi a lot, the two of us have gradually drifted apart, at least I think so. I think back to the time we lay in the park and looked at the night sky last year, when it seemed like I had feelings for her for the first time, and for the first time in more than ten years of my life.

Since then, I have been with Shuqi almost all day. She may have understood the delicate relationship between me and Suqi, but she still cared for me as much as ever.

Thinking of the first time I went to the zoo, I saw Shuqi supporting me, Xianqiong's originally bright eyes became dim, although it was just for a moment, but it still made me in my eyes.

Could it be that she feels that way about me, too? I think that way sometimes, too.

"Hey, what are you thinking, look at the question!" Shuqi on the side knocked my head with a pen, mercilessly interrupting my thoughts.

Since this time, we haven't met again until the end of the exam. During this time, I studied hard every day, and halfway through, Cao Yuxin came to our class and asked the students who came in and out to bring things to Shengjing. Or breakfast, or snacks, or waiting for Shengjing to pass over a bottle of mineral water after training.

During the week, after school, we took the initiative to stay and add two hours of evening self-study like high school juniors. The teachers did not stop it, and the head teacher was also very pleased and supportive of this kind of thing. In the case of no overtime pay, he resolutely stayed with us.

In June, high school juniors went to take the most critical crossroads in their lives - the college entrance examination. For a while, I was a little uncomfortable, after all, the school suddenly lost a few hundred people. The school organized volunteers to go to the college entrance examination room to provide some services for candidates, and many people actively signed up, teachers and students. Some people want to experience the atmosphere of the college entrance examination room in advance; Some people want to help high school juniors from the bottom of their hearts; There are also people who simply don't want to go to class because they have two days off as volunteers.

As soon as I turned on my phone, there were words and videos cheering for the college entrance examination everywhere. There are many of them who are a little hot, but who will care at this time.

"Why are they all cheering for the college entrance examination, there are very few about the high school entrance examination." Xianqiong looked at her phone and muttered.

"yes, it's really weird." I closed my phone and looked up at the ceiling, stunned.

If there is no high school entrance examination, where will the college entrance examination come from? It is said that the college entrance examination is a fork in the road in life, but why not the high school entrance examination? Only the foundation laid by the high school entrance examination will have a crossroads in three years, otherwise if you are not admitted to high school, how can you have the opportunity to choose next.

Thinking about it, I turned on my phone again and commented under the video I just saw: After the college entrance examination, it will be the turn of the high school candidates, and I hope you will be admitted to the ideal school.

Even for me, the high school entrance examination is a thing of the past, and it doesn't have much to do with me. I remembered that when I was in junior high school, I was afraid of the high school entrance examination because I didn't study seriously in the first and second years of junior high school. By chance, I told a restaurant owner about it.

It was he who encouraged me to be admitted to the city key, which is the school I am in now, when no one was optimistic about me in the third year of junior high school. When the results came out, I happily went back to the store, only to find that it had been transferred.

And I learned how much encouragement can do for a person. Since then, I have been like him for a while.

There are many passers-by in life, and it is very likely that they will change each other because of a word, one thing, or one behavior.

Good words are warm in three springs, and bad words are hurtful and cold in June. The ancients have long proposed.

Even Teacher Liu Ting has been looking at us a little differently recently. Probably because she couldn't take all of us with her after the placement test. She came to the class more often, but she just wanted to see us more and spend a little more time with us.

After so long, I also made up my mind to fill in the science subject on the list of intent for the subject division.

Xianqiong has a good record in history and politics, and I thought she would choose liberal arts. The teacher gave us three days to think further, and after three days, when I glanced at her list, I saw the word "science". The head teacher advised her to think again, but she just shook her head and smiled: "No need. ”

Those who know Xianqiong know that her worst thing is science. But God knows what stimulated her this time, as if no one could figure out what she was thinking.

After January, the placement test ends. According to Xianqiong, this exam was not ideal. It's no wonder that the vast majority of her revision focuses on the liberal arts.

Summer vacation is coming, and the results will be posted on the school bulletin board after the start of the school year.

I picked a time to ask Xianqiong out and prepared to find out.

"What the hell do you think?" I asked, lying on the park lawn with my head on my hands, looking at the night sky.

She hesitated for a moment and said, "No, just to see that you all work so hard, I also want to break through myself." ”

"But you know how much of a risk this is, and it's about two years from now."

"That's it! Don't say any more, I'll just decide my own affairs. Since I was a child, I have followed the path that others have arranged for me, and I also want to change, and I don't want to stick to the status quo. She almost yelled.

I don't want to say much, I don't like to rely on good relationships and use "for your good" as a reason for moral kidnapping. You can't change others with your own ideas.

I looked at the gray sky and changed the subject: "Tsk, I can't even see a star." ”

"Yes, it's dark, there's not a ray of light. What to do. She sighed and closed her eyes and muttered to herself.

I'm a little confused. Eight years later, through her diary, I realized how confused and helpless Xianqiong was at this time. From the first time I saw this diary, I felt a sense of shame, not so much a sense of guilt.

Of course, that's all for later.

I thought about it, but I still couldn't adjust it, so I could only reach out and rub it on Xianqiong's head, messing up her hair. comforted: "It's okay, I'll wait." ”

She smiled wryly, unscrewed the grapefruit water beside her, and took a sip.

After sending her back, get ready to go home. Suddenly, I received a call from Zhao Guangcheng inviting me to KTV. It's been a long time since I've been to K songs.,Plus I've been too depressed in my heart lately.,It's time to release it.。 Casually agreed, asked for the address, and then stopped a taxi and headed for the destination.

"Oops, buddy, it's been a long time, I miss me!" He was waiting at the door early and when he saw me getting out of the car, he immediately rushed over to give me a warm hug.

After letting go, he pulled me around and walked towards the door.

"Wait." I hurriedly spoke.

He looked back at me quizzically.

"I haven't settled yet."

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