Chapter 310: Long Talk

In Chang Ying's memory, Celadon is the person who is not afraid of him at all, the first time he met with an ugly face, he could also look directly at him, and later he caught him to smash people, she also did not hesitate to come back, how could she be humble like this?

But suddenly, he remembered what Celadon had said to him that night.

She asked him if he would look at her if she had the same ugly face as before.

If she wasn't the celadon she is now, but cowardly and timid, he would still like her.

How did he answer at the time?

Song said softly, "Some people will express timidity when they are most afraid, and some people will express strength when they are most afraid. Everyone is different, maybe the Aunt Qing that the county king saw was just a strong one that was inspired at a certain moment, and the county king only thought she was brave, but she was scared to the extreme. ”

"Of course, the concubine doesn't know what happened to Aunt Qing, and she doesn't know Aunt Qing, it's just a guess. It's just that the concubine met Aunt Qing yesterday, and the county king locked Aunt Qing in the room, if Aunt Qing has no feelings for the county king, then Aunt Qing will inevitably be disgusted or afraid of the county king's behavior. But in the eyes of the concubine, Aunt Qing was neither disgusted nor afraid, she calmly accepted what the county king did to her, which showed that Aunt Qing had affection for the county king in her heart. The last few words made Chang Ying feel relieved.

But she didn't want Song to say again, "But Aunt Qing's acceptance of the county king's behavior shows that Aunt Qing regards her status and even self-esteem very low." ”

Hearing this, Chang Ying couldn't help but get up and look directly into Song's gaze, "What happened to her?" ”

Song was stunned for a while, and said with a smile, "Except for Aunt Qing, no one knows." ”

Although Chang Ying didn't know where Song's theories came from, he inexplicably felt that what he said was right, and after thinking about it, he continued, "You continue." ”

Song Shi paused, "If you need the concubine to continue to analyze, can you ask the county king to be more detailed." ”

Chang Ying thought about it, and then briefly talked about his encounter with celadon and some of his past.

Song frowned and thought a few times, "Aunt Qing is white, but she is willing to serve Mrs. Wen, maybe because in the eyes of Aunt Qing, she is a slave, maybe she used to be a slave, or maybe she has suffered from everyone's contempt, humiliation, and ridicule, so she is grateful for the help of Mrs. Wen and Gongzi Wen, so she is willing to be a slave." ”

Contempt.

Insults.

Jeer.

Every word smashed on Chang Ying's heart like a stone, and he couldn't breathe.

He remembered the incident when he first met her, and remembered the spot on her face that he had also mocked her in the Ming Dynasty at that time.

When they were separated in the palace, the words of celadon were like a heavy blow to Chang Ying at that time.

She asked him if he had ever given her a choice.

At that time, Chang Ying only felt angry, but it was a kind of shame that was exposed to the facts.

But now, he felt uncomfortable.

From beginning to end, he cared about his feelings, but he never thought about what she had been through.

After a while, Chang Ying plucked up the courage and said, "What if I never gave her a choice?" ”

Song smiled, "Then what the prince has done will make her more aware of her identity, her position, and her lack of choice and ability to resist." In other words, she couldn't develop her own self-esteem.

Chang Ying was even more panicked.

After a while, Chang Ying panicked, "But she said a lot of nice things, but I always felt that she was lying to me." She said that she liked him, but she was not jealous, and he always felt that it was fake, because she didn't seem to be nervous about him at all, she didn't care about his past, she didn't care where he slept at night, but ...... But they will worry about his safety......

"Lord Wang, a humble person, there is no arrogance in her heart, she has no capital to be proud, so she doesn't dare to give birth to any thoughts that she shouldn't expect, if someone can give her some dignity, she can remember it." Song thought about it, this kind of person is born servile, "And she can say nice things to make the prince happy, which shows that she cares about the prince and understands the prince, and is willing to follow the prince's ......"

"This is not what the king wants!" Chang Ying frowned, "This king wants to know, how can she have her own pride?" ”

How can she forget that she has been bullied, humiliated, and ridiculed?

"If a person thinks that what is in front of her does not belong to her, she will not care when it is taken away. If this person understands that what is in front of her belongs to her, then she will naturally be unhappy when others come to take it. Song said softly, "In other words, it is to give her enough confidence and capital to let her know that the prince belongs to her alone, and over time, the prince will naturally get what she wants." ”

When Chang Ying heard this, his face changed suddenly, "Grass! ”

Then he came to the North Courtyard tonight, wouldn't it make matters worse?

"This king will come back another day!" Chang Ying reacted and didn't want to leave.

When he left, there was a lot of movement, Chunduo came over worriedly, stomped his feet and said, "Miss, why did you let the prince go?" ”

Song smiled, "He's sick, but I can't cure him." ”

Chunduo looked inexplicable, "What's sick?" If you're sick, you have to find a doctor, but I see that the king of the county is walking quickly just now, and it doesn't look like he's sick. ”

Song smiled gently, "It's a mental illness." ”

"Miss, what strange words have you said again, what kind of mental illness is this? The slave has never heard of ......," Chun Duo said.

"You go get some hot water, it's getting late, it's time to sleep."

Song poured himself a cup of tea, drank it lightly, and talked so much about being thirsty, but it was really refreshing.

It's not that one person is sick, it's that both of them are sick.

But sometimes it's not the doctor who heals, it's another person.

Celadon was already asleep in a daze, but he heard a creaking sound of opening the door, and suddenly woke up, "Who ......?"

Before he finished speaking, the whole person was already embraced into his arms.

"I was wrong...... Chang Ying gasped, said in a hurry, and a little scared.

Celadon didn't react, and frowned, "King Jun, Celadon didn't ......"

"There is no county king." Chang Ying interrupted her words and groped her neck in the dark, "Celadon porcelain, in front of you, I am just Ah Ying, Ah Ying who belongs to you, I haven't touched her, not once...... In a few days, I will fold up to Linzi, reconcile with her, and raise you as the princess of the county......"

Celadon froze.

Chang Ying suddenly thought of something, and suddenly let go of the celadon.

"Celadon porcelain, can I hold you ......"

Celadon stiffened.

Chang Ying thought about Song's words, frowned in the dark, and spread his hands, "From now on, it's up to you to choose, if you want to hug me, you can hug me ...... forward" Although it was said that the celadon was chosen, the desire in that sentence was very clear.

Celadon hesitated for a long time before slowly raising his hand, moving forward in the dark, hugging Chang Ying's sturdy waist.

Chang Ying hurriedly hugged the celadon back.

Hey, I want to pounce on it, but I can't.

Resisting the urge to gnaw off the celadon directly, Chang Ying spoke again, and asked shamelessly, "Celadon do you want to kiss the king......

Celadon hand trembled, and in the dark, a layer of red gradually appeared on his cheeks, but unfortunately Chang Ying couldn't see it.

"If you want to ...... the king"

"It's not me! It's you! Do you want to! Chang Ying said very seriously.

But the meaning of the words is almost not said, hurry, pounce on this king, this king is waiting.

Celadon swayed from side to side several times in his heart before he raised his hand and touched the root of Chang Ying's ear and covered it.

Chang Ying was no longer polite, and directly held the celadon in his arms, gnawing hard like hugging a little rabbit.

Suddenly, Chang Ying stopped.

Celadon faintly had a bad premonition.

Sure enough, Chang Ying endured, grabbed her hand to her belt, and said in a deep voice, "Celadon Porcelain, do you want to be a ...... for this king?"

All over the body, even the hair is yelling at Chang Ying, what are you waiting for, just pounce on it!

Only a trembling little man shrank in the corner, and told Chang Ying sensibly to let Celadon choose by himself.

Celadon took a deep breath before taking the initiative to raise his hand.

The big palm seemed to be encouraged, and continued to go down the ups and downs, and the movement slowed down again at the critical moment.

Someone endured his voice, gritted his teeth and said, "Do you want to ...... celadon?"

In an instant, Celadon felt a splash of cold water poured down from the top of his head, and said coldly.

"I don't want to!"

Then Chang Ying felt that the person in his arms rolled directly to the side, and the quilt was all rolled away, and he didn't even leave a corner.

Although the body is very lost, I still have to grit my teeth to comfort myself in my heart.

See! Celadon actually rejected him! It seems that the day when she will regain her self-esteem is not far away!

With such an excited mind, Chang Ying obediently got up and went out, looking for cold water to reduce the fire, and then came back, through the quilt, and hugged the celadon contentedly.

Early the next morning, Yu Wenhao's men and horses came directly to the county king's mansion to pick up Nian Yun and Yu Wenhao.

The people of the king's mansion rose up to send him off.

Nian Yun watched Chang Yingmei come over with Celadon in hand, but Celadon was cold eyebrows, and when he saw her, his eyes softened, "Celadon sends Mrs. Gongzi." ”

I wanted to bend my knees, but Chang Ying insisted on hugging her waist and lifting her up.

Turning his head, Chang Ying said to a family of three, "Slow down and don't send it!" ”

"Old county king, please come back." Yu Wenhao bowed his head and helped Nian Yun into the carriage, and then hugged Wen Ying himself and followed into the carriage.

After getting in the car, Nian Yun looked back, "Today, Chang Ying seems to have changed a lot. ”

Yu Wenhao said with a smile, "It's originally a king, and it's not a turtle no matter how you pretend to be." ”

Nian Yun raised her eyes and glared at Yu Wenhao, "Don't teach your daughter badly." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Wen Ying said in a milky voice, "What is it...... Wang Ba ......"

Yu Wenhao was about to explain, Nian Yun hooked his lips and smiled, "Wang Ba is your father." "It's harmless to laugh.

Yu Wenhao squinted, raised his hand to cover Wen Ying's eyes, put one hand around Nian Yun's neck, and crushed it fiercely, until his lips were crushed bright red, he let go of Nian Yun, and said in a hoarse voice, "Mother Wang Ba." ”

Xiao Wenying: "......"

Soon after the carriage left, a secret decree was sent to the county king's mansion to quickly whip Song Shou.

"The king of the county, the emperor's secret decree, Wenyuan's state is irretrievable, please immediately organize three thousand elite soldiers to go to Wenyuan to seal the city and burn the city."