Chapter 50 (2nd Update)
Yun Chi's life, Huayan is his heart, his blood, his life, and she is indispensable in life and death.
He thought, four hundred years ago, Emperor Huaiyu must not have a deep love for Hua Jing, if he loved her so much that he wanted to swallow her into his stomach and hide it, he would definitely not leave her to go to Jiuquan alone, if he died, Hua Yan died, he would accompany him, and when he died, he would definitely pull Hua Yan to accompany him.
He didn't know how others in this world treated love, what he learned about his father and mother, about his aunt and Wu Weihou, about the Chinese military officials, about the rich merchants and ordinary people in the world, most of them had wives and concubines.
His father said that he loved her mother deeply, and in order to extend the royal heirs, the three thousand harems were full.
Wu Wei Hou said that he loved his aunt deeply, but the concubine room of Wu Wei Hou Mansion also had several rooms, and all the courtyards in the inner courtyard of the Hou Mansion were lived, and there were several heirs, although they were not loved by him, although they were not as good as Su Zi's status as the son, but they were all his children.
There are only a few civil and military officials in the court, and there are only two people who do not have wives and concubines, because one family has a fierce woman, and the other does not like women and has the good of Longyang.
Because the wealthy merchants in the world have a lot of silver, they show their skills with concubines, and most of them like to show off.
In the homes of ordinary people, because they are poor and cannot afford to marry, they will live with one husband and one wife.
The only thing he saw was that the Lin'an Hua family was different from this world, everyone in the Lin'an Hua family was a husband and a wife, from generation to generation, the family was harmonious, the husband and wife were harmonious, and he didn't hear the slightest bit of discord.
He didn't know how the Lin'an Hua family was affectionate before, but the presiding abbot said that forty years ago in the Lin'an Hua family, there was such a sympathetic thing for him, and he thought, probably he is not the only person in the world who wants to devour his beloved into his stomach and even feels terrible.
He really loves Huayan, loves Huayan miserably, loves so much that he is connected by blood and bones, and he can't wait to become one, so much so that he almost doesn't even know himself.
Now, he can empathize with her pain and pain, and his body and mind are one, right?
He thought about it for a long time, buried his face in the palm of Hua Yan's hand, and didn't move for a long time.
The room was extremely quiet, the needle drop could be heard, no one came in to disturb it, even Xiao Zhongzi came in and glanced at Hua Yan, and when he saw such Yun Chi, he quietly closed the door and retreated.
It wasn't until Hua Yan's voice sounded that the silence in the room was broken.
Hua Yan's voice was as hoarse as a mosquito's groan, "What about the dignified prince, it's so unproductive, when you see me, shouldn't you hold me and coax me to wake up quickly?" Why did you squat on the edge of the kang and cry? I can't hold the tears of honor in my hands. ”
Yun Chi raised his head suddenly, his eyes were foggy, and he realized that he didn't know when he was crying. He didn't care about reaching out to wipe his tears, opened his eyes, and looked at Huayan like this.
Hua Yan raised her hand with great difficulty, although it was extremely slow, but it still reached Yun Chi's face, and her fingertips gently wiped over his eyes, and her fingertips were wet, making her feel distressed and flattened the corners of her mouth, "It's so distressing, Yun Chi, how can you make people feel so distressed." ”
Yun Chi reached out and grabbed her hand violently, put her hand on his face, his eyes locked on her tightly, he didn't want to let go for a moment, he moved the corners of his mouth, and he couldn't make a sound.
Hua Yan said softly and weakly, "It doesn't work to hold my hand, I miss you very much, hug me quickly." ”
Yun Chi immediately let go of her hand and got up when she heard this, she squatted for too long, her legs were numb, and she stumbled for a moment, but she still endured the numbness and stood steadily, carefully reached out to support her body, picked her up, held her in her arms, and sat on the bed.
Hua Yan moved his head, buried his face in his heart, took a deep breath, and muttered in a low voice, "Hmm, the fragrance of phoenix wood, I've been crazy these days, I can't wait for you to appear and hug me immediately......"
Yun Chi hugged Hua Yan, feeling as light as a feather, he couldn't say anything to blame, and said hoarsely, "Since you miss me, why don't you let me come to the Northland?" Why did you have to hide it from me when you were so badly injured? ”
Hua Yan sighed lightly and said softly, "People are so strange, I want you to take care of the responsibility on your shoulders, and I want you to love me and spoil me regardless of everything." Reason and emotion, tug-of-war, but in the end, I still ......"
Yun Chi took her words, "After all, do you still wish I would be more important to the world than you?" ”
Hua Yan raised her eyes and looked at Yun Chi's eyes, Yun Chi also looked at her, her clear spring-like eyes were deep and rich, if these eyes could hold the affection of the four seas, then at this time, she had no doubt that Yun Chi's eyes were filled with the affection of the four seas.
Hua Yan stared at Yun Chi's eyes for a while, shook her head slowly, and changed her words, "Women are used to duplicitous, I don't want to be alone, I still want you to accompany me." After a pause, he added word by word, "It's not about taking the Huangquan Road, but about walking the road of this world alive." ”
The richness of Yun Chi's eyes shattered in an instant, revealing a bright luster, his eyes seemed to have sun, moon and stars, he looked at Hua Yan tightly, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Really?" ”
Hua Yan nodded affirmatively, "Well, seriously." ”
Yun Chi looked at her, smiled slowly, stretched out his hand and gently touched the tip of her nose, the stars under her eyes were full of the gentleness of the spring breeze, "This is what you said, you are not allowed to break your word." ”
"Well, don't break your word." Hua Yan stretched out her hand and laboriously hugged his neck, sniffed deeply at the clear phoenix wood fragrance on his body, and muttered, "Even if Lord Yama grabs me by the throat and drags me into hell, and peels off a layer of skin for me, leaving only white bones, I will crawl out of the ghost gate and stay with you for the rest of my life." ”
Yun Chi's heart was touched, and his eyes were hot and humid for another moment, if he hadn't empathized with her this time, he would not be able to understand the weight and suffering of saying such a thing, but now, he can really understand that Huayan is heavier than mountains and seas to him.
She is about such a woman, she does not hesitate to put moths to the fire for love, four hundred years ago, Emperor Huaiyu did not understand her love after all. Fortunately, four hundred years later, he understands.
Not only does he understand, but his deep affection for her is also like a mountain and a sea.
He hugged Huayan, eager to be one with her, only about love, not about desire.
Hua Yan stopped talking, and quietly hugged Ren Yunchi for a while before sighing with satisfaction, "God treats me kindly after all, and gives me a way to live." ”
Yun Chi looked down at her, "Heaven has the virtue of a good life, you are so good, even Heaven can't bear it." ”
Hua Yan chuckled, "God probably has mercy on me, or I am stained with the light of you, the true son of heaven determined by God, and doesn't want me to harm you to accompany me to die, so for the sake of all living beings, let me go." The words fell, and he reached out and touched his face, "Why do you say you are so stupid?" He suffered the same sin as I did. ”
Yun Chi shook his head, "I can't wait to take your place as a substitute, but it's a pity that I can't replace you." ”
Hua Yan looked at him with a smile, "Not only can you not replace me, but you will also suffer one more." As the words fell, she ran her fingertips across the contours of his eyebrows, and asked gently, "Does it still hurt when you see me now?" ”
Yun Chi shook his head, "It doesn't hurt, it's fine." The words fell, and his eyes were full of distress, "I know that you are still in pain all over your body, and I hope that I will continue to be with you in pain." ”
"Silly." Hua Yan smiled again, "Your appearance of being tossed like this is enough for me to feel distressed, where is there anyone like you who continues to want to find guilt?" Now that you're here, hug me more, and I won't be in pain. When the words fell, she sighed lightly, "When I was a child, I often felt envious when I heard my grandfather and grandmother talk about their deep love and empathy, but now, when it is my turn, I don't feel envious at all." ”
Yun Chi hugged her lightly, and gently touched her eyebrows and face, he understood the hidden meaning of her words, that was the regret and bitterness that spanned four hundred years, in love, she was the one who was let down. Now, he empathizes with her, she knows too well how painful and painful this sin she has suffered, so she feels sorry for him and can't bear him.
Getting his love is really the greatest blessing in this world, he doesn't understand how anyone is willing to make her sad and painful?
He lowered his head, kissed her lightly on the lips, nodded water, and said lightly and heavily, "Huayan, life and death go hand in hand, and never lose each other." ”
Hua Yan's hand around Yun Chi's neck tightened, nodding heavily, before, she suppressed her feelings and rationally paved all those roads that she thought were good for Yun Chi, but now, with one foot in the ghost gate, she really woke up.
She is reluctant to him, she has already been connected with his body and mind, and she is with him. In this life, she tried all her strength to accompany him to live, accompany him to sit in the South Chu River, and accompany him to refine the world.
Yun Chi is so good, she is reluctant to let him be sad and desperate, loving someone deeply is probably what he needs, if he is indispensable in his life, then, she will give him her life, no one can take it away except him.