Chapter 30 Love to the Depths, Can't Help It
“…… In my previous life, you have been revolving around me, no matter what ugly words I say, the next time you will always appear in front of me again as if nothing had happened, so I always thought that you would stay by my side forever.
Later, your father committed suicide, you dropped out of school, and then you disappeared from me.
I was very unaccustomed to it at first, so I comforted myself, it's like drinking soy milk and eating fritters every morning, and suddenly drinking milk and eating ham sandwiches, so I won't get used to it, and it will be better after a long time......"
Li Duhuan looked at Jiang Heng and finally understood his abnormality, no wonder he suddenly seemed to be a different person, it turned out that Jiang Heng was also reborn.
“…… Graduated, worked, and then I tried to fall in love...... Beautiful, gentle, highly educated...... Either one is better than you......
I tried to start a new life, and I tried to fall in love with a woman, but love is narrow and selfish, a heart can only be given to one person, and it is difficult to take it back, and the taste is too painful, and it is difficult to take a step forward......"
“……”
"So, I organized that class reunion and asked people to ask you out and want to confess to you.
Face, self-esteem...... I threw all these things away, I went to buy roses, and I thought about the confession countless times in my heart, but you died......"
Tears flowed out of Jiang Heng's eyes, Li Duhuan looked at him in shock, Jiang Heng actually cried, calm and self-controlled, as if Jiang Heng, a high-energy robot without feelings, actually cried.
“…… Li Qianhuan, you have never loved me. No one will take back their feelings as neatly as you do! ”
Jiang Heng left with such a sentence full of sadness, disappointment, and anger.
Li Duhuan lay on the bed for a long time, for a long time......
Fate is really wonderful, it actually made her and Jiang Heng go back to the past at the same time.
What shocked her even more was that Jiang Heng liked her, and she liked her in her previous life......
The memory before her death began to become clear, she was hit by a car, saw Jiang Heng from the air, and saw that he was indeed holding a bouquet of roses in his arms.
He threw away the roses, the roses scattered and fell, and then Jiang Heng rushed towards him, she fell to the ground heavily, the pain was intense, and then death struck, and the body had no feeling...... Jiang Heng held him in her arms, her sexy thin lips opened and closed as if she was saying something, her ears seemed to be broken, and she couldn't hear anything.
But she said angrily: "...... Jiang Heng...... If so, there are...... In the next life, I ...... Never, never...... Yes, fall in love with you! ”
After being reborn, she did it, but she didn't expect Jiang Heng to like her, and she liked her since her previous life.
His heart fluctuated, tears rolled down from his eyes, and Li Jinhuan buried his face in the pillow and cried.
She doesn't know why she cries?
Knowing that Jiang Heng likes his surprises, regrets, and the thrill of revenge...... So many complicated feelings fermented in her heart, so that her heart could not bear it.
Why did Jiang Heng recognize his feelings so late? If Jiang Heng confessed to her in her previous life, she would definitely go crazy with joy.
However, in this life......
She has decided to remove Jiang Heng from her life.
Qi Dafei is not a coincidence, Jiang Heng and her, one is the sky, the other is the earth, and the two of them have hobbies...... It's all different. In the future, Jiang Heng will stand at the top of the pyramid, and she is just a small person - small and ordinary.
There is a 30-year-old soul hidden in her body, she has seen the joys and sorrows of love, what about love? After getting married, because of his personality and status...... And so on, there are many divorces.
Before marriage, you were the cinnabar mole in a man's heart, and after marriage, it turned into fly blood.
If the two are really together, how long can Jiang Heng's liking for himself last? Could he be tired of her not being gentle and considerate enough? Will she be disgusted that she is not smart enough, like a rice worm, and will only rely on men to live, instead of becoming a strong woman?
Under heavy concerns, even if Li Duhuan knew that Jiang Heng liked her, he didn't respond anything.
In the previous life, two people made mistakes; In this life, Jiang Heng met the 30-year-old Li Duhuan, who was worn off by reality, so their relationship was the same as in the previous life - by mistake.
……
Jiang Heng's confession made Li Duhuan even more afraid to face him.
It happened that the gold ingots would encounter a catastrophe in their lives in August this year, so Li Duhuan said to his mother and took the gold ingots out on a trip.
When Jiang Heng knew the news, Li Jinhuan and Jin Yuanbao were already on the plane.
"Dabao, you want to open something, you can't barely come to such a thing as feelings." Jiang's mother comforted her son, watching her son lose weight and lose shape, her heart hurt terribly.
Jiang Heng sat on the sofa with a book on his lap, the book had been soaked in soda, the surface was uneven, and there were dark spots.
This is a book about religion, written by a person named Thompson, it is particularly interesting, he liked it very much at the time, and was splashed with soda by Li Jianhuan only halfway through it, Jiang Heng lost his temper at her, and scared Li Jianhuan, who was only 6 years old, into crying.
He heard his mother say: Li Duhuan was frightened by him, and she had nightmares for several nights.
Look, he's such a bastard, so Li Duhuan doesn't like him anymore, and he doesn't like him at all.
“…… Jiang Heng, don't be willful, be obedient and go to medical university. Haven't you always wanted to go to medical school? Your dad finally agreed. ”
Jiang Heng didn't want to go to medical school, so she tore up the admission letter, and it took her a long time to put it together.
"I don't miss it."
In his previous life, he wanted to be a doctor who saved lives, and his dream has come true.
In his last life, his only regret was Li Qianhuan, he felt that he was reborn for Li Jianhuan.
If he can't get Li Quanhuan in this life, what does it mean for him to be reborn?
Jiang Heng despises the love of his children the most, and he is depressed for the so-called love and loses his fighting spirit, but after experiencing it, he knows that he loves deeply and can't help himself.
"If I am separated from Li Qianhuan for four years, I will have no hope for her at all." Jiang Heng expressed his heartfelt concerns to his mother.
"You stay here, you think there's hope? Xiao Huan sees you now like a mouse seeing a cat, this time he suddenly went on a trip, and Bacheng was to hide from you.
You listen to your mother, go to college, be separated for a while, and maybe there will be a turnaround. ”
Jiang Heng looked at his mother, his face resting on his mother's knees, and asked fragily, "Mom, what should I do so that she will like me again?" ”
Jiang's mother touched her son's black hair and said optimistically, "Sincerity is open, she already has feelings for you, but she was hurt by you." ”
His mother's words made Jiang Heng's heart suddenly brighten, and he sat up straight, and there was a light in his eyes flashing again.
Li Jinhuan has liked him for so many years, no matter how he treats her, she has never given up; Then it would be better for him to like her in this life.