Chapter 151 is also a confession
When An Beimo heard me ask, his expression turned gloomy, and he said in a cold voice: "Because a fortune teller told my parents, saying that my birthday yin qi is too heavy, and it is the life of my parents' family!" ”
I was stunned, I never thought it would be such an unreliable reason.
I said angrily, "What age is this?" Your parents still believe this? Could it be that ...... "I wanted to stop talking halfway, I originally wanted to ask An Beimo, did her parents have no culture to believe in superstition." But it was a little inappropriate to ask these words, and the words did not come out of their mouths.
An Beimo immediately guessed what I was going to say, and she said to me: "On the contrary, my parents are highly educated. Among their peers, they are considered highly educated. ”
This makes me even more puzzled, according to An Beimo, listening to this kind of thing of fortune-telling should not have happened to An Beimo's parents.
Seeing that my face was full of surprise, An Beimo smiled faintly and said: "This is nothing unusual, there are many people who believe in fortune-telling among today's doctors and masters." ”
This is also true, Chinese metaphysics is broad and profound, and a copy of "Zhou Yi" is unfathomable. Many people know a little bit about it, and they can judge the past and the present, and ask the good for the evil.
If you don't know, many people's attitude is that if you believe, you will have, and if you don't believe, you will not. It is said that some well-known fortune tellers will serve some officials and businessmen in certain periods, and calculate the fortune of the year, and it is said that the remuneration is quite high.
But I'm an atheist and have reservations about fortune telling. Neither deny nor agree.
An Beimo continued to recall: "My younger brother secretly came to see me that time, which made my parents furious. After nearly half a year, my parents and younger brother never went to my grandmother's house again. I wanted to go to my brother secretly, but my grandmother didn't even know where my brother was going to school. ”
"It wasn't until a year later that my brother secretly learned about my school from my grandmother, so he secretly came to me for the second time. We played together for a long time and talked a lot. I like this brother very much, and he is also very kind to me. Later, the two of us always met in private, chatted together, and played together. During that time, I was the happiest person to meet my brother. ”
It can be heard that An Beimo has deep feelings for his younger brother. In her childhood, it seemed that the closest person to her, except for her grandmother, was this younger brother.
"However, my parents knew about my brother and I meeting again in private. By the time I was in junior high school, they had chosen a school for me in another city and had arranged for me to leave far away. I never saw my brother again until my grandmother died, and I didn't see him again at the funeral. I was seventeen and he was fourteen. ”
Today can be said to be the most talked about since I met An Beimo. And I could feel that the words had been held in her heart for too long, and now they were all poured out like a flood opening a floodgate.
Later, when my younger brother was eighteen years old, he chose to join the army, and after a few years, I heard that his performance was very good, and he was specially recruited into the special forces. But after a mission, there was suddenly no news. I inquired in many ways, and some people said that it was a sacrifice, because it was a special mission, so it could not be recognized. Others said that they had been captured by the enemy, and that they were held there for no way of knowing. ”
Speaking of this, An Beimo's mood became depressed, and his tone became a little heavier.
"The woman I met that day in the military sanatorium was an instructor of the women's special forces. She invited me to join her team and revealed that she knew about my brother. Will let me know as soon as I join. But she used this method to invite, so I couldn't trust her, so I didn't hesitate to decline. ”
"At the same time, I was worried that if I joined them, it might be difficult for me to leave. You know better than I do about the life of the troops, and it is my duty to obey orders. With constraints, it won't be so easy for me to do whatever I want. ”
At this time, I asked An Beimo: "What are your plans for your brother?" ”
An Beimo said: "Maybe you don't believe it, I have a hunch that my brother must be alive, but he is in trouble." Either way, I'll find a way to find him. If he's in real danger, I'm going to get him out. In short, I won't let anyone hurt him! ”
"I'll help you!" I blurted out, "One person counts short, two counts long!" I've been in the army for so many years and have some connections, and I'll help you find out about your brother. If he's in trouble, I'll go with you to save him! ”
Now I know what a relative means to An Beimo, especially the childhood she experienced, her younger brother may be her only consolation at that time, so this sister-brother relationship is much deeper than other families.
And I think that reuniting their sister and brother may make An Beimo less cold and warmer, and his heart will no longer be as closed as freezing.
As long as I can make her open her heart, I will do anything for her.
I definitely didn't just say what I just said, but I also planned to do so in my heart when I said it. An Beimo's emotional world is missing a lot, and I hope to help her make up for it. And it's not just family affection, there are other aspects as well.
I looked at An Beimo's eyes, and my attitude was extremely serious and sincere. An Beimo's lips moved, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say it.
"And!" I got closer to An Beimo and gently grabbed her hand, "In the future, I won't let you hide alone in a cold corner, I'll accompany you!" If you want, whatever problems you encounter in the future, I will work with you to solve them. "I didn't expect that what I had always wanted to say to her was said at this moment without hindrance.
After I finished speaking, I was a little shocked, the expression just now was naturally incomparable, and it was not as if I always wanted to say and stopped, and I wanted to say but didn't dare to say it.
An Beimo still didn't say anything, but a light flashed in his eyes. She clasped her backhand with mine and nodded slightly at me.
At such close proximity, I suddenly felt shortness of breath and my heart racing. The back of An Beimo's hand was a little cold, but the palm of his hand was getting hotter and hotter. She grabbed my hand very hard, and there was a slight tremble, perhaps at this time, her heart was also experiencing waves.
I don't know what kind of force drove me, so I slowly moved closer to An Beimo's face. Her hand trembled visibly, but instead of looking away, she looked at me with a strange look.
I was more nervous, but I was bolder. I stared intently at An Beimo's bright eyes, and slowly approached her again.
It could already be seen that An Beimo was trying her best to restrain herself, her lips pursed hard, and fine sweat broke out on the tip of her nose. I suddenly wanted to laugh, the current An Beimo is too cute, obviously nervous, but he has to pretend that he doesn't care, it's really because of his personality.
The distance is too close, and the faces of the two are so close that they have completely entered the ambiguous category.
At this time, I was a little hesitant, I don't know if this is too much, and whether it will make An Beimo disgusted.
I admit that I really wanted to kiss her, especially the delicate and slightly shy red lips, which were infinitely seductive to me. But I'm afraid that I will be slapped before I get a kiss, will An Beimo think that I am taking advantage of people's danger and taking the opportunity to play hooligan?
Seeing that I suddenly stopped approaching, doubts appeared in my eyes. An Beimo's eyes narrowed, his teeth bit his upper lip lightly, and his charming appearance actually implied provocation.
It was the first time in my life that I wanted to kiss the girl who had touched my heart, and the nervousness and sweetness made me feel like I had drunk too much wine, dizzy and my throat was dry. Miraculously, the girl who fascinated me did not refuse, but implied encouragement.
Is this the tacit understanding between the two lovers?
I no longer hesitate and approach gently. An Beimo's eyes widened like this, watching me slowly close to her lips. I feel so embarrassed to be stared at by her like this!
Now I finally understand that from the moment I met her, I fell in love with her at first sight. The special feeling I have for her is nothing else, just a genuine liking of it.
We have experienced hardships together, experienced life and death, and I have already planted the seeds of emotion in her heart, and she has an important place in my heart that no one can replace.
It's just that I didn't expect that the first time we went on a date, I would let go of my feelings for her without reservation. Perhaps after returning from the Himalayas, we are destined to be inseparable.
The distance between me and her was only a few centimeters, and I could even feel the temperature of An Beimo's skin. Even the breath of her breath was warm on my face.
She's so beautiful! It's so beautiful that it's a little unreal. And these were like spells, locking my eyes firmly on her alone.
At this moment, An Beimo was no longer as cold as an iceberg, but as hot as a fire. Her fine white skin, with a faint red, made me intoxicated and imprinted it on her red lips.
"Jingle bells" suddenly sounded a burst of music, instantly waking me up from my intoxication. I subconsciously ducked backwards, only to realize that it was the phone in my pocket that was screaming.
The atmosphere suddenly turned from ambiguous to awkward, An Beimo lowered his head and moved his body back, picked up the teacup beside him and drank a sip of the tea that had already cooled.
My phone could only be from the headquarters, so I quickly took it out and connected it, and said "hey" with a weak heart.
It was Hugo, and his voice was still the same, but I could hear that he was anxious.
"Where are you?" Hugo asked, and before I could answer, he continued: "Something happened, hurry back to headquarters!" ”
"Okay!" I was pounding like a child who had done something wrong and was caught red-handed by a parent.
Hugo didn't hang up the phone, and suddenly asked: "Is Beimo with you?" ”
My heart trembled even more, and I replied, "Yes!" She was right next to me. ”
There was silence on the phone for a moment, and Hugo said, "Come back quickly!" He hung up.
Putting away the phone, I hurriedly said to An Beimo: "Hugo said that something happened, order to hurry back to the headquarters, let's go!" ”
Just as I was about to get up, An Beimo suddenly reached out and grabbed my collar and pulled it forward.
I was caught off guard and was dragged by her. Looking at each other, An Beimo's face showed extreme dissatisfaction.
Her sudden rudeness left me at a loss for what to do, and her attitude was confusing to me.
was about to ask a question, when suddenly An Beimo lowered his head and turned his face over. At the same time, she pushed my arm hard and pulled me straight over.