[Essay] 42: A young man who loves to chase dreams

Maybe everything is only left with the end of nostalgia alone, but the beauty of the moment still really exists, we can't lose this beauty because of nostalgia, because life is not only nostalgia, but also the future that we are looking forward to, maybe this is the meaning of life.

Think about me a year ago, think about me two years ago, and even think about me many, many years ago, I was so naïve, but I couldn't reach the realm of innocence. In fact, after so many years of experience, I am not a good person, I am not a bad person, I began to realize that I am just a very ordinary and ordinary rural teenager - my expectations will be disappointed after all, what I pursue is a dream after all, the person I love does not belong to me after all, I seem to be messy, but I am also quite high-spirited.

In this relationship with life, I finally had hardships and hardships, and finally barely got a little gain. I used to complain about why my life was so depressed, but later experience made me feel that everyone is the same, and in this ordinary life, ordinary people are the same life. Maybe it's not willing to be ordinary, or maybe it's the characteristics of my age, and I began to pursue a higher level of my dreams, with my unrealistic thoughts and actions.

In fact, life is not about how much you have experienced, but how much you have not experienced, but dreams are a special existence, and it is a mission that people have to complete in this life, and this is one of the tasks of life. Although people can't escape the fate of 'getting educated, graduating from college, getting employed, marrying a wife and having children, and then letting the next generation continue this strange circle', it is even more difficult to have too much time to do whatever you want, but there are still many beautiful things in life, and what we have to do is to find these beauty, not destroy it, keep it, let more people see it, and continue this tradition.

It's impossible to say what is meaningful and what is not, but if you can feel happy and happy in doing something, it is a meaningful thing. Usually what we mean by meaningless things means that there is not much monetary return, and they are all stuck in the money pit. Is there only one measure of money in life, but it's not.

If I don't have such an obvious utilitarian heart before doing things, and only think about how happy I can be in this matter, maybe everyone's expectations for life will rise to a higher level, and they will no longer be so empty and complaining! But now my life is like a fresh paste, and "I" happens to be a piece of red paper to be pasted, where is the brush that sticks to me, I have been looking for a long time, only to find that it has always been in the hands of others, so "I" is always glued by others, and I can't help but have no choice.

If life deceives you, maybe it's good! But I think that the spirit of Dick Silk will eventually brainwash a person into a complete Dick Silk, and you will regret it without knowing it...