Spring goes to summer, autumn breaks and winter goes, and in the blink of an eye, another year has passed in this world. In fact, if you think about it, it has been five years since I graduated, and in the past five years, I have tasted the bitterness and sweetness, I have also experienced loss, indulgence and extravagance, and I have encountered unemployment.

But in the end, I found out how ordinary, how humble, and how pitiful I was.

Some people say that poverty is a person's greatest original sin. But I am a fervent believer that the possibilities for man's future are limitless.

But when I stepped into the society and fell to the bottom of the society, I made a profound discovery and discovery

"Poverty is really a person's greatest original sin", especially for the poor at the bottom. I think of one night many years ago, when I was still a child, and my father taught me a lot of truths about life.

He said that a man can like many people, but he can only love one person. He said that a man can only dream and struggle can not be lost, he hopes that I can be brave to pursue my dream in the future, but in the end he still muttered in a low voice,

"If it's possible, I hope you don't pursue your dreams, and you'll understand later", as if I could hear and understand it when I was still a child.

But, I got it, and when I was growing up, I got it. I understand that life is like a relay race, we must first try to take the baton from our parents, and then desperately pass it on to future generations, everyone is born with just a member, a link, and a node to participate in it.

And this battle of fate can sometimes consume the time of an ordinary person's life, but not necessarily

"Pick up" and pass on the stick well. This is the cruelest part of life and the most helpless place of fate, not to mention the ethereal pursuit of life such as dreams and ideals.

If a person, a family, can't even guarantee basic food and clothing, how can there be any extra energy to chase dreams and realize dreams?

When a person has no money, he can only stare blankly at the reminder text messages sent by the three giants of China Mobile, Unicom and Telecom

"Dear user, you have owed XX yuan, in order to ensure your normal call, please pay the corresponding fees in time", you can only owe money, stop the phone, and disconnect the network, and have become passers-by with the virtual world; When a person has no money, he can only scrape together, tear down the east wall to make up the west wall, and use the endless ant flowers, credit cards and credit loans to live ahead of time and make do with life; When a person has no money, he can only eat instant noodles with a little effort, at most a little instant noodle partner - ham sausage.

It's really hard to imagine that in today's glamorous and colorful society, if a person has no money, or the concept of money is not very strong, what kind of situation will he go, maybe it will be difficult to move, maybe it will be difficult to move an inch, maybe it will fall to the bottom of the bottom.

In fact, I was slowly moving closer to this situation, and I had an indescribable sense of powerlessness and frustration for countless nights.

It is said that life is like adversity, and I am also a dog. Maybe that's all my life, who knows, maybe that's the case, maybe it's not.

Sometimes, my life is really a strange circle, and I go around and around, confused, and finally return to square one.

The things that I hated and hated in the past really happened in my future years, making me love and hate, making me cry and laugh, making me hesitate and make me uneasy.

And those incredible things in yesterday finally fell into my dreams, and I frequently met in dreams, let me continue the frontier, let me be lost, let me remember, forget, remember, and make me unpredictable, become the biggest and most private beauty in my heart.

Is this floating dust beautiful, it's beautiful. Cruel, it's cruel. Are people kind, sometimes very kind, sometimes very dark?

Love the world? Sometimes I love it, sometimes I want to destroy it. maybe

The real name of "Red Dust" is:

"Sea of bitterness", the Buddha said that the sea of bitterness is endless, but it is not the shore when you turn back. Maybe everyone is born to suffer, but in this rough and uneven world, everyone is looking for their own good memories in their lifetime, although this beauty is sometimes very false and routine.