Chapter 238: Photos
Xiang Wan didn't bother to check, turned off the screen directly, and returned the phone to Mu Sheng, who was safe and sound, and finally Mu Sheng stayed.
"Sleep?" Mu Sheng asked tentatively, but Xiang Wan, who was standing, didn't speak, and didn't know what he was thinking, so he could only ask.
"No, Mu Sheng, I have to ask clearly, I can't ask who can't ask!" Xiang Wan stomped his foot, turned around and sat on the sofa.
"What?" Mu Sheng knew that Xiang Wan wanted him to go too, so he didn't excuse himself and sat beside him.
"Bei Xiaomeng told me, did you have a photo of me before?" Xiang Wan asked with a side face, her eyes fixed on Mu Sheng, because she believed that eyes would not lie.
She clearly saw the panic in Mu Sheng's eyes, and Xiang Wan just wanted to verify it, but it was obviously confirmed.
"That's right." Mu Sheng nodded and admitted directly.
"Then you show me the picture!" Xiang Wan stretched out her hand, her request was as simple as that, ask for verification, look at the photo and that's it.
Xiang Wan still looked at Xiang Wan's eyes, Xiang Wan saw more things this time, Mu Sheng's eyes began to dodge, and Xiang Wan became more curious.
"Nope." Mu Sheng shook his head and said two words, no ......, is there no or what?
"What do you mean?" Xiang Wan felt that there must be something greasy inside, and if she didn't ask clearly today, she would definitely not be able to rest well.
"The photo has been deleted." Mu Sheng's tone sounded so empty-hearted.
"Do you think I believe it?" Xiang Wan no longer looked at Mu Sheng's eyes, she already had the answer in her heart.
“…… What do you look at the photos for? Mu Sheng asked, which can be regarded as a disguised admission that the photo is still there.
"I... Look at myself and need a reason. Xiang Bang laughed out loud, did she really need a reason to see if she looked at herself?
…… Mu Sheng had nothing to say, looked at Xiang Wan's firm eyes, and finally lost the battle, took out his mobile phone to unlock it, Xiang Wan didn't look at it again, and it took a while for Mu Sheng to hand the phone to Xiang Wan.
Although Xiang Wan didn't go out of his way to look at it, the two were very close, and Mu Sheng probably entered the password nearly six times before unlocking the lock.
The corners of Xiang Wan's mouth twitched one by one, a photo, are you afraid that others will steal it? She couldn't imagine how much intelligence she was given by this heavy mechanism.
opened the photo and looked down, Xiang Wan found that the photos in Mu Sheng were not one, nor two, but many, many photos, and Xiang Wan was also shocked by the number in it, so many photos, all hers, nearly more than a thousand.
And it's nothing, each one is the original picture, from high school to college to work, all the photos, she doesn't like to take them herself, what she has in her mobile phone is not an ID photo, or a selfie with a beautiful face when she is bored, no matter what it is, Mu Sheng has a copy here, this feeling......
There is a feeling that life is exposed to the eyes of others, Xiang Wan also took a closer look, most of the photos of high school are full faces, already taken by the person sitting in front, various postures and expressions, laughing, frowning, sleeping on the table, and expressions that even she doesn't know, as well as walking, running, eating, Xiang Wan herself didn't expect so much.
Although sometimes she has regrets herself, she sees so many beautiful photos of others every day, recording her growth, but she didn't expect that she actually has it.
"Who filmed these?" Xiang Wan pointed to a photo from his high school days, turned his head and asked.
"I..." Mu Sheng's voice obviously revealed a lack of confidence, and he looked at Xiang Wan a little nervously, worried that she would blame him for this.
"You?" Xiang Wan was taken aback, was this really what he filmed? Xiang Wan couldn't believe that if he filmed it, then in other words, he also liked her in high school.
Otherwise, there are not so many boys who are bored enough to be afraid of all kinds of photos of girls, it is really secretly taken Alas, she doesn't know all of them, looking at these photos, it seems that she can see her own growth, it's really amazing.
"What about the university?" University photos are much simpler, there are a lot of faces, most of them are side faces, backs, locations are almost always in classrooms, and occasionally a few are in the library and cafeteria.
"I asked someone to shoot ......" Mu Sheng's voice became lower and lower, he was not very confident in the first place, but now he is even more bottomless.
Later, there was no more work, but, judging from the timeline, not long after she graduated, she and Weiyin did not go out of the door at home, and later she also went to work soon after Mu Sheng returned to China.
"You liked me when you were in high school?" Xiang Wan still feels a little unrealistic, how is this possible?
"Does love at first sight count?" Mu Sheng tilted his head and smiled, his eyes were a little gloomy, his encounter with her was never destined by God. It's all his careful planning, from acquaintance to acquaintance to love, all under his intentional circumstances.
If someone tells Xiang Wan at this time that I like you and fall in love at first sight, Xiang Wan only has four words in his heart: Seeing the color, what should be said is so noble.
But one year high...... She really doesn't have the ability to make people look good, about this, Xiang Wan doesn't want to admit it, but he can't deny the fact that she really didn't look good in high school.
"Then why don't you say it?" Xiang Bang his chest, I'm really depressed about this, why don't you say it if you like me? It's good to fall in love a lot in high school, you said that they are only together now?
"Because I don't think we were even adults at that time, and I'm not sure if my love for you can last a lifetime, and I don't think I can give you anything in high school, and I want to give you a better god stick with my own ability, not by the family's financial resources, but simply by myself, to give you a future." When Mu Sheng said this, the whole person seemed to be reborn.
“… Do you really believe in me, or do you believe in yourself? Aren't you afraid that I'll be chased away by others? "Xiang Wan still feels a little pity, if... If he had agreed earlier, would the two of them have delayed for so long?
But I'm glad that this secret love about youth turns out to be more than she likes it, and they can continue to be together.
"I'm afraid, too, but I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to give you what you want after being together." Mu Sheng pounced on him, like an insecure child, his head buried in Xiang Wan's neck socket, and the heat of his breath burned Xiang Wan's skin.
"Alright, let's go to bed." Xiang Wan hesitated, but still chose to hug him.
"Hmm." Mu Sheng's voice was muffled, he thought Xiang Wan would blame him, but he didn't.
Xiang Wan first saw so many photos, and his heart was weird, and he always felt that his life was exposed without privacy, but later he found that they were basically some photos at school, harmless, and all of this was done by people who liked it, so the meaning became extraordinarily different.
Even in the middle of the night, Xiang Wan still felt unreal, she never thought that Mu Sheng loved her so much.
"Xiang Wan?"
Xiang Wan was still thinking about things, Mu Sheng suddenly spoke, and Xiang Wan was puzzled.
"Hmm."
"I want to tell you something." Mu Sheng looked at the ceiling, he always felt that if he didn't say it, there would be a misunderstanding between the two, and after thinking about it again, he still decided to confess.
"What's wrong?" Xiang Wan looked sideways in his direction, but in the dimly lit room, she couldn't see his expression clearly.
"Actually, since I liked you, I began to plan everything, such as knowing you and being friends." After these words came out, Mu Sheng felt a lot more relaxed.
"Do I have to thank you?" In the dark night, Xiang Wan laughed softly, but he still couldn't hide the excitement in his heart, crush is a bitter process, but when you know that the person you have a crush on is also crush on you, this feeling is really heartwarming.
"You like me as the only accident." Mu Sheng's voice was low, sounding a little sad.
Xiang Wan suddenly wanted to hug him, gradually approaching his direction, hugging, and at the same time feeling the stiffness of his body.
"Why?" Why would it be an accident that she liked it?
"I thought you wouldn't like me." Mu Sheng was a little sad, it was okay if he didn't have the courage, it was right that you liked her at that time, but their relationship was that of friends, and he didn't dare to take any step forward, worried that if that step went out, the relationship between the two would collapse, and he couldn't even be friends, this was not his concern alone, it was something that every crush would worry about.
Even if Xiang Wan confessed to him, he was not hypocritical, because even she herself was not sure if this was true, if she really liked it, the relationship between the two people must be told by him.
If it was fake, then he also had some time to confirm it for himself, just to see if it was true, but the accident that came later was an accident that he couldn't think of.
When he got out of control, she already had a boyfriend, and that liking seemed to be fake, he could only watch silently, it was undeniable that he was the most cowardly in the relationship between the two, from young youth to maturity now, this deep love he was hiding.
If Bei Xiaomeng hadn't mentioned that little thing today, he might not want to say it, he wouldn't even be too good at expressing his emotions.
"If you had said it earlier, I would have had to suffer so much." When Xiang Wan talked about it, he still felt sad about Dandan.
In a relationship, the most regrettable thing is that you didn't even say what you liked, and she confessed because of such a sentence at the time.
You think that the best result of confession is to agree, and the worst result is to refuse, but in fact, you are wrong, the best result is that he likes you more than you like him, and the worst result is that you can't receive the answer.
If you want to forget him, the little devil in your heart will come out to tell you that people have not rejected you.
Then find thousands of reasons for him, such as: he is injured, there is something at home, the phone is broken, all kinds of reasons that you can't think of yourself, and then forcibly put it on his body, and then numb yourself and not accept reality.
That's how she spent college, using all the methods in other people's mouths to forget this person, studying hard, opening new relationships, entering the night, and then cleaning her face with tears, and repeating it until she thought she had forgotten.
Then the man returned, and then the torture that had been repeated again and again hit her hard.
Xiang Wan has spent countless days and nights like this, and I have to admit that the person who should not be involved in this relationship is Yu Yifeng.
Even now, Xiang Wan still feels that he is very shameless, Yu Yifeng is innocent, but he is with him in the process of missing others, she may be a scumbag.
But now he is fortunate not to let go, which will also make her secretly happy.
"I was wrong." Mu Sheng unconsciously tightened his arms and hugged the person in front of him tightly.
However, even so, she was still very lucky, went through the years, received a late result, and had the best answer.
Even if it takes five years to end and start a new chapter, the future is very long, and it is still promising, isn't it?