Chapter 204: The sky has changed
Sacrificial Bloodline?
I don't know why, when my grandfather said that, I felt like I knew where I came from, as if I had found my own home.
Although I know it's not, though I know it's just a delusion.
Sacrificial Bloodline, Sacrificial Bloodline, Sacrificial Spirit......
After I muttered it three times, you sat down on the bench.
I have seen a lot of jokes, in order to test the child, the parents deliberately arranged the family background to be poor and white, and then when the child became an adult, they told the truth, and the poor boy became a rich second generation overnight.
Now this kind of thing has happened to me, but it has nothing to do with my family background, I have not worried about food and clothing since I was a child, and my grandfather seems to have earned money that he can't spend in his life.
And for me, it wasn't really a surprise, it was a shock.
It has nothing to do with family background, but it has something to do with blood.
I don't know what the sacrificial bloodline is, but it's as if there is a kind of thing that I am not my own, and I am someone else's child.
It was a very confusing feeling, and I couldn't find the words to describe it for a while.
Grandpa could see that there was something wrong with my emotions.
And then he continued.
"There are many, many things that you don't know, but grandpa only told you a little bit, and you feel like your world is about to collapse, and now you still think that grandpa is hiding from you and hurting you?"
I can't answer Grandpa's question, for the simple reason that I still think it's a disservice to me.
But the funny thing is that if I had children, or I had grandchildren, I would do the same thing as my grandfather, I would hide everything, I would make him not know all this since he was a child, and try to make him live an ordinary life.
There are all kinds of barriers between people, and it's like one circle after another, and it's too difficult to break down.
Actually, it's not difficult, it's just that it's hard to adapt, so if I do this, the result may be the same as my grandfather, I won't end well, and I will even be hated by my own children and grandchildren, but I don't care, I've at least tried, I've at least tried, I've tried to give them a healthy and stable living atmosphere.
But I think we all know that everything is not as good as it should be, and people are not as good as heaven.
"So you're telling me this today in the hope that I'll ......"
I don't know why Grandpa chose today, he chose to tell me all this today, although he didn't tell me everything, but at least let me know a rough idea.
"Grandpa wants you to quit."
When he said this, he looked me in the eyes and was full of sincerity.
"Get out?"
"Yes, get out." He nodded vigorously: "Quitting the spirit case team, and also quitting the work of the criminal investigation, grandpa still has a little spare money and relationships on hand, and can arrange a stable job for you in the business world, if you want to invest, it's not impossible, go to study for two or three years, grandpa believes that with your intelligence, you can live the rest of your life without worrying about food and clothing." ”
I vividly remember my grandfather saying something like this.
But unlike before, this time when Grandpa said this to me, there was no commanding tone, as if he was discussing with me.
It seems that after all this, Grandpa gave up on correcting me with a tough stance, and he also realized that it would not work.
If he had taught me this way since I was a child, and didn't let me get in touch with these feng shui theories, I might not have taken this path, but with the education I received since I was a child, I had to take care of it, and it was almost impossible for me to quit.
This is something that has been imprinted in my bones, and I can even say that this is what my grandfather gave me, he taught me this way, and everything I do is just to uphold the values he gave me.
"What if I don't agree?" I asked tentatively.
Grandpa didn't seem to be unhappy, and even I felt that my answer was what he expected.
"Then let's go all the way to the dark."
He sighed, he was still in high spirits just now, and at this moment he seemed to have changed back to his original appearance, an old man in his last years.
"Grandpa, aren't you interfering with me?"
"Nope." He said: "I told you the truth, I never thought that you would listen to me, but you must be careful, about your sacrificial spirit bloodline, you can't tell anyone, and you can't show your feet in front of anyone. ”
I understood the meaning of my grandfather's words, and even the weight of those words.
The husband is not guilty, but he is guilty, and this sacrificial spirit bloodline is my bi.
"Grandpa, do you know Tianquan?"
"Heavenly power?" He was stunned for a moment, then shook his head: "No, I don't understand. ”
Grandpa didn't say anything right, he said no, he said it so quickly, he didn't seem to even think about it, but I couldn't doubt anything.
Grandpa has been hiding a lot of things from me, and I can't have all kinds of showdowns with him at this juncture.
"Yes, after hearing you say this today, I suspect that among their people, there are also people with the blood of the sacrificial spirit, otherwise, they should not be able to do this kind of miracle, and the Immortal Gu has also been mixed in recently."
"Immortal Gu?"
Grandpa asked, as if very sensitive to the name
I quickly asked him if he knew something. But he quickly shook his head again, and even gave me the exact same answer, always just those few words, no, he didn't know.
That's fine, if Grandpa tells me everything, it will be meaningless, and I will solve this mystery myself.
And what he told me today is enough for me to digest for a long time.
There is still a long way to go, and my grandfather didn't tell me everything, so I not only have to digest it slowly, but also face it by myself.
I don't know what the sacrificial spirit bloodline is, and I never even thought that I wanted to live a special life, but the heavens seemed to have played such a joke on me, and there was nothing I could do.
Therefore, it is unknown how long I can carry such a bloodline on my shoulders.
Here's an example that's not very appropriate, but it's just right.
It's like the day before I was healthy, but the next day I was suddenly diagnosed with a new type of cancer, which won't kill me, but only for the time being, it is like a time bomb buried in my body, it may be detonated at any time, and the cancer cells will spread to my whole body at any time, and finally ruthlessly take my life.
Good men say that they are not greedy for life and afraid of death, and they all seem to stand up to the sky, but today, after experiencing the catastrophe in the basement, I found out that it is impossible for anyone to be free from vulgarity, and everyone will want to live.
If gluttony hadn't saved me today, I would most likely have opened my snuffbox, released the black mist, and compromised with him in order to survive.
"Grandpa, if I can, I want to learn ghost talismans."
Grandpa didn't refuse me either, he nodded, otherwise he would have expected me to say that.
His hands trembled, and he took out a second item from the wooden box.
"Everything you've seen since you were a child is unforgettable, this is a rune book I wrote based on my own understanding, and after you read it, you will burn it."
"Burn it?" I asked in surprise.
Grandpa nodded without the slightest hesitation.
"Yes, burn it." He said, "You must not let anyone see him, but remember him as quickly as you can, and then destroy it, and pass it on to him if you have children and grandchildren when you are my age." ”
I always felt that my grandfather had a feeling that he was taking care of the aftermath, and he told me all this very suddenly today, but avoided some of the more important parts.
I had a bad feeling in my heart, but I couldn't put it into words.
It wasn't until I reached out with the same trembling hand and took the rune book that I saw two terrifying rays of light coming out of his originally horizontal hat.
"Zhang Yao."
He suddenly called my name.
"You must remember Grandpa's words and be careful."
I had just been frightened by him, so I didn't react a little, but the election must have understood that he was worried about my safety, so I nodded.
I opened the book he wrote, and the handwriting was a little sloppy, but I could see that it was detailed with the application of various ghost talismans, like a pinyin card.
I took the book in my hand and asked him when he would be able to tell me about my father.
Grandpa shook his head, and instead of giving me an exact time limit, he said that when the time came, he would naturally say.
And he called me here today, just to make me take it as a warning, and he told me the truth about the sacrificial spirit bloodline, hoping that I would temporarily restrain my edge.
But after knowing this, I felt like I had 100,000 whys in my heart, and I wanted to ask them all one by one, but I didn't know how to speak.
As for the nothing-to-do card, I'm naturally not going to ask at this time.
With this book, I was able to quickly figure out the logic of ghost charms and apply them.
To put it bluntly, with this book, I can surpass Wang Zhengqing, and even Gu Yichang's achievements in runes in a short period of time.
But as my grandfather said, I can have a special skill, but I can't show it in front of people, otherwise it will only bring trouble to myself.
When I finally left my grandfather's house, I felt as if I had just come down from Chenghuang Mountain, and I looked confused.
It was my grandfather who took the initiative to ask me to leave, and he said that everything I should know had already been let me know, and he wouldn't say the rest, and he could see that I didn't want to stay with him for too long, so he let me leave.
Actually, it's not that I don't want to stay with him for too long, but our grandparents have formed an invisible barrier for a long time because of my parents' affairs.
This barrier is very thin and thin, but it cannot be easily punctured.
I had the rune book in my passenger seat, and the contents were as enticing as Pandora's box, and I was excited, but I didn't dare to look through them.
I brought back the gluttonous wood carvings and snuff bottles, but my grandfather didn't leave them, saying that after I mastered the use of ghost talismans, there would naturally be a way to deal with the black fog inside the snuff bottles.
I didn't know why, and even when I went back to the city, I felt a little panicked when I heard the sound of traffic.
My world has changed.