Chapter 59: Contradictions

"You're so sick" After speaking, Niu Jincheng didn't care what she was saying, turned around and left.

Seeing this, Xu Yan immediately followed.

Along the way, the silence was silent, and the atmosphere was awkward to the extreme. Finally, Xu Yan couldn't bear it anymore, he said, "Lao Niu, what are you doing with her, it's a big deal to ignore her in the future, with a girl, what do you care."

Niu Jincheng didn't know whether he didn't hear it, or if he heard it but didn't want to respond to him, he continued to walk towards the classroom, and finally, at the corner of the stairs, he stopped without warning, and then he suddenly asked, "Me, is it really so obvious?" ”

Xu Yan was stunned, but it was only for a moment, and the next second he reacted to what this person was asking, and nodded, obviously not a little, it was quite, very obvious, as long as he was not blind, he could see it. It's also thanks to those old classes who don't keep an eye on them all the time, otherwise, as long as the old class looks at them for a while, they will definitely be able to see it.

"Alas~" There was a long sigh again, and without saying anything, Niu Jincheng continued to walk towards the classroom. It's just that his heart has already turned upside down, it turns out that he is so obvious, he still thinks he is hiding it well! However, so many people have seen it, does she know it?

Both looking forward to and being afraid, hoping that she would see it, but also not wanting her to know, Niu Jincheng never felt that any moment was as entangled and tormented as at this moment.

When she walked into the classroom, she was still immersed in learning, as if learning was the most important thing for her. He really wanted to ask her which was more important, himself or studying, but even if he didn't ask, he already had the answer in his heart.

There are still two days left, no matter what, we still have to get along well, no, it should be more cherished!

Someone made up his mind in his heart, but Wang Xiaoshan didn't know anything about it. As usual, she moved the stool forward so that the man could enter. Then she started writing and painting again, and I don't know how she could sit still all the time, isn't she tired?

Of course, Wang Xiaoshan feels tired, but even if she is tired, she can't relax, she is stupid, if she doesn't work hard, how can she be admitted to college!

Actually, don't look at her sitting in her position all the time writing and drawing, there are many times, she doesn't study at all, just like at this moment, as soon as Niu Jincheng appears, she doesn't need him to speak, she also knows to move the stool. The drawings written on the hands are either repetitive words or chaotic graffiti. It's like the feeling this person brings her, chaotic, changeable, but always what she yearns for.

Wang Xiaoshan stabilized her mind and began to focus on studying, and when her attention gradually diminished because she had been concentrating for too long, she began to can't help but pay attention to the person next to her. Then she heard the words that made her unforgettable in her life, and she thought it was nothing at the time, but later, whenever she remembered this sentence, she wanted to laugh, this person really didn't know what to say!

I only heard him and a boy behind him whispering there, there was a lot of chaos in the class today, there were a lot of people talking, three or three, they were talking here, and no one would pay attention to them at all, except for Wang Xiaoshan, no one would think that she would eavesdrop on other people's speeches Wang Xiaoshan.

Niu Jincheng said: "Don't you have a favorite person? ”

"Yes" The boy was a little embarrassed, but he also answered him frankly.

However, this sentence, to Wang Xiaoshan's ears, is tantamount to a confession. According to the gossip that Niu Jincheng revealed to her, this boy likes his current tablemate, but the falling flowers are intentional and ruthless, and she knows from the girl's face that she is not interesting to the boy, not to mention, the girl seems to know that the boy is interesting to her. Therefore, when the boy says it so frankly, isn't it just for the girl? It's just that the girl behind Wang Xiaoshan still didn't react.

"Why don't you join her?" Niu Jincheng continued to ask.

"Don't dare, I don't have that guts, what's more, people don't care about me" This courage can be practiced, but there is no way to force it! The boy was helpless.

"It's you, you hang out with girls every day, I heard that Wang Zixuan is coming to you again, aren't you two, huh?" The boy's words were vague, but everyone was the same age, and who didn't understand the meaning of anyone's words. Hearing this, Wang Xiaoshan suddenly fell silent, she suddenly felt that she didn't feel too good about herself, why did she feel that person was a little unspeakable to herself? He never said it.

Niu Jincheng hurriedly glanced at the person behind him, okay, in order to prevent his gaze from being so explicit, he was facing the wall, turning his head to talk to the person behind him. At this glance, seeing that Wang Xiaoshan was still holding the pen and didn't notice it, he was relieved, and then said, "Why don't I know, what does that Wang Zixuan have to do with me, we have nothing to do with it." In order to clear up the relationship, I couldn't even speak clearly.

"Hehe, really, that's what everyone else says." Obviously, the boy believed Niu Jincheng's words.

"Of course it's true, I'm not a person with a heart," Niu Jincheng hurriedly retorted.

"You don't bother yet, in the first year of junior high school, I heard a lot of things about you in just one semester, and you dare to say that there really isn't a single one." The boy used to be in the same class as him, and he was still in the same dormitory, so he knew him well.

Is it the first year of junior high school? At that time, Wang Xiaoshan didn't know him, he didn't know who he was, it turned out that so many things had happened to him in the first year of junior high school, obviously he didn't feel pain in his heart, but it was very strange, Wang Xiaoshan felt that her brain was blank, as if she was unwilling, she carefully tasted her feelings, as if it really didn't hurt.

Hearing this, Niu Jincheng didn't even have time to see Wang Xiaoshan, he hurriedly explained, "It's all fun, if I like someone and it doesn't matter if I say it or not, I will always keep her in my heart, no matter who I am with, my heart can only be her, and the previous ones are not what I really like." ”

"If you don't like it, you still want to provoke others, if you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't force it" The boy's opinion is different from Niu Jincheng's, and it can be said that he disagrees with it. At the end, as if he suddenly remembered something, he asked, "Do you have someone you like?" "Well, even if you don't agree, you still want to gossip.

Asked about this, Niu Jincheng suddenly stopped talking, he just looked at the person behind him very carefully, that person was still the same as before, and even the posture had not changed, was she not tired? Turning his head, he said, "I can't say that, if I do, do you still have to ask who that person is?" ”

The boy nodded decisively. Where everyone couldn't see, Wang Xiaoshan also nodded silently, she was the one who wanted to know the most.

"So I don't say," Niu Jincheng refused with a clear attitude.

"You don't say that I know who it is, I just don't know if she is what you really like" The boy sat behind Niu Jincheng, what movements and expressions this person had, he was clear.

However, Niu Jincheng just smiled, did not deny it, and did not admit it, maybe someone else asked, such as Xu Yan, he would say it directly. But if it was really Xu Yan, he wouldn't have asked this question at all, because he already knew the answer.

What was the end of the conversation, Wang Xiaoshan couldn't remember it clearly, at the moment when she felt that her heart was not distressed, she just cared about his words, she cared very much, she had no right to say anything about his opinion, what she wanted to know more was who that person was, whether it could be her, she felt that it might be her, and felt that this was all her fantasy, and no one could be her.

Perhaps, at that time, she spent more time struggling with this problem, but she didn't think of another more important question, obviously her heart didn't hurt, why did she bother with this problem? Is it her, has nothing to do with her? The two are fundamentally contradictory!

At that time, Wang Xiaoshan was still too young, and under the orders of her teacher and her mother, she spent more time on studying, although her grades could only be regarded as above average.

On Thursday, early in the morning, with Wang Xiaoshan constantly hinting to herself before going to bed last night, she finally broke her long-standing biological clock and got up from bed ten minutes earlier for the first time. Looking up at the sky, it seemed that in the short ten minutes, she felt that it was darker, and there was no one on the road. Originally, there were still a few lights on in the teaching building, but now, when she looked at it, it seemed that only one classroom was lit.

However, it's good to get up early, she can read a little more, and that person doesn't have to freeze outside anymore, it's really getting colder and colder lately. Wrapped up in his cotton clothes, he walked briskly towards the classroom.

However, to her surprise, she still saw the man at the door, and he didn't seem to feel cold, and even stretched out his two hands to put them on the fence of the corridor, letting the cold wind blow.

"You're here," Niu Jincheng said, "You're finally here, open the door quickly, and freeze me to death." After speaking, as if he couldn't bear it anymore, he immediately clasped his hands tightly together and rubbed them vigorously.

This is like a switch, dragging the person who was stunned at the door back to his senses, Wang Xiaoshan quickly took out the key, opened the door, and then turned on the light, and walked to his position, Niu Jincheng followed closely, and then immediately closed the door with his feet, and the door collided with the door frame with a bang, which was particularly loud in this quiet and deserted classroom.

Then, Wang Xiaoshan heard Niu Jincheng's upper and lower teeth trembling, and said to her inarticulately, "You help me take the pith of the cup, it needs to be hot."

Looking at him like this, it really looks like he's frozen, and I don't know how long he's been standing outside. He glanced at him, then stood up, picked up his water cup and walked towards the water dispenser, fortunately the hot water was ready-made, and the water dispenser heating power in their class was never turned off.

After taking the water cup and touching the heat source with both hands, Niu Jincheng sighed comfortably "Wow~"

"Why are you here so early" Seeing him like this, Wang Xiaoshan finally couldn't help asking.

"I'm waiting for you." It's still the same answer, but one says sincerely, the other listens unintentionally, and the person who listens wants to be intentional, but she is afraid that she will think too much, and in the end she will change someone else's sentence: You think too much.

"But, you're here early, so I thought I'd have to wait a little longer?" Niu Jincheng's hand finally eased up, and he wanted to hold the water cup hard, but found that he still couldn't use it.

That's not because I wanted to open the door early and not let you freeze outside, who would have thought that you would come so early. Wang Xiaoshan muttered in his heart, but he never dared to say it. She said vaguely, "I woke up early, you still have this key, save you from freezing outside." As he spoke, he put the key that was hot in his pocket and put it in his hand.